My Kind Of Love

Chapter 39 Reconciliations

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**Bea’s POV**

Flashback

(If you guys do not remember, this will be a continuation of Bea’s first flashback when she met Harry {chapter 12 if you would like to reread}J)

Exactly yesterday at the spot that I stand now was where I had my assault with the astonishing Harry Styles himself. Yes, I was still dumbfounded by how such a beautiful creature could be so crude and mean.

People passing by give me strange look’s as I stand doing nothing in the spot where he touched me in places that shouldn’t be touched. In places where I never allowed boys to get near of no matter how tempting it was. I had my boundaries with them but Harry completely destroyed those with one charming smirk. It made me want to mentally beat myself up for not stopping him but his whole aura and ego was just too overwhelming and powerful; he literally radiated dominance and control.

I push these thoughts out of my head as I walk yet again to my aggravating gym class. I wasn’t the sporty type at all; I was more the stay at home and read a good book kind of girl.

I arrive to the girl’s locker room being greeted by a few new friendly smiles or just blank stares. I didn’t have any real friends yet besides Jay and Casper since the semester just started for me so I was usually off on my own on campus. Of course I was bothered a lot by this because back in high school I had so many close friends but after moving to Chicago I lost touch with many of them.

I sigh to myself as I get changed into my gym uniform and head out to the gymnasium. I still don’t understand why I have to wear such revelling and tight shorts for a gym class. Everyone is huddled around Mr. Douglas, an old built man who is our coach. He wasn’t the nicest of people ever since they cut down his salary.

“Alright, listen up everyone! Since you all seem to have picked your partners we can begin our fitness unit.” He yells through the entire gym with his rusty voice. Great no partner, this is really awkward. I look around and everyone seems to have one and since we are an odd pair of students it was bound to happen that I would be left out.

Suddenly the big heavy metal doors from the boy’s locker room swing open and everyone’s jaw drops. It was him again, Harry Styles with his gym uniform on, which to be honest is so out of his element as he usually wears dark colours but it was very tasteful. Oh my god shut up Bea.

He carried a blank expression on his face as he slowly strolled his way to the benches and slumped down, throwing his legs up on the one in front of him. As if he didn’t care to have all eyes on him and arriving almost fifteen minutes late. One important rule at this College was come on time, or don’t come at all, which basically means if you were late you will be on the teachers bad side.

No one said a word as the coach slowly came up to him with a very angry expression on his face. The couch stands above him with crossed arms as Harry looks up at him and cocks his eyebrows.

“Is there something you need?” Harry asks with such a rude and bored tone. My eyes nearly pop out of my sockets by the manner he is talking to the old man.

The coach lets out a sarcastic laugh before answering him. “Yes actually. Can you tell me why you are fifteen minutes late Mr. Styles?” Everyone was quiet and all that was heard was the tapping of Mr. Douglas’s sneaker.

“You should just be happy I showed up to such a useless class, after all I have much better things to do.” Harry simply replies while picking at his nails not even showing the slightest bit that he is bothered. This boy was not scared of anything as he had no filter and spoke everything that came on his mind. Some boys start to laugh by his comment as the coach shoots them a dirty glare to be quiet.

“Alright enough Styles!” Mr. Douglas’s voice shocks us all as Harry finally takes his eyes off his hand and looks up with a smug smile on his face. The coach clears his throat and continues speaking. “Since you arrived late you will be partners with Ms. Morrison for the rest of the fitness unit. No exceptions. Now stop standing around like a bunch of sloths and get your mats.” Harry rolls his eyes as he gets up trying to find who this Ms. Morrison can be since he doesn’t have a clue what my last name is. I started to mentally have a break down as my heart was beating so fast that I had trouble breathing.

People cleared out of the way as I just stood in the center until his piercing green eyes met mine and that’s when my world stopped. My heart was racing so fast that I could feel it drumming in my ears, my palms were clammy and my body paralyzed to the ground as he kept his strong gaze on me.

Smoothly he starts to walk till he brushes shoulders faintly with me, completely ignoring me and walking off. I touch my shoulder and feel as if electricity was shooting through the area we touched. I watch his biceps flex while he carries the rather heavy mat and heaves it to the ground. I couldn’t get my eyes off of him, and I don’t know why.

“Are you going keep admiring my looks or actually do some work?” His deep voice startles me from my daydream. I open my mouth to respond by nothing comes out as he completely caught me off guard once again.

