Irresistible Jerk
I Was Out Of My Own Control
Louis' POV
Oh shit, what have I done. I broke the love of my life and now it's gonna be really hard to fix her. I saw her go to her friend so i got in my car and sort of followed them until I knew where she was. I drove back to my house to take off the suit and come back in something I always wear. Not too fancy not too sloppy. Anyway, I got in my car and started driving. I nearly broke into tears on the way there. Once i made it to the house i knocked on the door until someone answered.
Diana's friend opened the door.
"Is Diana here?" I asked.
"No, she's not, and even if she was she wouldn't wanna see you." She said it in a very angered tone.
"She's here isn't she?" I asked.
"Fine." It took her a while to answer, but i knew that Diana was there. She went to the room diana was in before i could get there. I came to the room and saw Diana in her friend's bed.
"There she is, but as you can see she's asleep and you wouldn't want to bother her would you?"
"So why'd you come in here?"
"Um, to see if she was awake." She stuttered.
"Just step aside." I pushed her out of the way and she knew she couldn't fight back anymore so she went to some other part of the house. I went inside and sat on the bed.
"I know you can hear me. Look, I'm sorry, I was out of my own control. I still love you, more than you can think." I was about to kiss her forehead but I stopped. I got up and left the house an went back to mine. I felt so bad. I opened the drawer and saw her blades. I didn't know whether to flush them or keep them there.
Diana's POV
Once he left i got up to get my blades. When i got to my jacket i realized that i gave my blades to Louis. Those blades lasted 8 years. I cannot get new ones. The ones i have are dull so they give just the right amount of pain. I didn't know whether i was going to go to Louis just for my blades or just get new ones. I decided after a while to go to Louis' house. I drive my self there and i knocked on the door.
When Louis opened the door i saw the expression on his face. He looked very surprised to see me.
"Don't act like I'm here to take you back, I'm here for my blades."
"Just for the blades?"
"Where are they?" I asked.
"I'm sorry i can't tell you that."
"And why not?"
"Because I hate to see you broken, I don't wanna be the reason for your scars."
"Well, you're gonna be. Now where are the blades?"
"I can't."
"If you really loved me you would tell me where they are."
"They're in the drawer next to the bed." I went to get the blades and put them in my pocket.
"Wait!"
"What." I turned around. Right when i thought i was gonna face Louis, he crushed his lips onto mine. I started to kiss back and it turned into a passionate kiss. I was the first to pull away.
"What the hell Louis!"
"You kissed back."
"Why did you kiss me?!"
"To show you how much I love you." I smiled and kissed him back. He broke the kiss and started stroking my cuts.
"I need you to stop destroying yourself. I still think you're beautiful, but i can't stand to see you suffering.
"And there's something else I need to tell you. That girl, she was."
"Who was she?"
"She was my ex and some things kind of, got- heated."
"What?"
"I'm sorry, again, but you know i couldn't control myself."
"Are you telling me you nearly fucked your ex!?" Tears started to form.
"Look, Diana, I couldn't do anything!"
"What was her name?"
"Adriana. Why?"
"No reason, i just wanted to know that bitch's name."
"So-"
"Oh I'm not forgiving you."
"Diana-"
"No, I can't even trust you anymore." I left the house got in my friend's car that i borrowed and drove to her house again. I can't believe he took his ex-girlfriend's virginity.
Oh shit, what have I done. I broke the love of my life and now it's gonna be really hard to fix her. I saw her go to her friend so i got in my car and sort of followed them until I knew where she was. I drove back to my house to take off the suit and come back in something I always wear. Not too fancy not too sloppy. Anyway, I got in my car and started driving. I nearly broke into tears on the way there. Once i made it to the house i knocked on the door until someone answered.
Diana's friend opened the door.
"Is Diana here?" I asked.
"No, she's not, and even if she was she wouldn't wanna see you." She said it in a very angered tone.
"She's here isn't she?" I asked.
"Fine." It took her a while to answer, but i knew that Diana was there. She went to the room diana was in before i could get there. I came to the room and saw Diana in her friend's bed.
"There she is, but as you can see she's asleep and you wouldn't want to bother her would you?"
"So why'd you come in here?"
"Um, to see if she was awake." She stuttered.
"Just step aside." I pushed her out of the way and she knew she couldn't fight back anymore so she went to some other part of the house. I went inside and sat on the bed.
"I know you can hear me. Look, I'm sorry, I was out of my own control. I still love you, more than you can think." I was about to kiss her forehead but I stopped. I got up and left the house an went back to mine. I felt so bad. I opened the drawer and saw her blades. I didn't know whether to flush them or keep them there.
Diana's POV
Once he left i got up to get my blades. When i got to my jacket i realized that i gave my blades to Louis. Those blades lasted 8 years. I cannot get new ones. The ones i have are dull so they give just the right amount of pain. I didn't know whether i was going to go to Louis just for my blades or just get new ones. I decided after a while to go to Louis' house. I drive my self there and i knocked on the door.
When Louis opened the door i saw the expression on his face. He looked very surprised to see me.
"Don't act like I'm here to take you back, I'm here for my blades."
"Just for the blades?"
"Where are they?" I asked.
"I'm sorry i can't tell you that."
"And why not?"
"Because I hate to see you broken, I don't wanna be the reason for your scars."
"Well, you're gonna be. Now where are the blades?"
"I can't."
"If you really loved me you would tell me where they are."
"They're in the drawer next to the bed." I went to get the blades and put them in my pocket.
"Wait!"
"What." I turned around. Right when i thought i was gonna face Louis, he crushed his lips onto mine. I started to kiss back and it turned into a passionate kiss. I was the first to pull away.
"What the hell Louis!"
"You kissed back."
"Why did you kiss me?!"
"To show you how much I love you." I smiled and kissed him back. He broke the kiss and started stroking my cuts.
"I need you to stop destroying yourself. I still think you're beautiful, but i can't stand to see you suffering.
"And there's something else I need to tell you. That girl, she was."
"Who was she?"
"She was my ex and some things kind of, got- heated."
"What?"
"I'm sorry, again, but you know i couldn't control myself."
"Are you telling me you nearly fucked your ex!?" Tears started to form.
"Look, Diana, I couldn't do anything!"
"What was her name?"
"Adriana. Why?"
"No reason, i just wanted to know that bitch's name."
"So-"
"Oh I'm not forgiving you."
"Diana-"
"No, I can't even trust you anymore." I left the house got in my friend's car that i borrowed and drove to her house again. I can't believe he took his ex-girlfriend's virginity.
Notes
I've gone with the ship name 'Louana' by @Love_A I thought it was really clever.
Should i start adding gifs to make it easier to visualize?
Adriana: 
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he's so cute <3
Just saying, in the current chapter I did not know who was talking when.
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