My Kind Of Love

Chapter 33 Horrible Timings

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**Harry's POV**

I grab her hand and lead her to my car anxiously, but she remains standing. Are you fucking kidding me?

"What's wrong now!" I whine while shaking her shoulders slightly. She was probably the most stubborn and uptight girl I have ever met.

"What if we just stay on Campus, in case something bad happens..." She nervously stammers while looking at some boys smoke in the corner.

Irritation starts to rush through me as I groan loudly. "C'mon, fuck that Bea!" She continues looking around purposely trying to avoid my gaze. I take that has an opportunity and garb her again, this time bridal style as I throw her in my arms. Bea shrieks and immediately grips tightly around my neck as she was surprised by my actions.

She starts to whine again and orders. "I can walk myself, put me down now Harry!" I think to myself; Bea isn't afraid of me so much as she was before. She was always so quiet and nervous around me and now she isn't afraid to say what's on her mind. I need to change that...

"Babe when I'm fully finished with you, you will be begging me to hold you because you won't be able to walk." I state while gently pulling her bottom lip with my teeth.
She gasps by my dirty words until speaking again with a smirk. "Who said I was gonna let you in my pants Harold?"

I take her question as a challenge and answer back. "Who said I was gonna ask for your permission? You will be pleading on your knees for more once you've experienced a night with me." It was true, I have so many woman at my door asking to sleep with me. And what did I do; I turned them down which was surprisingly shocking.

Bea's eyes go wide in shock by my bold words "I'm about to go back inside if you don't shut up and put me down!"

I laugh while pecking her exposed neck quickly. "C'mon Bea I was joking." She slowly relaxes in my arms at my words. I continue my sentence. "But I can't say I was lying..." She slaps my chest as I laugh.

Finally we reach my black Range Rover as I set Bea down gently on the pavement.

"Where are we going exactly?" She questions while waiting for me to get my keys out of my pocket.

"That babe is a surprise, now stop being so difficult and get in the car." I command while looking down at her small silhouette.

She stubbornly crosses her arms and speaks. "Only if you ask properly." Is she fucking serious. Why does she love testing my patience so much.

"Bea... You're pushing it." I say eagerly for her to get in the car. Normally I would just yell at the girl or shove her in the car myself but I wasn't gonna treat Bea like that, unless in bed... Even though I wanna treat her like that a big part of me won't allow me to do so. I just can't hurt something so fragile and innocent.

Bea ignores my words and starts tapping her foot while picking at her nails as if she wanted to show me she wasn't kidding.

"I'm warning you Bea... Don't test me like this." I say stepping closer towards her small body. She starts humming to herself while still waiting. For fuck sake!

"God dammit, get in the fucking car PLEASE!" I emphasize the word 'please' so she can finally get in.

"Not exactly what I wanted but that's probably all I can get from you." She says while standing in front of the door and waiting again.

I sigh with lots of annoyance. "Are you not using your fucking hands because of last night?" I question rudely while staring at her.

She scoffs. "Please Harry, I'm not getting in until you open the door for me." I gawk at her posh words and chuckle.

"What happened to the quiet and shy girl I met? You're really trying to get me mad." I say while unlocking the car.

"Well it amuses me." She tries to hold in her laughter but fails. Her beautiful smile gets me every time.

I walk over to her door as she moves to the side. "After you, princess Bea." I say in a mocking tone. I slam the door once she gets in, but not too hard. I didn't wanna scare her. I turn on the engine and pull out of the parking lot.

"Oh! Look who's finally driving fast now!" Bea says because of this morning incident.

"Shut up Be." I smirk while she chuckles.

**Zayn's POV**

I stroll through the racks of liquor hoping to find something Casper might enjoy for tonight, I wanted to make it special since I don't do stuff like that often.

"Zayn, holy shit it's you!" A loud voice chirps behind me in the liquor shop. I could recognize that sweet little voice from anywhere.

I quickly spin around and stare down at the hot girl with pink hair. "Fuck Roxy, long time no see huh?" She smiles at me showing her straight white teeth. I swear she got hotter since the last time I saw her. My eyes travel down to her revealing light blue blouse till they reach her short jean shorts.

"Yeah like almost a year, ever since the whole incident..."her voice awkwardly trails off as we both think about that terrible night.