Suddenly the coach blows his whistle for everybody’s attention, saving me from my awkward situation. “Listen up everyone! I want one partner to do thirty proper squats while their peer times them. Afterwards you will be doing back, and leg stretches with the help of your partner so no injuries will happen. Get to work!” No oh my god! Just my luck, out of all things we can do in gym class it has to be the one involving the most physical contact.

I slowly walk towards Harry while staring at the ground and mumble. “You can do the squats…”

“Sorry doll but that’s not gonna happen.” He says with a bored tone as I just gawk at his words. I just stare at him as if he were crazy not knowing what to reply.

“Well don’t just stand there, you’re wasting time.” He says while pushing me towards the mat. I nearly stumble but regain my balance before making a fool out of myself.

My patience was running low as I sigh and say. “Why do I have to be the one to do them?”

“Because you’re the one with the huge ass judging by yesterday.” He smirks while picking up the timer. My cheeks flush red as I think of yesterday, when he so roughly grabbed my bum. I shake my head and just sigh, there’s no use arguing with him.

“I’m surprised you didn’t put up a fit, shock.” He says sarcastically as I rolls my eyes and face him to start doing my squats. His smile soon disappears as he shuffles to the side to get a better view from the back.

“Will you stop it!” I snap while turning back so I face him once again. He just laughs and walks behind me.

Just as I am about to turn around again the coach yells. “Ms. Morrison stop moving around and do your squats!” I let out a groan as I feel Harry’s eyes burning into my back, well more my behind if I should be honest. I knew I didn’t have a small one, but I hated showing it off because I just felt uncomfortable even though Casper tried to get me to.

“Spread your legs out more, you aren’t doing them properly.” Harry pester from the back as I try to do them as fast I can do make this torture end.

“Has anyone ever told you how nice your ass is?” I roll my eyes at his comment as he lets out a cocky laugh.

I stop doing my squats and turns around with a frown on my face. “No, because I have never met such an asshole that is way to cocky for my liking in life.” I try to hold back in my smile as I stare at his face that looked like as if it were smacked with a brick. He definitely didn’t expect that from me and nether did I.

He quickly hides his shocked expression with a smirk and says. “Ouch! Feisty, I like that… especially in bed.” He says with a wink as my jaw drops nearly to the floor. Harry places his finger under my chin while slowly bringing it up to close my mouth. I swat his hand away and as I open my mouth to say something the coach blows his whistle.

“Okay time for the partner stretch! One person will lay down on the ground while the other goes in between there legs and slowly brings one leg up while adding pressure to it. Got that!” He shouts while everyone nods. Oh great another sexual stretch with that annoying jerk.

“Alright well you go on the bottom because I like being the one in control.” He grins showing me his set of perfect white teeth. My eyes go wide as I slowly lay down on the ground as I wait so nervously in anticipation. I watch as he positions his body between my legs and grabs my thighs, dangerously close to my area and places it on his shoulder. Slowly he starts leaning himself into me while bringing my leg up higher and higher.

“Fuck, didn’t expect someone like you to wear pink lace.” He says while biting his lips. I stare at him confused until it hits me and I gasp, as my shorts must be revelling so much to him right now. I try to move but he is firmly holding my leg into place and I couldn’t do anything about it.

He chuckles while slowly pressing his crotch into mind. “Relax, its not like I haven’t seen a pair of panties before.” I just nod at his comment, as I can’t even concentrate with his lower body so close to mine. My breaths started to increase and my palms started getting sweatier.

“Do I keep going?” He questions while pointing to my leg and I nod.

“Shit, so flexible. I like that.” Harry remarks while completely leaning into me as I struggle to breath from all that is going on. I close my eyes and try to focus but I just couldn’t because I felt as if my heart was going to explode into a million pieces.

“Doll, you alright?” He questions with a serious face while letting go of my leg and placing it to the floor. I don’t say anything as I just get up faster then ever and start running to the girl’s locker room as I hear the coach yell my name. I don’t even bother changing because I just grab my bags and run out of there as fast as I could before I could get stopped by anyone.

My mind was racing as I just couldn’t handle it anymore the way he was making me feel back there. So hot and tingly in my area? I don’t know!
I start speed walking down the empty hall till suddenly I hear somebodies footsteps catching up behind me…

“It quite rude to bail on your partner, I hope you know that.” The sound of his voice makes my heart skip a beat yet I start to walker faster. I open the doors and walk out as the warm breeze hits my bare legs. Great it was empty outside.

