B.U.L.L.I.E.D
Home is were the nightmare begin
Nichol POV:http://www.polyvore.com/outfit/set?id=130464987
Today im walking home. That's all I kept telling myself, I don't need a ride from anyone they just feel sorry for me and that's it. I started walking home but then I heard Luke calling me than Harry. I turned around to Harry glaring at Luke and Luke smiling at me. I smiled at both of them and waited for them to talk.
"Nichole do you need a ride," Luke said. "Because if you do I can give you." I didn't want to say anything because I didn't want to be mean. Luke waited for me to say something but instead Harry answered for me.
"She's going to get a ride from me ok lover boy." He said harshly. I looked at both of them and took a deep breath and getting my courage to tell both of them that I was walking home but, it just wont come out I don't know.
" I'm walking home I finally." They both look at me like im crazy but I know I'm not. What happened to me can only happen once in a life time. They don't know that I just want to forget everything and start off fresh.
"Hell to the fucking no." Harry finally says after a few minutes of silence. He forgot im not his responsibility. He cant tell me what I can and cant do.
"I can do what ever I want to im not a fucking baby, this shit right here gets me mad people trying to go by their rules. Its my fucking life so if your not ok with me walking you can get out of my life." They both looked shocked but I didn't care I turned around and started to walk home. I cant go home yet my moms not there and im not safe my mind set is not and im scared I might cut again.
I looked in my bag I had $20 I can go buy myself a drink at Starbucks. I walked all around after a few hours I found it but someone was standing out side and I knew who it was. It was Luke He was with a girl and she was so pretty. I could hear them from here. "Hey baby how was your day to day I missed you." This is his girl friend she gave him a quick kiss and they went inside.
I started walking home it was faster then last time. My mom was still not home im left alone with no one. then I found a letter it was from Harry.
Dear Nichole,
Im sorry for what I did I didn't want to tell you in a text because there is no point in that. This is to show I am I will never want to leave your side. You are apart of me and now you cant tell me to leave your stuck with me and that's what I want. Just text or call me. I will always be here for you and that will never change.
Love, Harry
I went in to my room and started crying I need to call for help I need a super hero but the only one I have is Harry but I'm to scared.
I got up and walked into the bathroom I found my blade then he came in. " What the bloody hell are you doing your going to hurt your self." He took the blade out of my hand and I slid down the wall crying. He came down and looked into my eyes. "Don't hurt your self your more then you seen." then he picked me up and carried to my room. " I will never hurt you but I cant promise that I can keep you from the other things that hurt you.
Than I feel asleep.
Today im walking home. That's all I kept telling myself, I don't need a ride from anyone they just feel sorry for me and that's it. I started walking home but then I heard Luke calling me than Harry. I turned around to Harry glaring at Luke and Luke smiling at me. I smiled at both of them and waited for them to talk.
"Nichole do you need a ride," Luke said. "Because if you do I can give you." I didn't want to say anything because I didn't want to be mean. Luke waited for me to say something but instead Harry answered for me.
"She's going to get a ride from me ok lover boy." He said harshly. I looked at both of them and took a deep breath and getting my courage to tell both of them that I was walking home but, it just wont come out I don't know.
" I'm walking home I finally." They both look at me like im crazy but I know I'm not. What happened to me can only happen once in a life time. They don't know that I just want to forget everything and start off fresh.
"Hell to the fucking no." Harry finally says after a few minutes of silence. He forgot im not his responsibility. He cant tell me what I can and cant do.
"I can do what ever I want to im not a fucking baby, this shit right here gets me mad people trying to go by their rules. Its my fucking life so if your not ok with me walking you can get out of my life." They both looked shocked but I didn't care I turned around and started to walk home. I cant go home yet my moms not there and im not safe my mind set is not and im scared I might cut again.
I looked in my bag I had $20 I can go buy myself a drink at Starbucks. I walked all around after a few hours I found it but someone was standing out side and I knew who it was. It was Luke He was with a girl and she was so pretty. I could hear them from here. "Hey baby how was your day to day I missed you." This is his girl friend she gave him a quick kiss and they went inside.
I started walking home it was faster then last time. My mom was still not home im left alone with no one. then I found a letter it was from Harry.
Dear Nichole,
Im sorry for what I did I didn't want to tell you in a text because there is no point in that. This is to show I am I will never want to leave your side. You are apart of me and now you cant tell me to leave your stuck with me and that's what I want. Just text or call me. I will always be here for you and that will never change.
Love, Harry
I went in to my room and started crying I need to call for help I need a super hero but the only one I have is Harry but I'm to scared.
I got up and walked into the bathroom I found my blade then he came in. " What the bloody hell are you doing your going to hurt your self." He took the blade out of my hand and I slid down the wall crying. He came down and looked into my eyes. "Don't hurt your self your more then you seen." then he picked me up and carried to my room. " I will never hurt you but I cant promise that I can keep you from the other things that hurt you.
Than I feel asleep.
Notes
im so sorry I haven't been here in awhile ive been trying to feel happy but im not so if you guys want to talk to me you can I love you all
Update soon
8/2/14