Her Cousin **ON HOLD**

Alice's POV

"Jess? What are you doing here?" I whispered and shut the door. Her eyes were puffy and red, and tears were streaming down here face. We looked alike.

"Alice. Come here for a second?" Harry asked, signaling for me to follow him to the kitchen.

I sat on the counter, and he sat next to me.

It was silent for at least five minutes. I took that time to think what happened. He couldn't have cheated on me...could he?

"Jessica..." He started. "I think she has feelings for me."

"Yea? That's great." I said. "Great. You have your memory back and I have a cheating best friend and boyfriend."

"How'd you know?" He asked " you know...about the memory thing."

"Please. Harry. It wasn't that hard to tell that you know Jess. It's the way you stared at her."

"Oh" was all he could say.

I reached up to my neck, and unhooked the necklace Niall got me. It slid into my hand and through my fingers. I placed it in my pocket, and refused to look at it.

"She can't know." He said cutting my thoughts off. "About my memory. If she does, she'll be in deep shit."

"What?"

"Drew. He wants her back. And Kendall....I think she's just high. The way she was acting made me sick." He said. "'Oh Harry, it was Jessica! Jessica did this!' And 'I'm so cold here, let's cuddle!' Oh and the best one so far 'Alice helped! She's such a slut!'" He said imitating her voice.

I laughed, and he joined. "Hey, only friends are allowed to call me a slut."

"But, in all seriousness I heard them talking. It was something like 'if he doesn't remember then we won't have to hurt her' or some shit like that. I don't know. It's like they're trying so hard to make me turn against Jess."

"Well....I don't know. You pushing her away is only going to make her come back more." I said. He sighed, and jumped down.

"Just promise not to tell her. For now." He pleaded. I smiled and nodded.

He smiled and walked out. I heard talking in the living room. Probably Harry acting so he can talk to Jess.

And here I am. All alone.

I feel hurt and betrayed.

Barbara's one if my closest friends. Niall is somehow the guy I love and they do this to me.

I can't take it anymore. I bring my hand to my mouth and hide a sob.

I don't know what to think or feel with him. It's like a game with my heart that I dint want to play.

Should I just leave him? Find someone who won't cheat? The thought of not being with Niall kills me even more then being with him.

This is exactly what I was afraid of. Heartbreak. I knew he only loved me out of pity. It's not even real. He's probably wants to get with me and leave. Yep, that's it.

"I love him."'I whisper to myself. I try to convince myself it's not true. He does love me, but I'm just a regular girl....and he's a popstar....it's impossible.

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