---Luke's POV----
Fuck fuck fuck fuck! I'm such a fucking idiot. Why would I even do that? I literally have no self control. The least I could have done is told her the next day! This is the worst kind of fight. The kind where you know you are completely in the wrong and you really have nothing to put you in the right. I possibly just ruined things with Kat, and holy fuck, does that hurt. I love hat girl so much. So fucking much...it's crazy. She's never done anything to hurt me. NOTHING. She's so perfect, and I'm sitting here letting her get away. I need to go after her.

I step out of the tent to be greeted by Perrie.

"Where you off to Lukey boy?" she asks with an arched eyebrow.

"I need to find Kat," I say and attempt to move around her but she shifts herself to block my way.

"No you don't. She needs space and as her best friend, I need to make sure her idiotic boyfriend gives it to her. Wait, not in that way. That's gross," she says and if it were different circumstances I would laugh.

"Move Perrie," I say through clenched teeth.

"No," she says back firmly.

"I swear to god Perrie if you don't move-"

"I dare you to finish that sentence," Zayn says, stepping out of what seems like thin air. Just breathe Luke. Come on. Here comes the calm.

"Please guys, I need to talk to her."

"Give her space. Kat's a sensible person, let her be," Zayn attempts to persuade me.

"I can't just sit here," I groan and burry my face in my hands. Damn it Luke, don't fucking cry you wuss.

"Just give her time to think. Come on," Perrie says gently and guides me to sit down. "Step into my office and tell me about your problems."

"I fucked up," I whine.

"Damn straight you did. You're a twat sometimes but we all love you, especially Kat. She loves you so much, I can tell. It's only been three months and you guys are obsessed with each other. Like bro, calm down with the love. You're making Zerrie look bad." I smile softly as a tear threatens to fall.

"Mate are you crying?" Zayn asks.

"What? No. It's sweat," I stutter.

"From your eye?" he asks with a smirk.

"Oh hush Zayn. All men cry, even you," Perrie scolds her boyfriend.

"No I don't," he huffs.

"Yes you do. Or do I need you to remind you of last night when y-"

"Okay okay, shush we agreed that was between us," he snaps and she smirks triumphantly.

"I'm going back to my tent," I say and stand uo.

"Promise me you wont go to Kat?"

"Promise." I say and walk back into the tent. I pick up my song book and write in attempts to get my mind of Kat. Beautiful, amazing, perfect, funny, nice, kind, sexy, Kat....DAMN IT LUKE.

---Kat's POV---

"Hey Kat," a voice says, making me turn around.

"Hey Niall."

"What are you doing up here?" he asks concerned as he takes a seat next to me.

"Just thinking," I shrug.

"About Luke?" he fiddles with a small rock in his hands.

"Yeah. I guess you heard us fighting?"

"Kinda hard not to. I wasn't spying, I swear," he says.

"I believe you," I sigh and look out at the waterfall. This place is so beautiful and I'm stuck in this situation.

"Wanna talk about it?"

"Are you sure you wanna hear about it?"

"Of course. I'm always here for you Kat. You can tell me anything," he rests his hand on his knee and gives me a warm smile. I sigh again before facing the blonde boy.

---

"Wait so he took advantage of you?" he growls and clenches his fist. Aw.

"I mean...yes but no. He didn't know he was. I had only had one cup of beer, and I don't even think I finished that," I defend Luke.

"Do you think you were drugged."

"Maybe...it's hard to say two months after."

"Do you think it was Luke who drugged you!?" he clenches his fist again and I gently grab his wrist to calm him down.

"Luke wouldn't do that. I know he wouldn't."

"Are you going to forgive him?" he asks. There's something in his voice that I can't place but I shrug it off.

"I don;t know yet...but I think so. I love him so much and everyone makes mistakes. He hasn't done anything to hurt me an-"

"So you forgive him for taking advantage of you just like that?" he asks. Now he sounds angry. What is up with you Nialler?

"I don't know. I trust that he won't do anything like that again. Plus, like I said, he didn' know he was taking advantage of me. But...I still need a little time to think it over."

"That's ridiculous. You shouldn't forgive him" he scoffs.

"I forgave you for being a douche to me with no hesitation," I point out. Pause.

"Fine you're right," he sighs. "I just don't you getting hurt."

"And thank you for that Nialler. I love you," I say and peck his cheek.

"What are you going to do about tents?" he asks.

"Ah shit. I didn't thinking of that," I mumble.