“Harry leave me alo-“ I am quickly cut off as he grabs my wrist and presses me to the wall. I suck in a sharp breath as he holds me against it with his body tightly pressed into mine.

“Bea, just admit it that you want this.” He says seductively in my ear as my pride and dignity slowly go down the drain and I completely melt against his arms.

I regain myself and sternly try to say. “I d-don’t. Please g-go!” I fail to speak as I start to stutter like a little girl. Harry ignores my words as he lowers his head to my neck and gently starts sucking the same spot he did yesterday and I completely loose it as I let out a moan and grip his hair tightly.

“You sure you want me to go because your body is screaming the exact opposite doll.” He gently says while grabbing my wrists and brings them over my head so I had no chance of escaping.

“No. I-I mean yes, go Harry.” I fail to get my point out as he has me completely wrapped around his pinkie.

Suddenly he brings his face so close to mine as I feel his soft lips ever so slightly touch mine causing sparks jolt through my entire body. “You don’t want me to go so stop fighting it.” Suddenly Harry connects his mouth with mine and I do not fight it as I feel my stomach do a complete flip and my body go limp. I start to slowly kiss back into the tinder kiss as he lets go of my wrists and bring his hands back down to my hips to hold me in place. The kiss starts to get a little too heated as I quickly disconnect our now swollen lips and push him slightly back.

Harry gives me a small smile. “That was fun.” He says while leaning in one more time to give me last peck and walks off so casually. I slump down to the floor as I still pant from what just happened.

Harry Styles just kissed me.

End of Flashback

Everything starts to fade as I feel my eyes slowly open. For a minute I stare at the ceiling not remembering where I was until I feel a strong-arm wrapped around my hips. I was at Harry’s apartment I say in my head while smiling to myself.

Butterflies fill my stomach as I just think over the dream I just had. It makes me happy to think it actually did happen and that’s how we shared our first kiss. If that day you told me I was going to be intimate with Harry and sleep in his bed with him almost every night in the future I would have laughed in your face and say that not in a million years. Yet here I am, in his clothes and bed thinking about our first kiss.

I try and pry myself from Harrys firm grip on me and somehow succeed. Once sitting up I turn around and examine his face while he sleeps. He looked so peaceful and innocent as a light snore came from him. Since he was sleeping on his stomach shirtless I had a perfect view of all his beautiful back tattoos and just started examining every single one.

“Stop staring at me.” Harry mumbles with his eyes still closed making me jolt, as I wasn’t expecting that. How did he know I was staring at him!

“I’m not staring. I’m… I’m just deep in thought.” I mumble quite embarrassed.

He lets out a chuckle while opening his beautiful emerald eyes that stare right back at me. “Whatever it is. It’s creepy so stop.” Harry says with a joke filled tone before I slap him lightly on the back. I start to get up but before I can move an inch my arm is grabbed and I am pulled back on top of his chest.

“Be you’re not going anywhere. You’re mine for the morning… remember when you said we could finish this tomorrow, well tomorrow is today.” He smirks while running his hands down my back. I felt his very hard erection press against my thigh but suddenly the memories from last night come flooding back in. I almost forgot.

“Yeah but that was before I got into the huge argument with Casper.” I let a sad sigh leave my lips as Harry’s expression changes.

“She’s a real bitch you know.” He says with full honestly.

“Harry she’s my best friend and I called her a slut.” I say trying to defend her even though I don’t know why I was.

“Well I mean its not like you were lying or anything.” He says with a huge grin on his face. I try to hold in my laugh by biting down on my lips but he gives me this funny face and I just can’t contain it anymore.

“See you laughed! That means I’m right, like always.” He declares like a little boy who just won a bet.

I give him a smile before speaking. “No I laughed because those are the girls you went for before me.”

Suddenly a frown appears on his face before he says with a serious tone. “I don’t get why you’re sticking up for her. She deserved what she got for being a bossy slut.”

“Harry stop! If someone was talking bad about Zayn wouldn’t you say something?” I question already knowing the answer.

He thinks for a minute before he says. “That depends if it was true or not.” I didn’t understand his logic at all.

“Well I’m going to go apologize to her. It doesn’t seem right and she was there for me when I had no one so I’m going to fix this.” I say with a strong voice and before he can regain his grip on me I slip out of the bed quickly while he groans. “Bea come back in this bed.” His demanding persona was showing.

“Or what, I get punished?” I say in a flirtatious voice, which seemed so unlike me.

