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*3 Weeks later*

Maddy's POV

I haven't seen or heard anything from Harry since we had sex. I am starting to worry right now. 3 Weeks. That's long, too long. I have been incredibly busy with school lately but still, there is always that thing in the back of my mind that says that something is not right. Whenever i call him he doesn't pick up. I guess i just have to trust him? I also have not been feeling well lately. I throw up a lot, sometimes i even wake up in the morning because i need to throw up. Have i told my parents about it? No. Will i ever do that? No.

And now i'm here, walking all alone in the park. You know, that park with our special tree. When i almost reached our tree i saw a bench with someone sitting on it. I couldn't really make out who it was but it was a boy. I walked closer to the tree and the bench and once i was in front of him i recognized him. "Harry?" I whispered and asked at the same time. He looked up and smiled at me but his smile didn't reach his eyes.

Something is wrong.

I sat beside him on the bench and sighed. Here he is, at our tree on a bench, all sad and numb. "Harry, everything alright?" I asked but he never answered me. "Harry? Harold? Hazza?" Nothing. No smile, no 'Shut up with your Harold, i hate that name.', no 'I love it when you call me Hazza.', nothing.

"Okay, something is wrong here and i want to know what it is. So, what is it? Harry? Tell me, please." I begged but still no answer. I am starting to think that's he dead, maybe numb? Or deaf? I don't know...

"Alright, if you won't answer or talk to me than i better go." I said and stood up to walk away but when i was about to walk away he grabbed me hand and turned me around. He looked up at me with begging, sad eyes. "Stay. P-please.." He begged and let a tear slip out of his eye.
I sighed and thought about it. I haven't seen him in like three weeks. I have no idea why or where he went to or was but he just disappeared and now he's begging me to stay while he didn't answer my questions. He's acting strange and is incredibly sad. Something is really wrong and i am desperate to know what it is. Yet i can't convince myself enough to stay but i'll still stay because he needs me and i love him. But if he doesn't answer my questions i'll leave.

"Alright. Speak. Now. Tell me what's wrong or i leave." I said sternly. I don't know why i'm so hard on him. Maybe it's the fact that i didn't hear from him for like three weeks long after we had sex or maybe i just ... i don't know. He's sad for some reason and i really want to know why.

"Fine. I-i...i can't tell you what's going on right now but i'll promise to you that it's nothing to worry about, okay?" He said, his voice nothing above a whisper. "But why? Why can you not tell me. Why?" There were so many things flying around in my head. I can't even think straight.

What if he cheated on me? Is he planning on leaving me again? Did someone maybe die in a gang fight or something? He cut me off by my thoughts when he spoke again. "I just can't. Trust me, please." He begged and i sighed. Trust, right. That's something you need to build up, he did but i don't know. I kind of feel like it's broken again because he's keeping a secret. Holding the truth from me. But i'll guess i just need to 'trust' him right?

"Fine." I said and he immediately smiled and, of course, that made me smile to.
"Come on Maddy. Let's go. I need to show you something." He said as we both stood up together.

I nodded and we walked away from our so loved tree.

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