Little Things and Angel Wings

Hey guys!!!
My vacation is going great.
But I have a bit of bad news...
In other words I have more excuses on why it's going to take me forever to update.
First of all, I have not started re-writing chapter 5.
Second of all, a friend of mine committed suicide over the weekend. It's been a bit difficult for me to cope with it because I wish I could have done something to prevent this.
And this ties into my story a bit because it will be hard to write about how my main character, (or charter if you call them that), believes that the blessed and good die young and how he wants to die. I feel like whenever I go off on one of Harry's tangents as I write and death gets mentioned, I can see her bright smile in my mind but that suddenly turns into this image in my head of her small body swinging back and forth on a noose.
Writing this right now is just making me cry.
But her smile will leave an imprint in my mind, her kindness will leave footprints on my heart, and her words will never leave my soul.

She was a Diana whose fire could only stay lit for so long.

She is my Breale, a beautiful inside surrounded by a golden outside.

But she is now an angel, maybe she is watching me write, and is anticipating my next chapter.

I hope you understand why it might take me quite a bit to update now.

Notes

Never forget I love every single on of you.
And even if you think you don't effect people, trust me you really do.