Flashback

"FUCK ZAYN IM ABOUT TO..." Before she can even finish her sentence her walls tighten around my shaft as she continues to ride out her orgasm. Slowly I pull out of her entrance while panting as she breathlessly collapses beside me.

"Jesus Roxanne where do you get all this energy." I rhetorically question as we both laugh. I wrap my arm around her waist and squish her bare chest against mine on the small bed. She leans her head on my shoulder as I kiss her forehead.

She sighs while fidgeting with her hands, something's up. "Zayn I uh need to tell you something." I look up at her with a questioning glance. "It's kind of really important." She breaths while sitting up and dragging the sheets over her naked chest.

"Alright spill it." I say a little to nervously as I anxiously wait for what she has to say. I start to think of all the million things that can be so important. She's pregnant... No that can't be it, we always use protection. She wants me to meet her parents, wait never mind. Her father is dead from a drug over dose and her mother an alcoholic that she hates. I give up...

"Please Zayn promise me you won't hate me after I tell you, I just can't keep it from you. It isn't right." She stammers while a tear starts to slide down her left cheek.

I prop myself up saying a little too loud. "What the fuck is it Roxy, tell me!"

She avoids my gaze while staring at the sheets staying completely silent.
After about two minutes of utter awkward silence I shout while shaking her shoulders. "Roxanne what the hell is it!"

"I slept with Jason..." She quickly blurts out while breaking into little sobs. I just stare at her doing completely nothing, trying to process this all.

"Zayn, baby! I know you're sad but just please let me explain!" She cries out while trying to wrap her arms around me. I push her off me roughly while getting up from the bed and putting my boxers back on. I couldn't explain the anger bubbling in me, it was ugly.

She continues to sob while reaching out for my arm. "Zayn please!" I push her arm away while looking for my jeans angrily.

I finally look up at her with full of disgust and question. "When?"

After a little pause she finally speaks up. "Two weeks ago but there is an explina-"

I quickly cut her off as I spit. "WHAT THE FUCK IS THERE TO EXPLAIN ROXANNE? You sleep with my worse fucking enemy and wait two weeks to tell me just right after we've finished having sex." She starts to cry harder as I throw my shirt over my bare torso. "Did you have this all fucking planned out? That having sex with me right before will make me less mad, because in the end it just makes me more fucking mad to have been used like that!" I was yelling so load that I could see the fear in her eyes.

"I WAS DRUNK AND HE JUST-" I cut her off before she continues yelling.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP ROXANNE! I don't care if you were drunk, you were my girlfriend! And I trusted you..." I yell while slamming my hands in the wall.

She shrieks. "What do you mean 'were'? You don't fucking mean-"

"Yes I mean it! We're fucking done here. You've let down me but most importantly the gang." I yell. "Don't fucking bother showing up tomorrow to the lounge!"

"You're kicking me out! What the fuck am I suppose to do now Zayn?" She spits at me in anger as tears continue poring down her cheeks.

I snap back. "Don't fucking ask me! I'm pretty sure Jason will gladly accept your slutty ass to his gang!" It stung me to say those nasty words to her but in the moment I was just so infuriated by everything. My girlfriend of three months cheats on me with our worse enemy.

"I loved you Roxanne, and I was planning on telling you tonight..." A tear slips down my cheek as I show my vulnerability to her. Never have I admitted that to a girl before. She gawks at my words as I grab my jacket and slam the door shut. I could feel my eyes burn but I ignored it as I quickly run down out of her apartment. The apartment of the girl who broke my heart...

End of flashback

I shake my head from the awful memory and change the subject. "How have you been?"

She sighs while fidgeting with her fingers, a thing that she always did when something was wrong. I still remember. "Uh well not too good, but it doesn't matter, you probably wouldn't wanna hear all the shit going on in my life..." She gives me a weak fake smile while shrugging her shoulders. I felt bad for her.

"Common try me." I joke trying to lighten up the mood.

She gives me a small laugh before speaking. "I left Jason's gang even with his threats to kill me. He took all the money I had left so I couldn't pay rent. I live in a old motel room I somehow managed to afford. Soon they will kick me out to cuz I can't pay it anymore so now I came here to buy myself something with what I have left and drink my problems away..." I stare in utter shock at her as she awkwardly looks away.

