Pretend It's Okay

The fresh summer air was mixed with horny, sweaty teens and cheap beer. I was here with my 3 best friends Dani, Eleanor, and Alex. They drugged me in to going I not really a party type of person. I was once but that before I went to a party with me boyfriend Blake and he got drunk and fucked a cheap ass looking stupid bitch blonde in the bathroom. It took me weeks to get back on my feet. I felt like a piece of shit, the sad thing is he didn't even try winning me back like in those movies when the guy come back and tells then girl how much he fuck up but no. I lost every bit of trust I had I thought we were going to get married and have kids but dreams are meant for sleeping .... So right now I'm just pretending that my life is okay and my heart isn't breaking right now
The music was really loud and the light were all flashing. There were a bunch of girls that we're wearing dresses that didn't cover their asses grinding on each other putting on a show for these group of guys. I look around I couldn't find my friends anymore great I'm alone in a big ass house with a bunch of drunk ass people
I went to the kitchen to get a nice glass of cold water when a guy grab me and started to grind on me. I couldn't get out of his grip he was to strong
" please let me go" I said trying to push him off of me
" sorry babe but I need so action tonight and you'll might be it " he alcohol breath hitting my face. He grab my hip pulling then harder into his
" I said let go" I yelled then kneed him in the balls
I tried to run away but he grab me
" someone needs to be taught a lesson do you" he said raising he hand up in the air about to hit me
Before his hand could make contact with my face he was tackle by a tall curly head boy with piercing green eyes that made my heart stop

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