Its My Fault

Lizzie's POV


I wake up with Harry's arms wrapped around me. I'm confused until I remember the nightmare I had. I woke up screaming and Harry came to comfort me. I raise up and I start to cry. I still can't get a hold on what happened. I don't want to believe what happened. My crying must have woken Harry up because before I can lay back down his arms are wrapped around me and I'm crying into his chest.
"Don't worry love its all okay, he can't hurt you anyone." He whispers softly into my ear.
"Harry, how could he do this to me?" I sob into his chest.
"Because Liz, He's a monster, I am in a way to, But not like that, Liz trust me and stop crying he won't hurt you again I won't let him!" He holds me close and eventually my crying ceases.


~The next morning~


I wake up and check my phone. Fuck! I forgot to tell my dad I was staying with Harry. I quickly text him.

Me: Hey daddy!
Dad: Don't "Hey daddy" Me get your ass home now!
Me I told you I was staying with Harry last night on the phone you were just too drunk to remember!
Dad: So you stayed with a guy?! Don't bother coming home unless its to get your stuff!

I sit and cry. I shouldn't have lied to him, but he does drink too much and forget stuff. I remember when my mom was still alive and he beat her and didn't believe he did it in the morning. I quickly push the thought out of my mine. I realize Harry isn't in the bed anymore. I don't know if I should get up or not. After all there are at least four other guys in the house, and after last night... I cringe, my wrist are bruised from where he held me down, just helping to prove the fact I was raped wasn't a nightmare.
"Hey love," Harry says standing in the door way holding a plate of food.
"What is it?" I ask quietly.
"I need you to tell me everything that happened last night...Not right now later, but I have to know." Harry explains staring seriously into my eyes.
"O-Ok H-Harry..." I say looking down.
"Oh, This is for you." He hands me the plate of food. I look down its bacon and pancakes, my favorite but I want to tell him what happened first.
"I'm going to tell you right now what happened." My breath catches in my throat.
"Ok love, take your time." He says.
"Well after you went to get some drinks...Joshua...Came up and said something...I-I can't remember, but he grabbed my hair and drug me to the back, and threw me down on the couch...H-H-He help me wrist down...And he took off my shirt and shorts..." I started crying while hugging Harry.
"Its ok love...Just d-d-did h-h-he wear a condom?" Harry quickly says looking at me quietly.
"H-H-Harry..." I stutter.
"What is it love." He gives me that concerned look again.
"I don't think so." My voice trips. Then I remember the date today. My period starts in two days.

Notes

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