"I'm so sorry..." Is all I manage to blurt out as I continue to stare at her.

"Everyone's sorry nowadays for me. It's actually embarrassing that I'm here ranting about this to my ex." I see her eyes start to water as she finishes her sentence.

I sigh with full of pity for her. "Come here." She slowly shuffles towards me as I wrap my arms around her in a tight embrace. I lightly inhale the sent of her perfume that I secretly missed.

"Well I uh better get going..." She sighs while pulling away from our long embrace.

"Wait Roxanne!" I call out while she turns around. "Why don't you come over for tonight, please." I smile while staring into her baby blue eyes.

She starts to stammer. "Oh Zayn I possibly couldn't do that, I-"

I quickly cut her off. "Don't worry it's fine. We can figure something out for you to help your problems." I truly did wanna help her, I mean her next choice would be to become a prostitute. And I couldn't just possible let that happen.

"Thank you so much Zayn, it truly means a lot! Why did you come here in the first place?" She questions.

I look around the liquor store confused. "To be honest I don't even remember myself... Hmm. Doesn't matter, let's go!" I state while trying to remember the reason I came here. What the hell was the reason? It's on the tip of my tongue but whatever doesn't matter! I sling my arm around her shoulder as we both walk out the liquor store.

**Bea's POV**

I anxiously wait in the car as I think where could Harry possibly take me? Suddenly lost in thought he takes an exit as I read the sign McDonalds.

"Really Harry! You make me miss school to go to McDonalds." I whine as drives into the drive through lane.

He starts to chuckle. "Relax this is just a quick stop babe. You woke me up early and I didn't eat yet, I'm fucking starved!"

We pull up to the microphone as he starts ordering his meal. "Uh one kids meal..." I start to crack up laughing in the seat.

"What the heck, do you eat that?" I start to laugh even more.

He gives me a big smirk. "No doll that's for you." I immediately stop laughing as he starts to laugh. I give him the death glare while he continues his order for himself.

"Is that all sir?" The girly voice in the microphone questions.

"No I will have...uh two Big Macs, large fries and um a large root beer." He orders with a monotone voice. Jesus that kid can eat a lot I think to myself.

"Ew root beer, really Harry?" I question with disgust. I've always hated it.

He laughs. "What? It's fucking good!" Harry tries to defend his drink.

"You're gross!" I laugh.

"Hey hey hey Bea, I bought you a kids meal. Keep talking like that and you'll be paying for it." He smirks while patting my knee. Why does he love messing around with me so much?

"Too bad, I don't have any money on me right now." I smirk to myself because for once he can't get what he wants.

He gives me a cheeky smile. "Money isn't the only thing you can pay with baby." I choke from his words as he winks at me.

We pull up to the window to get are food as a blonde lady with a annoyed glance stands there. When she finally notices Harry she immediately pulls down her cleavage and bites her lips. Slut. I could feel jealousy boil up in me. Harry and her stare at each other a little too long so I clear my throat. When she notices me, I receive a dirty glare before she hands Harry his food.

"Here you go cutie." She seductively says while winking at him. You probably could see the fume coming from my ears.

As Harry hands her the money I quickly blurt out without thinking. "Harry I think we should go back to your place and finish what we started last night." I try to say in the most seductive way I can while I tenderly bite the lobe of his ear. I don't know where that came from and clearly Harry didn't either as he lightly chokes on his words. The blonde slut scoffs while turning away. I smile to myself as Harry quickly drives away.

"Woah, jealous much Bea?" Harry laughs while eating his burger as I stare at my kids meal.

"I'm not jealous, I just want her to know that you're mine." I quickly blurt out. I mentally face palm myself for saying that.

Harry chuckles. "Bea you got it all wrong. I'm not yours. You're mine." His words slightly sting as I remain silent and don't reply. Harry did change for the better to be with me but obviously not enough to admit he can only be mine. And that hurt...

He notices my not so happy face and questions. "What's wrong doll?"

