That wasn't part of the deal

I stare out the window of my car. This is big. Very big. Liam squezes my hand as he guesses how I am feeling. I swear he is more nervous than me! Alice holds my other hand and we step out of the car. Tons of fans bombard us and there are a few paparazzi but not many. I walk in and everyone from the home is there! "Miss Miller! Toby! Mathew! Susan! Mary! Stella! Rick! John! Maddie! Sam! Leah! Brian! and Will too!" I say hugging them all. The little ones smile up at me. They have to go take their seats so I head to my dressing room with Alice and Liam. "Big family!" Liam says. "How do you remember all their names?" says Alice. I laugh and walk into my dressing room to get ready.

George is on stage and singing. We each have to sing three times, one chosen by the judges, and one we get too choose. George is singing

"Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go"

Its really good and I am starting to get nervous. I walk out on stage and Stand at the microphone. "All about the race, and not about the place" I whisper to myself.

"When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you"

The judges look at me. Simon is crying. Oh my god I made Simon Cry! He explains he is going through a hard time and that song just mad it hit home. I made Simon Cowell confess emotions on international television. Shit.

Walking back to my dressing room and get pulled in a massive group hug. I don't even know half these people! I laugh and walk into my dressing room. "YOU WERE AMAZING!" Niall runs at me and hugs me. Followed by the rest of one direction. Liam skips the hug and kisses me. A few of the guys wolf whistle and we pull apart. Alice Is crying and she hugs me. Harry puts an arm around her. "Hush hun. It will be okay."

Notes

Neeeewwww chapter. I keep forgetting to put which songs are which so I will put in an extra chapter at the end
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