Cold Reality

I ran outside before Daddy realized I was gone.Mommy had just left for work and that meant punishment.He was always abusive when she'd leave.And when she asked why I had all these bruises I told her it was him.Nobody ever believed me because he said I had an overactive imagination.
"Lizzie get you fucking ass inside before you get it a lot worse that you already are!"He yelled.Is voice made me shiver and caused goosebumps to form on my long pale arms.I whimpered.I heard is footsteps coming closer.I curled up in a defensive ball.I felt him grab my hair and yank.
"You little bitch you're never leaving and you will always be a whore!"He seethed in my ear.
"HELP!"I yelled.He smacked his hand around my mouth.
"Cunt,you're not going to get help nobody loves you your mother doesn't even believe you."I bit down as hard as I could.
"I hate you,you are monster and you don't deserve my mother,if she knew what you did to me she would HATE YOU!"I said screaming the last part.We were inside now and heading towards the bathroom.He was going to rape me.No.No this wasn't happening.He has done everything else.Not this.He dropped me on the floor and kicked my stomach.
"I don't want you anymore,neither does your Mother,we want kids that mean something to us,a child that is something,you are nothing and will never be,bitch."That hurt a lot but I always ignored him.Did my mother hate me?Did she want me?He wasn't my real dad.My real dad was somewhere in Florida,on the beach.I had refused to go with him because I loved my Mom so much I didn't want to leave.Now looking back I probably should have gone.He turned on the faucet.What was he doing?
"What are you doing?"I whimpered.He turned around and smiled.
"I'm going to get rid of you once and for all."He grabbed my throat and slammed me down on the bathtub.The water was scorching hot.I began to flail around and attempted to scream. Slowly my body relaxed and my eyes began to close.Good-bye Mother.

Notes

This is so sad but it has to be this way :'(



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