A New Beginning

El`s POV:
I need to get my mind off everything, so I am going back to 'Ragers'. I am wearing this http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=115051496. I walk in and walk up to the bar I ask for ten shots, now I am drunk. I walk to the dance floor, but someone grabs my wrist and pulls me into the bathroom. A pair of hungry lips attack my own. I open my eyes and see once again, Niall. I push him away and smack him. I run to my car. I never should`ve came back here. I get in and slam the door. I need to see Maddie, she is laying in a hospital bed. The baby died, but she didn`t. It crushed her. Even though it wasn`t Harry`s she would`ve raised it as his. I make it there, still contemplating just giving up on dating. I know that won`t help, but... I run inside and race to the elevator. I make it to her room and walk in. Maddie and Harry are asleep. I go back out into the hall, there are no nurses around. I sink down the wall crying, then I get up and walk to a table with pills on it. I take them all, I feel my body shutting down. This is what I`ve secretly been praying for. My organs are slowly stopping, now my heart, then my brain. Time for sweet, sweet Heaven.
Harry`s POV:
I hear crying-no sobbing and go out to see who it is. There are no nurses, I look at Mads. I turn around and look for where the noise came from. I see El with a smile on her face, dying, slowly shutting down, a empty pill bottle in her hand. Great, she killed herself. How do I tell Maddie? I hear her stir and call for a nurse. I tell her on the phone what I witnessed. She is here fast and she gasps when she sees El. They take her away and tell me to go in Maddie`s room. I do and Maddie is now awake. "What`s going on?"

Notes

-Mads