"Oh nothing Harry I was just distracted." I lie hoping he will believe it. I certainly did not want him feeling bad for me,

"Alright, well next stop to the surprise!" He says trying to lighten up the mood. His next actions shock me as he takes his eyes off the rode for a second and leans in while tenderly kissing my lips. Sparks fly through my stomach by the sensation of his soft lips on mine. Maybe I was so dumbfounded because he never romantically kissed me, we only ever shared lustful and hungry kisses.

Suddenly I realize Harry was busy eating his burger before he kissed me. "Yuck Harry you got mayo all over my lips!" I whine while he bursts out laughing.

"Enjoy it babe." He smirks while leaning in again and licking it off my lips like a dog. I cringe while I push him away as he continues to laugh. Harry continues to drive till I notice he took the exist off the main rode. Wait... That's the exist to the beach. I start to panic as my palms get clammy.

"Harry are we going to the beach?" I question anxiously waiting for his response.

"Maybe..." He smiles giving me the obvious answer.

I start to whine as the water comes in view. "But I don't wanna go to the beach, and it's chilly outside!" I start to make up excuses to hide my embarrassing secret, hoping he won't realize.

"Bullshit Bea, its almost thirty degrees outside. Perfect for a swim." He laughs while parking the car.

I groan. "But I don't have a bathing suit!"

"Who said we needed clothes, no ones here." He chuckles while getting out as I remain seated.

"Why can't we just go back to your place or something!" I stammer while he looks at me.

He groans. "Can't we're already here doll. So get out the dam car now!" He orders as I slowly shuffle out holding onto the handle for dear life.

Slowly he walks around the car till he reaches me and slowly starts rubbing up and down my shoulders with his hands trying to relax me. "You see the last time you were here, you were with someone else. (Myles, in case you readers didn't know.) This time you're here with me, you're mine." He states the bold message while removing the hair from my shoulders to expose my neck.

I gasp as he finds my sweet spot and start sucking on it. It was so peaceful with the cool breeze blowing around us as Harry worked his way on my neck.

Just as I'm distracted Harry quickly stops and hauls me over his shoulders. I start to scream as he runs towards the ocean.

"HARRY PUT ME DOWN! PUT ME FUCKING DOWN NOW!" I start to shriek like a maniac while hitting his back hard. Harry immediately stops as I break into sobs.

He quickly puts me down and snaps. "Woah, Bea what the fuck! What's wrong!" He shouts while shaking my shoulders slightly. I wipe the tears from my eyes and look at him; his expression with full of sorry as the wrinkles in his forehead appear.

"Nothing Harry! I just don't want to be here!" I snap but he doesn't seem to buy it.

He grips my shoulders tightly and sternly says. "Bea tell me what's wrong now!"

"No it's-it's too embarrassing." I stammer while trying to avoid his gaze. I could feel my cheeks start to burn up as he groans.

He grabs my chin between his big hands and turns it so I face him. "For fuck sake Bea just tell me, please!" He pleads a little angrily. I stare at him trying to gather all my courage.

He raises his eyebrow at me until I whisper so quietly. "I-I don't know how to swim..." My eyes start to burn up again as I quickly look away.

"What, speak up." He says trying to hold back his smirk. He heard what I said but since he loves playing
with me, he said that.

I groan and speak up. "You so heard me the first time Harry!"

He smiles and lets out a little laugh. "Shut up!" I try to hold in my laugh as my cheeks burn up.

"It's cute Bea." He confesses while wrapping his strong arms around me.

"It's not cute at all!" I whine while wrapping my arms around his waist and inhaling his natural sent.

He chuckles while gently playing with my brown wavy locks. "Do you want me to teach you?" I look into his beautiful eyes while resting my chin on his chest and nod. "Just like I teach you everything else." He winks as I playfully punch his chest. Slowly his playful expression changes into a lustful one as he sexually bites his lips and gently tugs on the hem of my shirt.

"This needs to come off now." He boldly states while running his hands over my curves. His actions cause me to shiver as I try to catch my breath. Instead of protesting with him as I usually do, I obey and quickly take my shirt off only leaving me in my pink lace bra; after all we were gonna go swimming. I feel Harry's dominant eyes on my body as he slowly licks his lips. He slowly advances towards me again and traces his fingers around my hips making goosebumps rise on my skin.

