My Kind Of Love

Chapter 48 Simple, Pure, Madness


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**Bea’s POV**

Harry slowly pulled away from as heavy breaths left my mouth. I was shocked yet hot for his touch after he left me like this, a complete mess. My throat was dry, as I didn’t know what to say anymore after his very clear speech. I took things too far with his temper.

The dirty fraternity room now seemed much smaller and heavier as the air felt warmer filled with lots and lots of tension. Harry makes eye contact with me, as I quickly look away still a bit afraid after the whole lecture I just received. I flinch as I feel his hand grab mine but in an obeying manner I intertwine our fingers together as I feel him immediately cool down.

“I did it again…” He sighs while looking down.

“Did w-what?” I stammer nervously.

“I lost my temper and now you’re scared of me. I would never hurt you Bea, never.” He argues as I squeeze his hand tighter before replying. “I’m not scared Harry, just a little bit rattled, that’s all.”

He looks away from my gaze as if a bit ashamed before lowly speaking. “I’m sorry I didn’t try texting or calling. I let my ego get the best of me.”

“It’s okay, I guess. Let’s just forget about it.” I give him a small smile as he wraps his strong arms around me tightly.

“Let’s go join the party, I have a feeling Zayn and Casper made up.” He chuckles as I smile happily to myself. Harry loosens his grip around me as I make my way towards the door until I feel his hand on my waist while he pulls me back towards him.

“I almost forgot something.” He says as I give him a confused look before he slowly presses his lips on mine. They move tenderly yet hold a bit of passion as I feel his hand snake up towards my cleavage. He grabs the edge of the fabric and gives it a good tug as it covers up a decent portion of my breasts.

I roll my eyes into the kiss as he pulls away and gives me a cheeky grin. “For my eyes only.”

We make our way out the room, as the party looked even wilder than before while people were cheering on the girls doing almost naked body shots off of each other. I look away wide eyed as Harry shrugs his shoulders since this must be nothing new to him. Suddenly in the corner of the room I spot a blonde tenderly kissing a husky looking man and I immediately smile to myself.

I quickly waltz over towards Casper, Harry following close behind as she pulls away and grabs my wrists tightly. She leans in for a hug and buries her face deep into my hair.

Discretely she brings her lips towards my ear and hisses. “I need to talk to you about something. It’s really important.” Quickly Casper pulls away as if nothing happened and chirps. “I really need to go freshen up, Bea come with me.”

Both boys nod as she quickly whisks me away from the crowd and manages to find the tiny gross bathroom. I am pushed in as she locks the door and grabs me by the shoulders tightly.

“I am going to tell you something, something really important. And you have to promise me that you will remain calm.” Her eyes look wild as I feel the pace in my heart pick up significantly.

What could possibly be this serious?

“U-Um alright…” I nod hesitantly as she takes a deep breath as if trying to find the right words.

“Harry and Zayn are not the people we thought they were.” Casper finally blurts out as I feel the hairs on the back of my neck rise. Oh my god, she couldn’t possibly know.

Could she?

I wipe my clammy hands against my thighs and mumble. “W-What do you mean?”

“I mean that they are in some sort of money-drug dealing gang and Harry is the leader! Zayn just told me but you have to swear to me and not tell anybody.” She exclaims before taking a deep breath and to my horror continuing. “I don’t really know much but I had to tell you. I mean this is insane, and I’m not saying to leave Harry but I wanted you to know.”

“Casper… This all sounds so crazy. A-Are you sure its true.” I stammer as I feel a thin layer of sweat build up on the back of my neck.

“Yes of course I am sure, Zayn told me himself! There were tears Bea!” She exclaims before looking at me with furrowed eyebrows.

“Hey, you look kind of flushed. Are you okay?” Casper questions me as I take a big gulp in attempt to moisten my now very dry throat.

“Yeah, can we just get out of this room, it’s really hot.” I quickly mutter as she nods her head and opens the door. She starts to walk forwards as I feel the guilt eat me up alive.

Suddenly I grab her wrist and pull her back. “Casper… I need to tell you something.” My voice is somewhat masked by the loud music but she still manages to hear me.

“Yeah what is it…” She asks suspiciously as I nervously pull at the skin on my neck.

“I-I. I already knew.” I stutter as I quickly look away.

“Knew what Bea?” She questions confused until suddenly her eyes go wide in horror. “You knew they were in a fucking gang and you didn’t even tell me!” She yells out as people turn around giving us weird looks. I quickly clamp my hand over her lips and mouth her to ‘shut up’.

Suddenly to my disadvantage I hear Harry’s voice from behind. “Is there a problem ladies?”

I feel Casper struggle against my grip until she easily pushes away from me and turns away to face Zayn and Harry.

Oh dear lord… Somebody please save me.

“Yes there is a big fucking problem Mr. Styles!” Casper snaps while poking him hard in the chests as both boys are taken quite aback. “My roommate and best friend has kept the biggest fucking secret from me this entire time that you and your friends run some sort of gang. Doing the unthinkable and I am here left out like some idiot.”

“Casper I fucking said not to say anything!” Zayn groans as Casper snaps back. “This girl already knew!” Her finger is pointed towards my direction.

“Wait, you told Ms. Bigmouth over here. Zayn are you out of your god damn mind.” Harry shouts over the loud music as I feel myself slowly shrinking smaller and smaller.

Zayn groans before speaking. “Don’t go getting angry at me, apparently you’re the one who isn’t capable of keeping a secret.” Zayns finger lands my direction as Harry gives me a glare. “Why did you tell Casper. I thought I could trust you.”

