My Kind Of Love

Chapter 30 The Hillside Views

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTYD_kN7rPg

**Harry’s POV**

“C’mon fuck! It won’t harm me if I have one fucking glass!” I whine eagerly as I stare at all the alcohol being passed around the party.

“Mate the answer is no! Bea make sure to keep a very good eye on him cause he’s quite a handful eh?” Liam laughs while Bea joins in. Fucking Christ! Nothing bad will happen if I have one drink. I know I have a bad drinking problem but having one stupid glass won’t kill me.

Bea shifts on my lap and looks into my eyes with her big beautiful green ones. “Harry please don’t be mad about it. You can have a good time without drinking, I won’t drink with you if that makes you happy?” I lean my head on her shoulder and groan; all this loud music was giving me a huge headache. Fuck what is wrong with me? I was usually so alive at parties but I guess I’m still weak from the hospital.

I try to distract myself by thinking of other things. I look at how Bea is sitting on me, the same way she was sitting on Myles just two days ago. I smirk at that thought. She is mine now.

She notices my smile and quickly questions. “What’s up?”

“Nothing… I’m just happy to have you on my lap like this.” I cheekily say while kissing her neck. A light moan escapes her lips as she grabs my curls. Fuck I love it when she does that. I continue to kiss up her jaw line till our lips connect. The feeling of her soft smooth skin against mine was sending me over the edge.

“Well… I’m glad to see you guys are um… enjoying yourselves! Ill leave you two at it.” Liam awkwardly smiles while getting up and patting my shoulder. I ignore his departure because I was too distracted by the goddess sitting on my lap right now.

“Be?” I question while disconnecting our lips. She looks up at me while placing her gentle small hands on my big shoulders.
“Let’s get out of here.” I state while anxiously waiting for a response. She frowns while looking away. Fuck.

“And leave Casper? No way Harry.” She quickly replies a little nervous. It pleases me, as she is still afraid of me.
I gently brush the hair of her shoulders and continue to speak. “Shit, don’t worry, Zayn will take care of her… Trust me.” She sighs while fidgeting with her fingers. God dammit why does she have to be so fucking stubborn?

I let out a big groan and speak a bit more roughly. “Dammit am I that scary Bea?”

“Fine” She finally responds with clear annoyance.

I smirk, finally happy that I got my request done. “Good girl.” I whisper in her ear before pushing her off my lap to get up. I quickly grab Bea’s wrist and lead her out of the loud villa.

**Bea’s POV**

Harry roughly grabs my wrist and pulls me close behind him.
“Hey you know I have something called a hand. It’s meant to be grabbed!” I sarcastically say with annoyance in my voice. He never did grab my hand, not once. Only would he grab my wrist, which started getting on my nerves.

“Sorry force of habit when I get down and dirty with the ladies.” He winks while taking the car keys out of his pockets. I gasp at his dirty words while he laughs. Okay I hate too admit it but I did sometimes wonder how Harry was like, in that compartment. I feel my cheeks heat up, as I am embarrassed about what I just caught myself thinking of.

Once in the car I question Harry curiously. “Um Harry where are we going exactly?”

“That’s a surprise baby.” He winks while starting up the engine. I hate surprises.

“C’mon please just tell me!” I beg while gripping his forearm.

He chuckles while keeping his beautiful eyes on the road. “Damn, Bea you’re so nosy!”

I sigh at his words because it was true. I couldn’t help it. “I don’t know I just thought we were going to your place or something…” My voice awkwardly trails off as I turn to his face. His smirk is replaced with a raised eyebrow.

“Oh I see! You wanted to get a little action didn’t you? You dirty girl!” Harry starts to crack up laughing at his own jokes as I just remain wide-eyed.

“No but seriously if you really wanna do something just tell me.” He winks while placing one hand on my upper thigh, dangerously close to my core.

I gulp down nervously and fail to speak as I was to distracted by his hand. “H-harry I think you should keep both hands… on the wheel!” Suddenly he brings his hand closer as I finish my sentence, only an inch or two away from my part. A billion things were going through my mind as I feel a thin layer of sweat builds up behind my neck.

He takes a quick glance at me and speaks up with his rusty voice. “…And why is that babe?” He pauses as he places his palm gently over my lady part. I struggle to keep a steady breath. “I can place my hand where ever the fuck I like, even here!” He roughly shoves his hand down my panties. I quickly shriek and jump as he starts exploring me with his fingers. I quickly close my eyes shut and grab the door handle tightly as he starts to slowly rub my clit. Shit! I try to pull his hand out but I fail, as Harry is too strong. The pleasure was too overwhelming as my hands and legs start to go limp.