“Depends if you want to be.” Harry says with a wink. I pretend to get back into bed as he gives me a pleased look but at the last second I jump out and sprint out of the room as I hear let out a loud sigh. I run into his kitchen and look in the fridge as my stomach growls to only find a pack of beer and a green container of god knows what. I check the cupboards and find a box of stale cereal and a pack of tea.

I guess tea it is then.

After finishing making the tea I get out two glasses and pour myself one glass and sit on the couch.

Harry comes out of the room still without a shirt on, not that I mind or anything.

He looks around before saying. “Only tea, no breakfast?” I find it amusing how he already expected me to make some for him.

“Well I came out here to make some but all you have is beer which you are not suppose to drink and cereal that has been here for a really long time.” I lecture him as he comes and sit beside me with some tea also.

“Right, I usually go out to eat or have takeout.” He says while completely ignore the fact that I brought up his drinking issues. I decide to drop the subject for today since I didn’t feel like arguing with another person.

I put down my mug on the coffee table and say. “It’s fine I was leaving soon anyways. I need to change and catch up on studying since my courses start later today. Plus I missed a few classes and feel like a delinquent.”

He laughs while grabbing my legs and placing them on his lap like a comforter. “Then what am I if you’re the delinquent?”

“Someone who is actually smart but thinks its cool to skip class.” I respond while sticking my tongue out at him.

“Well I have other things planned for you to feel more rebellious. Come to a Halloween party Friday?” He questions while waiting for my response.

“No Harry. I have to study for midterms.” I whine while hating the thought of going to another party.

“Are you serious, midterms start in five weeks! And who stays in on fucking Halloween?” He exclaims while trying to convince me.

I laugh while saying. “I’m a nerd remember?”

He smirks at my response and moves closer to my face. “But nerds as hot as you deserve to be out. With me of course.” He quickly adds.

“I don’t know… I don’t feel confortable going without Casper because I know for a fact you’ll ditch me at one point.” I nervously say referring to the last party where I spent twenty minutes looking for him.

“And you don’t think she won’t if some guy asks her for a blowjob in the bathroom or something.” He says honestly. I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out, as he was right.

“Thought so. Besides why would I leave you alone with all those thirsty bastards roaming around.” Harry says while finishing his tea and placing it on the table.

I stare at him for a minute before a heavy sigh leaves my mouth. “Fine ill see if I make up with Casper first.” I was too nervous to go without her as she gave me a sense of stability and confidence. He frowns at the mention of Casper again.

“I thought you liked Casper?” I questions with a sad tone.

“Honestly Bea I used to like your little friend Casper but now I’ve lost all my respect for her because she should be minding her own fucking business. She doesn’t know shit about us and she never will. She is just jealous how you can’t keep a guy and how they all just use her for one thing.” His tone becomes a little angrier so I quickly crawl onto his lap and wrap my hands around his neck to calm him down before he snaps. It must have done something to him when I told him what Casper said about him. My mind starts replaying his words at what he just said and I can’t help but smile at the mention of ‘us’ because it was a rare word for him.

“Look if she forgives you, I’m willing to give her a second chance and maybe so is Zayn.” I nod happily to his words before resting my head on his shoulders.

“So will you come then?” He questions eagerly. I let out a groan and nod while he continues his sentence. “Make sure to wear something sexy, after all it will be Halloween.”

“What will your costume be?” I question feeling like a little girl again.

“I don’t know yet, not really into this whole costume idea. I’d rather just have the girls do it but ill figure out something with the boys.” My heart sinks at his words by the mention of the girls but I push my jealousy to the side.

“How about we can finish what you promised yesterday? Please it will be quick.” Harry begs while I try to think of an excuse. Oh whatever, I have time… I finally give in to him as he smirks while flipping us over on the couch.

He licks his lips as if he were a kid in a candy shop. “This is a new record for me.” A smirk leaves his lips as I look at him with a confused expression.

He notices my face and quickly replies without me asking. “Fastest time of you putting out to me without a fight.” I roll my eyes at his comment as he laughs.

“I can extend the time, if you’d like?” I tease while he frowns.

“I’d rather you not.” Harry eagerly says before lowering his head and pressing his soft plump lips against mine. I wrap my hands around his neck as he places his arms next to my head for support. I feel his tongue begging for entrance so I allow it while my hands roam through his hair. While tugging on his brown curls I earn a pleasurable groan from him that sent a burning sensation to the bottom of my stomach.