“I didn’t do anything wrong, she told me first!” I say quickly ratting her out as she scoffs.

“Yeah why the fuck wouldn’t you tell me something like that!” She shouts as I feel my face growing red.

“Because she did what she was told to do!” Harry shouts, as the volume of the music seems to drastically increase when I feel the bass strongly vibrate in my chest.

“What did you say?” Casper yells.

“What!” Zayn shouts as we all stand confused unable to hear anyone.

Suddenly Harry rolls his eyes so far to the back of his head as he shouts. “Fuck! All of us outside, now!” He suddenly grabs my wrist as everyone follows towards the back door. We enter a dimly lit patio as the music now drastically decreased in volume and I was able to finally hear my own thoughts.

Casper quickly takes a seat on one of the chairs while crossing her arms in an angry manner as I stand silently by Harry.

He pushes his hair roughly through his curls before looking around carefully as if somebody could be listening. “All right, all right. We all fucked up in some kind of way. Some more than others.” He grits his teeth before looking at Zayn who glares at Casper who rolls her eyes right back at Harry. “But since words can’t be taken back, I need to have your word Casper that you will keep this to yourself and yourself only. Telling Bea would’ve been a major fuck up if I haven’t told her already.”

I furrow my eyebrows at Harry, feeling very insulted by his words as I say. “What’s that suppose to mean?”

Just as he’s about to reply Zayn quickly beats Harry to it. “Can we stop bickering over the fact that we all fucking know! This is a circle of endless arguing for gods sake.”

Harry rubs his temples furiously as Casper and I exchange awkward glances. “I really didn’t want this to fucking happen. You both are in a dangerous position now that you know.”

“Bea knew for a while and she’s perfectly fine… So I don’t see the big deal.” Casper rolls her eyes as Harry snaps his head towards her direction before hissing. “Big deal! This is a fucking big deal. We aren’t just some little street gang trading some weed. This is a fucking multimillion dollar industry where you don’t know if you will be dead or alive in the next hour!”

Zayn pulls Harry by the shoulders in attempt to calm him down but he continues to speak harshly. “You don’t even know a quarter of the gruesome details that we have to deal with. All the deaths, murders, assaults, shootings; all the crazy fucked up shit that happens.”

“Harry enough!” Zayn shouts as we all flinch.

Casper clears her throat while speaking lowly. “A-Alright, I’m sorry.” It was safe to say this was the first time ever I saw Casper lost for words and scared.

“We’ll deal with the rest of this tomorrow. I don’t have patience for this shit right now.” Harry mutters while walking down the patio steps into the darkness of the unlit backyard.

Casper walks towards me while gently squeezing my hand as Zayn joins Harry probably to calm him down or something.

“You alright?” She mumbles as I nod my head a little bit shaken by Harry’s words. What kind of gruesome things? Was it really like in the movies?

Half an hour later into the party and both boys are in the background still arguing over this situation. Casper and I made our way inside a while ago as we both sipped quietly on our red solo cups filled with orange juice and vodka.

“We should just taxi back home. I’m not having fun anyways.” She sighs as I nod in agreement a bit relieved. We quickly make our way to the front as Casper calls the taxi. A couple minute later and we see the car pull up as we prepare ourselves to leave.

Just as I am about to get in my waist is grabbed from behind and I am pulled from the door.

“Harry!” I stammer shocked as he brings his lips to my ear. “You can’t escape me so easily princess.” I shiver from his husky voice when I suddenly I notice Zayn taking my place next to Casper inside the taxi.

“Sorry Bea, guess we’re trading places for the night.” He smirks while wrapping his arm around Casper’s waist.

A look of astonishment replaces my face as I see the taxi zoom off leaving Harry and I behind. Just like that, is if nothing happened tonight. I feel his warm hand snake around me as he speaks. “Let’s go home, yeah?”

I nod my head as we make our way to his car in silence. I could tell he was still pondering about tonights events as it made me feel awful for breaking his trust.

“Harry?” I mumble as he unlocks the car and opens the door for me.

“Mm?” Is all that escapes his mouth as I sit down. The door remains open as he waits patiently for my question.

“You don’t have to worry about Casper and I.” I quickly stammer as a grimace appears over his features.

Harry scoffs before leaning into the door frame and squeezing my thigh tightly. “Baby, the day I stop worrying, worrying about you. It will probably be the day I die.”

A heavy breath leaves my throat as I am taken aback by Harry’s powerful choice of words. Do his feelings really run that deep for me? He squeezes my thigh one more time before closing the car door and getting into the drivers seat.

Soon I feel the wind rushing through my hair and caressing my face as I enjoy the freedom of my hand dangling from the opened window. The street lights passing by us casted beautiful golden and red hues upon us as we both enjoyed the silence of each others presence.

I see the street that led to my apartment but Harry continues driving past it as I quickly say. “Harry you just missed the turn to my place.”

“I never said we were going to your place dollface.” A smirk is casted on his face as I start to think of what crazy idea he has planned once again.

A few moments later I see him take a very familiar exit towards the beach. My palms start to become clammy once again as I wonder what he has in store for me now. The car pulls over as Harry gives me ‘that’ look before scanning my body up and down, devouring every inch of it. His lips are gripped between both teeth while he brings his hand to my cheek, caressing it softly. Harry’s touch slowly lowers over my jawline till it reaches my neck giving it a light squeeze.

“Time for part two baby girl.” Are the only words that leave his devilish lips.

Notes

HEY EVERYONE!

So sorry it's been a while since I updated but I had exams and was planning a sweet sixteen and life got crazy but not to worry here is chapter 48!!!

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