I moan out. “H-Harry oh my gosh! You’re driving!” I try to speak with great difficulty.

“Doll don’t you know I am an excellent multi-tasker?” Harry smirks while slowly sliding his fingers down to my entrance, causing me to shiver. Is this kid crazy? We will crash!

I quickly catch his hand and stop him, even though I wanted him to continue. “Keep this up and you wont get any!” I boldly state as he removes his hands from my pants. I start to giggle as he gives me his famous death glare.

“Whatever, you won this time…” He sighs while placing his hand back on the wheel causing me to sigh in relief. I notice the tension between us so I quickly lean over and gently kiss him on the cheek.

After a few minutes Harry turns an exit into a very dense forest. It was pitch black dark and I could hardly see anything. Finally the car tires screech as it stops against the dirt road.

A nervously look out and grip Harry’s arm tightly. “Harry I am not getting out.” I stammer while planting myself in the seat. He raises an eyebrow at me while unlocking the doors. Shit, I can’t let him know I’m scared of dark forests.

He sighs. “And why the fuck not?”

“B-because it will be cold outside…” I lie through gritted teeth as I try to hide the fear in my expression.

“You were perfectly fine outside before; you can borrow my jacket. Now come, get the fuck out of this car.” Harry says with full on irritation. He had no patience and I was a main trigger for that because of my stubbornness.
“I will be to warm with your jacket.” I lie again. Fuck that was horrible Bea!

Suddenly a big smirk appears on his face. “Ah! Is Bea Morrison afraid of dark forests?” Fuck… “No n-not at all!” I say while getting out of the car to prove of point, even though deep down inside of me I was truly terrified.

Suddenly a rattle comes from the bushes beside me. “HOLY SHIT!” I yell at the top of my lungs and crash into Harry, using him as armor.

“Holy fuck, Bea relax it was just an owl!” Harry says while bursting out laughing. I haven’t even noticed but my small arms were wrapped around his big torso. I let out a groan of annoyance, as he won’t stop laughing.

A big dimply smile appears on his face as he speaks. “You so are scared!”

“Shut up Harold!” I whine while slapping his chest.

“Oh feisty, just the way I like my girls.” He winks while slapping my ass. “Just like how I love them under the sheets.” I gasp as we continue walking down a dark creepy path. His words keep replaying in my mind.

Finally I speak again. “I have class, thank you very much.” I say with a proud posh tone knowing it will hit a nerve.

“Yeah a little too much class.” He mumbles under his breath. I immediately stop to a halt causing him to bump into me. Did he seriously just say that?

I let the insult sink in as I snap back. “What the hell is that suppose to mean? Are you calling me prude?” He digs his heals into the ground while letting out a frustrated groan. I could tell he was loosing his mind tonight by the absence of alcohol in his system.

“Fuck, I didn’t mean it like that. It’s just we’ve known each other for a while now Be and you still haven’t even given me non.” His voice awkwardly trails off as he stares at anything but me.

Anger starts to bubble up inside of me by his crude comment but I am quickly cut off before I could even open my mouth. “I please you all the time and don’t get me wrong I fucking love it but guys have needs babe whether they are loyal or not.” He shrugs his shoulders and continues walking as if nothing happened. I remain speechless and planted in place as millions of thoughts run through my head.

“You might as well call a slut Harry if you want it so bad!” I yell back at him slightly hurt. He startles me as he turns around in a swift movement, beautiful green eyes locking on mine. He takes three big long strides and stands face to face in front of me. His height was dominating mine. I inhale the smell of his glorious cologne as he grips my waist and pushes me roughly against him.

“You know I’m up for the challenge right?” He whispers into my ear while digging his fingers into my hips. I loved this playful side of Harry. It ignited full of sparks in me naturally.

I playfully push him away from me while biting my lips. “Well so far you are losing the challenge.”
“Really, we will see about that.”

Harry suddenly steps really close to me as he wraps his big broad arms around me like a shield from the rest of the world. He was so strange; in a second Harry could go from angry to playful to caring.

“Bea just tell me! Why don’t you want to do anything?” He questions a little more desperately. I gulp down nervously and lean my head against his chest.

After about a minute of silence I finally speak up. “Because I am scared Harold! What if I’m not good enough for you! You have gotten pleasure from many other girls who are probably very experienced in that domain. Then there is me! Who’s never been touched by a guy until I met you.” My voice quietly stops as I look away from his concerned gaze. What was going through that boys mind?

Harry lowers his big hands down to my hips and slowly starts to trace little patterns on the visible skin showing.

He clears his throat before softly speaking. “Bea can’t you see I don’t care about those other girls or how well they fucking did. That’s my favorite thing about you, your pure and untouched.”

