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How can I love you if I hate you

♡His an asshole♡

Kady's POV
The past days have been well great. I have not felt any desire to take any types of drugs and I have been eating as I used to before. And if you want to know yes Harry has been helping me get to be myself as I used to be. He has helped a lot, he makes me laugh and smile. I am very thankful to him for that. Somehow it gives me enough strength to get up each day. Liam came by yesterday to see how I was and we talked for hours. His such a nice lovely guy, Sophia is a very lucky girl to have him by her side. Liam is a very caring person, I can trust him with anything he is like the only person that I can still talk about Patrick. He has encouraged me to go to the cemetery where they buried him but I can't go not yet. I'm still not fully recovered from this pain that I have suffered.
I feel like if I go I will start yelling at his gravestone for leaving me and not telling me about his disease. I know its rude but I still don't understand why he never told me anything that he was dieing. Not even a goodbye letter a last message,skpe,call nothing. But to that girl Annabelle he trusted her and told her everything but not me. That pain in my heart is the one that hurts the most its like stabs you everytime I think about it. But even though all my suffering,pain, and heartbreak I still love him. I love him just like I did before. I miss him, so much that its killing me from the inside. But I have to keep moving on but how. How can you move on when all my questions haven't been answered.
I wiped my tears off and decided to get out of my bed and go to work. Haven't been there since almost a month. I wonder if I still even have a job. I went to the bathroom to take a shower after that I quickly changed clothes.
Harry's POV
"Baby c'mon I know you want to do it." Kendall said getting on top of me and sucking my neck she was going up to my soft spot which was behind my ear. Gosh that girl knew what I liked, gotta be honest it kinda turned me on.
"Kendall just stop." I said grabbing her from her waist. She had only a big t-shirt that was actually mine.
"Harry but you like this. You always have." She said looking shocked.
"Yeah but-" she interrupted by saying "But nothing" she took her shirt off to reveal her naked body.
I just layed there removing my hands from her waist admiring her naked body. Gosh I really wanted her right now. Fuck Kendall knows how to get me to do this. I then started to think how I had to get to work we were rehearsing before the big World tour starts which will be soon.
"Babe I have to get to work." I said as I tripped getting out of bed. Kendall went flying towards the other side of the bed. I locked the door of the bathroom and I could hear her curse me out. Gosh she was so annoying sometimes.
When I walked out I saw her ready, but where was she going. "Where you going" I asked as she just ignored me. She's giving me the silent treatment just great I really don't care she can have it her own way at the end she's always the one coming back to me. I grabbed the keys of my car and left my house.
Kady's POV
I stepped out of the elevator and everyone either dropped what they were doing or just froze. I quickly walked away when many people stared at me I get nervous my palms started to sweat and I felt like an idiot because I couldn't walk well.
"Good morning Miss Kady." Paul said greeting me he still looked shocked that I was there.
"Morning Paul where's the guys and Lou?"
"There in the dressing room there having an outfit change."
"Paul do I still have my job?"
"If you mean has anyone else came and replaced you. Nope not yet to be more exact."
"Thanks" I said as I walked the hallway to the dressing room. Oh thanks Jesus nobody have came yet and taken my spot. Even though they give me hell I really like this job. And I think this is the only thing I have left to do I mean I haven't gone to college and I think Ima just drop out. I see no meaning no more.
I walked in to see half of the guys without shirts on and talking to Lou all at the same time. Lou kept putting her hands in the air like for them to back off and calm down.
"Can I come in?" I asked leaning on the door. All their faces turned to some of them were shocked. Harry and Liam were smiling. Lou walked to me I was kinda scared she looked annoyed and pissed.
"KADY!........ its so great to see you back I have I mean we have missed you so much. Are you better now sweetheart?" Lou said hugging me. She gave me a warm welcome.
"yes I mean a little better but I wanted to come back.
"I know I can see now can you please help me out because they are killing me. Take Niall, Harry, and Zayn I have to work with Liam and Louis since they thought it would be funny to mix there clothes together." she said as Louis and Liam both laughed. I left the room to go to the next door dressing room. I turned around to see Niall coming up to me and giving a hug wow thats weird.
"great to see you Kady." he said pulling away. I then saw Harry coming up to me and putting me up. He gave me a spin which made me laugh.
"I've missed you so much." he said putting me down.
"I saw you yesterday."
"I know but still."
"Anyways put a damn shirt on."
"you like this don't you?"
"psh you wished" I told him as he went to look for a shirt.
I turned around to see,Liam,Louis, and Niall with there mouth dropped open.
"so what is going on?" Louis said as he broke the silence.
"yeah what was all that about?" Liam said.
"you didn't even call him asshole or say I hate you" Niall said.
"well we left that behind right Kady." Harry said as he walked next to me.
"right" I said as they still looked shocked and confused.
"LIAM! LOUIS! GET IN HERE!" Lou yelled as they left.
Niall came up to where me and Harry were we were all talking until I noticed Zayn staring at me. But not that kind of staring no the I want to kill you stare.
"So lets get you outfits ready" I said as I walked to the closet.
"big deal that this bitch came back. Why the fuck did you have to com? You should have died like your-" he got cut off by Harry.
"shut the fuck up don't you dare say those things to Kady or I will forget your a brother to me and beat the shit out of you." Harry said grabbing him by the collar. Zayn walked out of there giving me a dirty look.
I felt tears trying to come out but then I felt someone holding me.
"There there Kady don't cry. Zayn's an asshole who likes to make people feel bad." Harry said as he was hugging me tight.
"I don't see him being an asshole to you guys only to me." I said as he said "oh". But it was true Zayn was never an asshole to no one only to me. When a lady from management started to scream in his face he just looked down and didn't explode like he does with me. By the way, that day he threw corn oil all over me so that he could cool down.
"Look Kady I promise you that after this incident Zayn will finally leave you alone." Harry said putting his hands on my face.
"How I'm like his punchbag."
"Not anymore I will always protect you from him."
"And me too!" Niall said as he interrupted. I forgot that Blondie was still in here. I laughed as Niall came and said "group hug!" as we all hugged. Our group hug was broken by the sound of an annoying voice and the devil standing next to it.
"Whata hell is going on?" Kendall said as Zayn stood next to her.

Notes

I know it took forever I'm sorry I been super lazy and I kept doing my homework all late and stuff. But spring break is coming soon like next week so I'll update as much as I can. I'll try to update on Tuesday.
Anyways keep voting,rating,commenting, and subscribing to this story. ;)

Comments

update!!

Teresa Horan Teresa Horan
5/5/15

update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Update soon. Hurry.

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sirenastyles sirenastyles
6/19/14

Keep writing please