After debating in my head if it was a good idea or not I master all my courage and slide my shaky hand in the small space between his torso and mine. Harry lets out a sharp breath and disconnects our lips as he is completely caught off guard when I nervously grab his hard member through the thin material.

“Fuck sake doll, you surprise me every time.” Harry moans out as he bring us up and sits me on his lap with his erection suffocating from his tight briefs.

Should I be doing this? What are you saying Bea, you did it two days ago in Harry’s car…

Slowly I bring my hands down and hook my fingers around the band as I slowly pull it down. I let out a small gasp as his large member springs free and hits his stomach. I was still so amazed by the size of it. I start to mentally panic and Harry notices my uncertainty and quickly grabs my cheek and places a tender kiss on my lips.

“It’s okay love, don’t be so shy.” I blush at his sweet words because it was so rare to see this side of Harry.

I grab his thick shaft in my hand and slowly start to pump up and down with a good rhythm as I try to remember what he showed me to do just a few days ago. He watches me intently as I pick up my pace and adjust myself on his lap.

“Spit on it, Bea.” He suddenly demands, catching me completely off guard.

“W-what?” I stutter like an idiot.

He lets out a breathless chuckle before saying. “You heard me, do it.” I look at him hesitantly before slowly lowering my head and doing as what I was told. I continue to pump him with both my hands and much more ease as he throws his head back a little and lets out a curse.

“Fuck! Your hands feel so good around me doll.” He moans out while digging his hand into my hair while holding tightly onto it. I feel myself getting wet by his sensual words and I don’t even notice how I slowly start to rock my hips on his lap.

He notices my actions and lets out a smug smile. “Put your finger on your clit and rub yourself doll.” Hesitantly I remove one hand from around his shaft and place it into my pants as I gasp at the foreign feeling of my own hand down there.

“Arh! Harry…” I pant while touching myself. He quickly removes my hand from his shaft and gets up while grabbing the hem of my sweatpants. Before I could even say anything he rips them off me and throws it on the floor.

He bends down on his knees in front of me and bites his lips hard. “Open your legs wide and continue touching yourself in front of me, now.” My stomach burns in anticipation as I quickly obey and slowly start to rub my clit.

“This is taking so much fucking willpower not to shove my cock down your tight pussy baby.” Harry groans while pumping himself as he watches me continue my assault on my clit. Suddenly he brings his two fingers and shoves them deep inside of my heat as I let out hard heavy pants.

“H-harder…” I moan while wanting to feel his fingers deeper in me.

“You like being fingered hard don’t you? I’m going to finger you so fucking hard against this couch Bea.” He groans while curving his fingers as they hit my g-spot. I yell out as I suddenly I lower my arm and grab his hard erection in my hands. He hisses under his breath from how sensitive it was. I start pumping my hand around him as he continues to thrust deep into me with his fingers.

I throw my head back from the amount of pleasure building up in the pit of my stomach, which causes Harry to sternly groan. “Shit, look at me as I pound my fingers into you.” I whimper as he grabs my chin with his other hand and presses his forehead against mine. Our heavy breaths mix together until suddenly I feel Harry’s shaft twitch in my hand.

“Baby, I-I’m going to fucking cum.” He throws his head back as I feel a warm liquid pour out all over my hand and inner thigh. I slow down my pace around his shaft as he pants from his orgasm. Harry quickly pulls his fingers out of me and lowers his head to my core before thrusting his warm tongue into me and that’s when I completely loose it.

I dig my fingers and pull so hard on his curls as his name leaves my lips. My juices poor out of me as Harry continues his assault on my core while he slowly cleans everything up with his tongue. A soft kiss is placed against my swollen clit before he pulls his boxers back up and lies down on the couch while bringing on top as well.

We stare at each other while still panting and smiling until he suddenly says. “Fuck Morrison… You definitely are quite something.” I let out a giggle as he grabs a tissue from the coffee table and wipes away the liquid he left on my hands and legs. My mind races from everything that just happened and I was going absolutely crazy for him.

We just lay there with me resting on top of his naked chest until suddenly I hear my phone buzz from my bag. Harry lets out an annoyed groan as I escape his grasp and run to go get it.

I unlock the lock screen to my phone and check whom the missed call is from. Suddenly my heart drops as a name I didn’t expect at all appears on the screen.

It was Casper.

Notes

HEY EVERYONE!

Oh my god yes I know I am a little late. It just got so crazy over the holidays and then I went on vacation for a week but now Im back!!! How was your guys new years and christmas!?!??!

Anyways please enjoy this very long chapter and flashback.


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