"You can sleep in my tent. I'm not sharing with anyone," he offers.

"I don't know if Luke would like that idea..." I say with an awkward cough.

"No! I mean like...I could switch with you. I'lll sleep with Luke and you can sleep alone until you figure it out."

"Oh! Yeah...I like that idea better," I laugh.

---

"Where's Luke?" I ask Perrie as we sit around the camp fire.

"I think he's," she trails off. "Right there," she chuckles lightly as he walks out of the tent. He looks at me and smiles softly. His eyes are slightly red and his hair is messy. He looks adorable. Okay yeah hey Kat, it's Kat. You're supposed to be mad at him so like shut the fuck up.

"Where are you sleeping?" she asks.

"Niall's tent," I reply and she raises her eyebrows.

"He's switching with me. He's not gonna be there," I explain.

"No! You shouldn't sleep alone. Switch with Zayn and stay with me," she offers.

"What? No! But that means no sex," Zayn whines and Perrie shoots him a look. "I mean, uh, stay as long as you like," he stutters. Zerrie....aw.

"Thanks for the offer but I just wanna sleep alone for a night or so. Just think things over."

---

I tap on the door to the tent and Luke mumbles a come in.

"Hey," I say and he instantly sits up.

"Hey," he says quickly.

"I just needed to grab pajamas," I say and his face falls.

"You;re not sleeping here?" he asks sadly.

"I just need space to think Luke," I explain.

"Kat please I'm so sorry. Don't do this," he pleads.

"Luke I'm not breaking up with you. I just need to think and I know I can't do that if I have you next to me. You make my mind go all fuzzy," i say and he smiles softly.

"I love you," he murmurs and leans his forehead against mine.

"I love you too," I say honestly. "I just need to think."

"Okay," he sighs. I peck his cheek lightly and grab my sweat pants before leaving the tent.

---

Although Luke and I don't share a bed often, sleeping alone last night felt so foreign to me. Wether or not I actually slept is still unclear to me. I lie there thought, thought, and thought. It wash;t only about Luke. My mind tends to wander. If spongebob is absorbent and lives in Bikini Bottom, doesn't that make him a pad? Anyway...I mostly thought about Luke. I honestly love that boy too much for my own good.

As soon as I see the morning light seep throught the thin walls of my tent I throw on my sweatshirt and leave. I begin to walk down to the waterfall when I realize it's Luke sweatshirt. I inhale the familar and heavenly smell as I walk. I make it to the top of the path when I see a familar blonde boy by the water. Luke. He's playing his guitar but I am too far away to hear what he is playing. I quietly walk down the path and walk up behind him unnoticed until I can here the words coming out of his mouth. They are unfamiliar to me and I listen intently as he continues to sing in his amazing voice. He is truly gifted.

"She sleeps alone, my heart wants to come home. I wish I was, I wish I was beside you,"

"Is that another cover?" I ask when he's finished and he spins around in shock.

"Um Kat! Hey," he stutters.

"Hey," I smile and sit next to him.

"It's, uh, actually an original," he says and scratches the back of his neck. "It's not very good but I was just pl-"

"Luke are you kidding? That was amazing," I say and he smiles shyly.

"Thanks. You were my inspiration so it means a lot," he mutters. My heart flutters and my cheeks redden.

"Really?"

"Yeah," he coughs. Silence.

"I'm so sorry Kat," he breaks it. "I love you so much. I fucked up. BIG TIME. I should never have taken advantage of you," he says, looking straight into my eyes.

"You didn't know you were taking advantage of me an-" I start but he cuts me off.

"I should have at least told you. I promise I'll never keep anything from you again. I love you."

"I love you too Luke," I say. He smiles and I press my lips to his. He brings his hands to cup my cheeks and my hands find their way into their normal place, his hair. He pulls away and rests his forehead on mine.

"When I was fourteen I walked in on my friends sister having sex with her boyfriend. I never told anyone because I new if he find out he would kill her boyfriend," he says. What?

"What are you talking about Luke?" I ask with a laugh.

"I'm telling you all my secrets. I told you I'm gonna tell you everything now and I meant everything," he says.

"Should I be scared?" I ask.

"Yes now hush," he pecks my nose before continuing.

"When I was eight and killed my brothers goldfish but blamed it on the cat, when I was nine...."

Notes

Kuke is back. Y'all were worried I would break them up right now. I'm not that cruel. Well maybe I am. FUN FACT. These are my secrets. Yup. Except I have told people.
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