My heart melts at his caring words. I loved those rare moments when Harry was like this, but he only was when he wanted something.

“Harry I don’t even know how to do it. What if I do something wrong an-“ He quickly cuts me off while placing his soft lips roughly against mine. Butterflies flutter through my stomach as his hands slowly travel down the arch of my back.

“I want you Bea.” He states seriously while looking deep into my eyes, searching for an answer.

My heart drops to the bottom of my stomach as worry smears all over my face causing a crease in my forehead to form. I steadily rest my head against his chest and nuzzle my face into it.

“I want you to try something tonight with me.” Harry says right to the point. I slightly open my mouth in awe at his words and let out a weird sigh. Millions of things were rushing through my mind at that moment and I knew he was getting impatient by the look on his face.

He lets out a long sigh while grabbing my hips and pulling me closer. With a swift action my wrist is held tightly between his hands as he starts dragging me back towards the car.

I quickly try to pull my wrist back but I am to weak as I whine. “Harry stop, I don’t want too!” He ignores me as he quickly opens the back door allowing me to get it in. I let out a tired groan and plop down on the seat while starring at my pink fingernails. Harry gets in after me closing the door with a loud bang. I could feel his gaze on me but I do not dare to look back as I was too nervous and worried. I don’t know if I’m ready to do anything with him. Fuck what if I do something wrong!

I quickly snap my head to his direction when I hear a low chuckle escape his lips. “Ha ha, you’re so awkward Bea, that’s not the way to start it…” I give him a glare and he puts his hands up in defense playfully. I was in no mood to be told how awkward I am.

“Come here.” His playful smirk now replaced with one full of hunger and lust. I slowly shuffle to him and plump down on his lap. Fuck I hope he can’t sense my nervousness.

He starts to trace his big hands up and down my curves as he whispers passionately in my ear. “Baby you’re so tense, loosen up for me.” He quickly pinches my side in attempt to lighten up the mood. Fuck! I jump by the actions causing me to bounce against his crotch forcefully. Harry lets a low grunt escape his lips clearly not expecting my sudden actions.

“Fuck! Harry I’m so sorry I’m just really ticklish!” I quickly blurt out hoping not weird him out. Fuck, fuck, fuck! Bea why do you have to be so awkward in these situations? He slowly brings his head to my shoulder and rests against it, lightly inhaling my perfume.

“That was fucking hot Bea, don’t worry.” He says while grabbing my chin so I face him. I give him a big smile and examine his beautiful sparkling green eyes.
“Harry you have really gorgeous eyes.” I state while looking at his dimples now smiling from my comment. He slowly leans in while cupping my cheek with his big hand. Butterflies flutter through my stomach as he presses his soft plump lips against mine while pushing more into me. Within a swift movement he grabs my lower thigh and flips my leg over his lap to a position that I am straddling him. The position causes me to blush by his rough actions. Harry quickly gives my ass a tight squeeze before firmly gripping it.
I gasp as he moves it up and down over his crotch as if I were riding him. Oh my gosh we are having dry sex! Right?

Suddenly a loud moan escapes my mouth as the friction of my thin leggings rubs roughly against his now big hard on. The pleasure felt so good! I quickly grab his curls, as I knew he loved it and started to kiss his neck gently slowly creating a little trail.

“BEEEPPPP!” Both Harry and me jolt up to the annoying familiar noise, this time it being my cellphone.

He lets out an inhumanly groan as I let go of our embrace and start searching for my phone in my purse. “Who the fuck is that!” He rudely says while letting out a sigh.

“It’s Casper…I need to answer Harry.” I laugh while staring down at the name on my screen shining bright. Harry aggressively grabs my arm while attempting to pull the phone from my hand.

“Fuck, don’t answer! She clearly knows you’re safe with me.” He boldly says while giving me the ‘pissed off’ look. That kid really wants it.

I ignore his words and start to redial her number. I jump as Harry grabs my wrist very tightly and grabs the small object from my hand while putting it on silent.

“Harry!” I whine as I attempt to retreat my phone back but fail as he extends his arm far out above my head.

He looks me deeply into my eyes with a look of annoyance. “No more calls.” And with that he tosses the phone over his shoulder, somewhere into his trunk.

I was stuck in a car with a very hungry Harry yet he wasn’t hungry for food, but for me.

Notes

HELLO EVERYONE!
So I'm in Europe now! I just wanna saz that this is mz favorite chapter I have ever written so far because the dialog lol! Harry and Bea were getting prettz steamy there!!!! Anyways I hope you guys enjoy this chapter!!!
Thank you and love you btw it is really hard typing a completely different keyoard from Europe...

-Michaela