Chapter 4 Zayn Punishment



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RAPE

CHILDABUSE

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LAST WARING THIS CHAPTER IS GRAPHIC.





ZAYN POV



RECAPE



I am pulling into the drive way and I can already see my dad looking out of the upstairs bedroom window his bedroom window to be exact looking pissed as ever shit I'm dead. I get out of the car and walked to the front door opening it and getting hit with the smell of strong beer and voka. The site I see is beer cans threw everywhere and four voka bottles shattered on the living room floor. I am in for a long night of punishment and I don't have to wait long dad is already grabbing me and slamming me into the wall. I can smell the beer and voka on his breath. I am so DEAD!!!!!!





RECAPES END



My dad doesn’t even wait not giving me any time he rips off my clothes. I am on my living room floor ass naked trembling I know what is to come. He has left me, going to get things from his room. I hear his footsteps getting closer I look up to see dad with his belt, shit this is not looking good for me.



“YOU LITTLE SHIT GET UP AND STAND HANDS ON THE DINING ROOM TABLE”! I get up and walk over already shaking knowing that I am going to get whipped by the belt I gone through this so many times before. I get to the table and stand trying to prepare myself but I am never and I mean NEVER prepared when he starts because he doesn’t give me any warning.



SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

“DON’T YOU EVER SKIP SCHOOL AGAIN DO YOU UNDER STAND YOU LITTLE SHIT”



I nod tears streaming down my face my back hurts so badly and I know I am not where near finish. I am right SMACK. ……

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK



I AM SCREAMING OUT IN PAIN AS HE CONTIUNES TO SMACK MY BACK TEARS STREAM DOWN MY FACE AND I KNOW THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING HE MOVES TO SMACK MY ASS NEXT.



SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK



He finally throws the belt to the side I sigh in relief I am in so much pain and I know there is still more to come I scream but I know that no one will come to my rescue. He throws me to the ground I barely caught myself so I didn’t face plant. I know what is coming he is going to RAPE ME. I try to relax my muscles so it won’t hurt as much. He doesn’t give me much warning before he thrust into me and not to gentle either I scream out in pain.



Thrust after thrust I scream in pain.



SHUT UP DAD SCREAMS



THRUST



SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU SLUT



THRUST



I KNOW YOUR EJOYING THIS ZAYN



THRUST



ZAYN YOUR SO PATHETIC



THRUST



YOUR SUCH A DISSAPOINTED ZAYN



THRUST



YOU ARE NO SON OF MINE (that fucking hurts I didn’t do anything I am a VICTIM here not him)



THRUST



WHY DON’T YOU DO ME A FAVOR AND JUST LEAVE



THRUST



OR JUST KILL YOURSELF



THRUST



I FUCKING HATE YOU ZAYN



THRUST



UGGGGHHHHH FUCK YOU



THRUST


and with this thrust he cums deep inside me I scream my lungs out it hurts so much I am in so much pain I can barely move I want to die I really want to take a knife to my throat or pull the gun trigger to my temple. I want to fucking die I want to KILL MYSELF I want to GET OUT OF THIS HELL. Dad pulls out and leaves me naked and lying on the floor.



I finally succumb to the darkness with torn running and playing in my head.



I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldnt be that man I adored
You don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings fine Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.

There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and Im ashamed bound and broken on the floor
Youre a little late, Im already torn(DARKNESS OVER TAKES ME)

Notes

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