
Love Hurts
Chapter 7
Skip Sunday~
Blades POV
Sunday was all a blur. I didn't even get up. I feel like shit. It's just gunna get worse now. And to top it of it was raining.
I walked down and remember my dad went to A prostitute house. Whatever better for me. I ate something fast but I threw up weird. So after I took a shower. I made more cuts when Harry left. It's too much. Maybe I should end it now. NO Blades stay strong. I told myself. I wore this. A tee shirt that said coke a jean jacket to cover the cuts, jeans a peace necklace, gold bracelets, blue convers, red lips light eye makeup, a striped book bag, and a bow in the middle of my red hair.
I walked out and it stopped raining. I opened the school doors and sighed. I kept my head down. I didn't see Harry or Britney or their followers.
Then I bumped into someone. "Oh I'm soooo sorry!" I say. "No it's fine me too I'm Eleanor." She smiled. OMG DID I MAKE A FRIEND!!!!" "Hi I'm Blades." I smiled. "Cool name want to walk to class?" She asked with hope. We walked and laughed. She is the only girl other then me who dosent wear 6 pounds of makeup. She told me to sit with her at lunch.
I walked into lab. I have that with him. Harry. "Hi." I looked up and I almost peed myself. Speaking of the devil. H-hi." I chocked. Then he sat with me and I was about to leave when he got my arm. "Sit with me please?" He asked. I shock my head. "Please I'm sorry." "No ill just pass you the anwers when I I'm done just please." "No I don't want that sit. I sighed and sat down.
"So..." He said while I just finished my work. I sighed once more and passed him my paper. "I don't want it I want to get to know YOU. "Did your friends dare you to make me fall for you and then dump me cuz I'm not going to?" I snap annoyed as hell. "No I talked to them to stop bulling you and they said they hated it." He said with pain. "I'm not putting my walls down for you their too high up to come down now." I say and walk away when the bell rings.
I went to my locker to get my math books when a bottle of pills fell out. With a note. "Do us a favor bitch-Britney" it said. I looked around no one was here.
I open the bottle and poor half of it out. "Goodbye." I say. As I was going to put the pills in my mouth I heard about five people yell "NOOO!!" I look to see harry and his friends running to me. And Harry hugged me. HARRY HUGGED ME. "INST THIS WHAT YOU ALL WANTED TO SEE ME DIE!!?!" I yell. "No." Harry cryed out. He is crying. What in the name of fuck?! "Blades we we didn't know and and we don't know why we we bullied you and and were sorry I'm sorry just please trust us." Harry said with the boys who were also crying. Then the lunch bell rang and I ran along with it.
I sat at my table alone. Then I felt a shadow. "NO DO ANYTHING TO ME BUT DONT THORW MEAT PLEASE!" I cried and looked up to see a hurt harry. He hugged me again. "No more of that baby girl" he said and cupped my face. "No more." He said and made me stand up and walked me to El and his friends.
"Blades!" El cheered and hugged me. God what's up with all the hugging? "Hi." I smile to her and the boys. "This is my boyfriend Louis." She smiled. Wow didn't see that coming. "Hi we've meat." I smiled. "Are you friends?" She asked. "No I'm more of a wallflower." I laughed while everyone looked at me with sadness. "No your our friends now!" Harry said. How about no. "Um..." Before I could finish the nurse came and took me to her office
"Is their something wrong?" I asked as she took my weight. I've been eating less now a days and sometimes throwing up when I do eat. "Yes honey their is." She sighed. "I've seen you been eating less and throwing up when you do and you have anorexia." She said and my hart fell. "No no I just was no I." I sobbed while she comfort me.
Once I. Got myself together I left the nurse. Wow now I'm a freak. Grate. I made my way to my locker to go home. This was sooo much. I walked to my house and opened the door very slowly. But was Happy to see my dad was not home. I went to my room.
I was in my room crying until I herd a knock. I sighed and opened the door to find El, Louis, Niall, Zayn, a blond, a girl with curly hair, Harry, and Liam. "Hey." They all said and I waved. "I'm Blades." I say in a horse voice. "What's wrong?" El asked worried. I led them in and took El to my room. Yes I trust her cuz she has some of my problems like her dad beating her and she once cut herself. "To-today Wh-when the the nurse told me me to talk she she told me I I I have anorexia." I cried. "Oh blades I'm sooo sorry." She cried as well. We got fixed up and went down to see that were having a movie night. Grate just FUCKEN grate
Notes
Hello I know sad and movie night with Harry
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2/24/15