Safe heaven

Harry's P.O.V.

It's been about four days since our argument. And to be honest I know I was over reacting. Eleanor had told me earlier today that nothing went on that night, just a couple of drunk guys coming up to them and flirting with them. She told me not to be over protected, and just to have fun and enjoy this time.

I guess she was right. I can't have Erica mad at me on tour. It would ruin this relationship, and I really don't want that to happen then the paps would be right. We couldn't work.

I haven't really had a decent conversation with Erica the past four days. She doesn't even let me kiss her. I think she is questioning this whole thing. She hasn't tried to talk to me for about two days. I think she's over it.

"Come on mate we are going to be late!" Louis says pulling me from my thoughts. That's another thing Erica has been avoiding me the past couple days. She sends one of the boys to come get me for everything.

"Alright I'm coming!" I say following Louis out of the room.

"Where's Erica?" I ask as I see the others waiting for us by the elevator.

"She went somewhere with Lou and Lux." Louis says as we pack into the elevator. I nod as we make out way to yet another interview.

Even though we have a couple days without a show we are still crazy busy with interviews and things for the movie.

Erica's P.O.V.

"That's just the way Harry is. He gets jealous very easily." Lou says taking a bite of her salad as we sit at Nandos for lunch.

"Why?" I say pushing my food around with my fork. Me and Harry haven't really talked since we had this little argument. I mean I thought we had gotten over it until just a couple days ago he got mad at me because I went with Paul to grab a coffee while they were at their rehearsal.

"I don't really know, He's been like that since I met him, I know sometimes he can get quite the temper. But he has gotten that under control." I nod as we continue eating and talking about random things.




"Well thanks Lou for lunch and everything." I says as we walk out of the little cafe. Lux passed out on Lou's shoulder.

"Anytime, and I'll talk to Harry about this." She says with a reassuring smile.

We make our way back to the hotel and Lou heads to her room with lux and I head back to mine. The boys are still gone and I decide just to take a nap to get my mind off things.

Harry's P.O.V.

We just finished our last interview for the day and I'm passed exhausted. The boys asked me if I wanted
to grab something to eat with them and I declined. To be honest I just want to go back to the hotel room and be with Erica. I've been talking to Lou all afternoon and she's really knocked some sense into me. I was over reacting and acting like a dick.

I stop at a random pizza shop and grab a large pizza and make my way back to the hotel. Best way to a girls heart is with food. It's one of the many things I have learned living with Gemma.

I walk down the hall to our room and dig in my pocket with my free hand until I find my room key. I slowly slide it in and open the slowly, as soon as I step into the room I can tell Erica is asleep because the all the lights are out. I close the door gently and then set the pizza on the table.

I creep over to the bed and take in the sight. I watch as Her chest rise and fall evenly. I crawl in the bed next to her and wrap my arms around and pull her close so that her head is to my chest.

I watch as her eyelashes flutter open reveling her deep ocean blue eyes.

"Hi" she breaths out.

"Hey" I return, she looks away from my gaze.

"Erica, I just want to apologize for the way I've been acting. I've been nothing but a dick and I'm so sorry."
I say pulling at her chin lifting it so I can look in her eyes.

She didn't say anything for a couple minutes, but she also didn't move out of my arms which was a good sign. I guess.

"Harry it's fine." She finally spoke up.

"I just feel so bad." I feel a couple tears start to well in my eyes. Every time I get close to someone I start to push them away or be way over protective.

"Harry it's fine but your going to have to learn to trust me."

"I know, I'm just scared."

"Of what Harry?" She said looking right into my eyes.

"Losing you..." I half whisper.

"Harry I promised you that I wouldn't leave you without talking to about it. Remember?" I nod remembering the night clearly.

"I don't break my promises." She said placing a small kiss to my lips.

"Good" I say before reattaching my lips to hers. I felt her smile against my lips which caused me to smile.
I've missed this, this feeling of safety. She keeps me sane.

She pulls away.

"Do I smell pizza?!" She asks with a huge grin.

"Yes yes you do." I say with a chuckle as she jumps up and runs toward the food.

The rest of the night we just laid around watching films and eating pizza. It was pretty nice to be back to normal. It felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders.

Notes

Sorry it's been 18 years since I updated! School has been crazy, we just had our prom last night and it was a blast! Well here's a little update for today! And another one for sure tomorrow! Please forgive me.

~H