"I love the effect I have on you doll." He lustfully whispers in my ear as he slowly undoes the buttons of my jeans. Harry stares me straight in the eyes while he slowly pulls the zipper down. Slowly he gets on his knees right in front of me and pulls the waistband down revelling matching pink lace panties. He hungrily looks up into my eyes when my jeans reach my ankles. Harry tenderly starts to kiss up from my calf till he reaches my thighs and slowly starts to kiss more passionately, sucking on the skin. I lightly moan while gripping his hair as he reaches my inner thigh only inches away from my part. Before he continues Harry grips my lace panties while slowly pulling them down, revealing my core a little bit to him. My breath hitches as he leans in and kisses it tenderly while tightly gripping my thighs. I let out a loud moan expecting him to go further as I tightly grip his hair. He gives it one more kiss using a little tongue before he pulls my panties back up.

"Mine." He growls teasingly before standing up again and pulling off his shirt. I stand in shock by what he just did, leaving me so heated up by his touch.

"What's wrong doll." He laughs while pulling down his jeans, I couldn't help but stare at the prominent bulge.

I have trouble speaking. "You-you just, I d-don't know..." I mentally face palm myself as I can't find the words to explain what I want to say.

Harry chuckles while grabbing our clothes and throwing it in the back of his trunk. "You didn't expect more now, did you Bea?" My cheeks burn up as I slowly nod my head.

"You cheeky girl! We came here to learn how to swim, nothing more right?" He laughs while grabbing my hand for once instead of my wrist and leading me to the water. I sigh at his words because I really did want more.

Soon my lust is gone as I feel the water hit my feet and my nerves start to act up.

"Harry I'm scared." I mumble as I start to back away from the water. He quickly grips my wrist before I could leave and hauls me into his arms bridal style.

"HARRY!" I shriek while kicking my feet.

He grips me tighter and soothingly starts to whisper in my ear. "Doll relax! I'm not gonna do anything stupid I promise." I slowly stop as my body relaxes in his embrace. "Do you trust me Bea?" I slowly nod while holding tighter on to his neck. He continues to walk deeper into the water till it reaches his upper forearm which means that would reach my chin or nose. I was pretty small compared to him.

"Alright we're not too deep, and I'll be right by your side the whole time." He points out while slowly releasing us from our embrace.

I start to freak out and he senses it. "Relax doll, relax." Harry brings his lips down to my neck and kisses it once more before setting his hands on my hips and setting me in the water. I start to squirm like a dog trying to swim in a pool.

He holds back his laughter as he says. "Bea calm down, I have my hands on you the whole time. Just start kicking your feet and moving your hands."

Ten minutes later we made little progress as I start to grow tired of trying to move around. "Harry! I wanna stop, I don't have anymore energy." I breath out trying to catch my breath. He laughs while pushing me against his chest while I lock my legs around his torso, he places his hands under my bum for support.

We stay like that in the water until he removes one hand and places it under my cheek.

"You look so sexy when your hairs wet." He mumbles against my neck. I giggle while doing his absolute favourite thing, tugging on his curly wet locks. He moans into my hear while brining his free hand to my back. Harry fumbles with something until I realize what it is...

"Harry!" I gasp as he frees the two straps of my bra. He really must be experienced if he can do that with one hand... I think to myself. In a matter of seconds my bra is off and floating in the water beside us. I quickly bring one arm and try to cover myself up but Harry quickly stops me by ripping my arm away.
"Don't play these fucking games with me darling, or else." He growls hungrily while gripping one breast firmly. I moan while he stares down at my exposed chest so lustfully. A feeling of discomfort fills me as he stares too long...

Anxiously I put my arm back up while my cheeks burn up. "Stop staring so much..."

He chuckles while meeting his eyes with mine. "I don't get why you're so insecure about them Bea." I look away because the feeling of embarrassment would just keep getting worse.

"I don't know... I'm just not happy with the size, I guess." I mutter quietly. Slowly he brings his hand to my arm and removes it again. This time I don't protest as I felt somewhat secure with Harry. He grips one breast and slowly glides his thumb under my nipple, causing it to harden under his cold touch.

"They're perfect to me, doll." I half smile at his words as he continues his actions on my nipple. Suddenly he slowly starts to slides his hand down my stomach till he gently skims the edge of my panties. My body shivers when the feeling of his fingers slowly slide down to my chore aching for his touch.

Just right before he touches my part Harry suddenly stops. "Wait, fuck no! Not like this." He quickly says while removing his hand. What the heck is he talking about, I think to myself frustrated to be touched by him.

"Hold on to me." He simply says. I hesitantly obey as I wrap my arms tightly around his neck. He quickly starts swimming back a little closer to shore.

Slowly it starts to hit me what he wants to do. "Harry don't tell me, you're gonna finger me where people can see us!" I start to squirm but I couldn't do much or I would fucking drown.

"Oh no Bea, I'm not gonna finger you." He replies to my comment while slowly lying me down in the sand where the water just gently swayed over my small body.

"What are you gonna do?" I question very confused as he puts both legs at each side of my body and hovers above me. His wet locks hang over his forehead as the little droplets of water fall on chest sending a little shiver to coarse through my entire body. I look up into his eyes as I notice that devilish smile of his. Oh gosh, what does he have planned for me? Because whatever Harry wants, he will end up getting it no matter what.

"Open your legs." He orders while placing each hand on my knee.

My eyes widen as I look around us. "What, why Harry?" I stammer nervously while doing the opposite I was told. Clamping both legs shut tight together. His face hardens as I can sense one of his quick mood swings happening. It was so fascinating how just in the snap of a finger he can go from sweet and gentle to someone you wouldn't want to mess with.

"Open your goddam legs or I'll do it for you." He sternly says with dark evil eyes. This side of him was so scary because god knows what he is able to do. You have no choice other then to obey him unless you wanted something bad to happen.

Slowly and carefully I open my legs exposing more of my underwear to him. His face changes as his lips curve into a little smirk. "We've only done this once but baby I know you missed it." I gawk at his words as I slowly understand what he meant but I decided to play dumb.

"What the heck are you taking about Harry?" I question while I try to avoid the subject he is referring too.

"Are you serious Bea? You don't remember the night when you first came over." He implies while biting his lips. Memories start to rush back in my head. It feels like ages ago what happened that night, when he took part of my innocence away and before all this drama started.

"Ya I remember..." I quietly say looking worried. I look around in case if I can spot other people who can catch us, but the beach was so deserted that only the serene sound of the water against the sand was heard.

Harry lightly laughs. "Good, now be a good girl and take off your thong for me." I slowly swallow the lump in my throat and grab the waistband of the pink fabric that hides the rest of my body from him. Carefully I struggle to pull it down since I am lying down.

Clearly Harry's patience shortens by the second as he sharply says. "For fuck sake!" He pushes my hands away and grabs the fabric while roughly pulling it down. In a matter of seconds they join my bra floating around in the water.

"I'm gonna make you feel so good doll." He growls while placing both hands securely under my ass and dragging me closer to him. He lowers his head to my inner thigh and starts to kiss the skin, slowly going up closer to my core. My breathing starts to accelerate as his teasing was driving me insane.

Finally his head was so close my part that I could feel his warm breath against my sensitive area; it was practically sending me over the edge in anticipation. Harry slowly slides his tongue over my folds before planting a soft wet kiss on it.

"Harry!" I whine while trying to push myself closer to his head. I was craving so bad for his touch right now.

"Someone can't wait to be eaten out." He chuckles against me causing the vibrations to go to my clit. My breath in my throat hitches as I groan frustratedly.

I grip his hair and tightly tug on it. "Mmm, stop freakin teasing!" Quickly he slides his tongue between the lips of my core and rolls it over my clit while getting to work. Now staring me in the eyes he slides his tongue back down to my entrance and thrusts it in and out of me.

"Fuck, Harry!" I stammer as he puts my legs over his shoulders to get easier access. He continues licking in between my folds as I tightly grip his hair while enjoying the pleaser that Harry gives me.

"Eyy mate! Harry!" Both mine and Harry's eyes fill with terror as we quickly jolt our heads to the direction where the screaming came from.
No oh my god it possibly can't be! I freak out as I see the multiple figures approach us from distance.

Notes

HELLO EVERYBODY!

I am so so so sorry I haven't updated in forever. Since I am in Europe I have been really really busy but to make it up to you I wrote a long ass chapter! Updates will be coming frequently so do not worry!

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