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How can I love you if I hate you

♡That Day♡

Harry's POV
The trip to Sweden got extended for another week. We are gonna go to the studio to keep recording music. Kady hasn't talked to me she's been very home sick this past week. She's been crying at times and is on her laptop with her boyfriend all the time. How things are she will never accept me. But Niall said not to give up and to keep insisting that sooner or later she will fall for my charm. Niall went to a flower store near here to go get me some flowers so I can give them to her. I don't know but I feel like today will be a good day that finally something between me and Kady could happen.
"Oh here you are here's you order." Niall said as he handed me a box. I opened it to see some roses inside.
"Niall I told you specifically that they were supposed to be red roses not white ones." I said picking one up from the ones inside the box.
"Sorry mate I forgot but somewhere I heard that girls like white ones better." Niall said as he started to eat a bag of chips.
"Well if you know who doesn't like it, it will be your fault."
"Anyways what time will you go do this?"
"Later when she's about to go back to the hotel."
"I don't know why your even doing this I mean Harry you have a girlfriend who is way hotter than Kady will ever be." Zayn said interrupting mine and Niall's conversation.
"Well if you think Kendall is way hotter than you can have her Zayn."
"Are you stupid, look Harry stop acting like an idiot for a bitch that we all know you just want to take to bed. She has a boyfriend let them live there fucking life together." Zayn said trying to get an apple but I didn't let him.
"Don't call her a bitch and I don't only want to take her to bed. Oh and her fucking boyfriend I bet he's cheating on her right now with someone else." I said in a serious tone.
"Just like your cheating on your girlfriend with someone else?" Zayn said as Niall laughed.
"Im not cheating on Kendall, if something works out with Kady then I'll break up with her its not like I'll break her heart or anything." I said as I grabbed an apple and took a bite of it.
"Well then good luck bro." Zayn said giving me a pat on my back. And Niall helped me close the box where the roses are.
I made my way to the dressing room that was in this place that was almost like a house than a studio. We were going to take a photo shoot later on. We I got inside I saw Kady on her phone she looked sad. I placed the box on the table next to the couch. I sat next to her.
"What do you want Styles?" She said as she got off her phone to look at me.
"Just wanted to know how you were lately you've been homesick."
"I'm not used to being away from home this long."
"Well then your gonna have to get used to it because when the tour starts we will be all over the world."
"I know which means I will have to be farther away from Patrick." She said as she looked down she looked like she wanted to cry.
"Hey whats wrong, you okay." I said as I rubbed her back.
"Why do you care Styles the only thing you've ever done to me is ruin my life and make fun of me every time." She said as she wanted to get up but I holded her back.
"Kady please don't go I promise that I won't hurt you anymore, look I was stupid before and very childish. I came to realize that you are a very nice person and I-I w..w-want to be your friend." I said as she looked shocked at what I said.
"Wow this is very weird my archenemy wants to be my friend. Well anyways I haven't talked to Patrick since days and we have been texting and calling and video chatting, etc. All the time and I'm worried that maybe he might be cheating on me." I felt a joy inside of me. If he is then that means I can actually have a chance with Kady oh please do.
"Oh thats very bad." I said trying to make her believe I actually cared about Patrick and her relationship. I pulled her close to me and hugged her. What was great was that she didn't pull awayfrom me. We were like that for sometime until I remembered about the flowers.
"Oh Kady I have something for you I hope this makes you better." I said as I got the box and opened them. I saw her reaction it was very nice she was smiling and she started to pick the roses up.
"There beautiful but why would you give me this?" She asked confused.
"Because I want to prove to you that I'm not the old fucked up Harry that was very mean to you. I want to be your friend." I said moving closer to her. She was still smiling gosh I wanted to kiss those lips again. I leaning more closer until I heard the door open.
"Hi baby I've missed you." I heard and when I turned to look straight it was Kendall, Great she just ruined everything. She was coming straight to me.
"Oh what's this roses for me baby aww you shouldn't have." She said grabbing them from Kady's hand and then kissing me.
"Actually there n-" She interrupted by saying "Baby your the best I love you so much probably there will be a surprise for you tonight." She said as she left, Kady also got up and gave me an eye she also left.
Just Great everything was going great with Kady until Kendall decided to show up I bet Kady thinks this was one of my plans to make her feel bad but it wasn't.
Kady's POV
I can't fucking believe I actually believed him. Harry everything he said about being sorry I actually fell for another of his traps. I so stupid but that won't happen again ever again. Lately I've been feeling down. I don't know why something in my heart is telling me that something is wrong. I have been keeping this to myself because I feel like I can't trust no one. Patrick hasn't called me or texted or skped nothing and I'm scared that something is going on in London. Maybe he is cheating on me or I don't know.
"Ey bitch get the fuck out here they need you by the pool." I heard a voice say behind me and I knew it was Zayn.
"Go Now!" I said I really hated him he kept giving me this death stares, like what did I do to him. I left the kitchen room to open the door to come outside. The guys were having a photo shoot by the pool and some other in some room that they decorated. I saw Louis waving his hand so I would go to him. As I walking to him, I felt the breeze of the air, it was very cold outside I didn't even know how the guys would take pictures with this kind of weather that looked like it was going to snow. I wasn't looking when I felt a sudden push, I tried to balance but failed at it. I felt a hit right when I fell into the pool. The water was freezing inside of there. I hit myself inside the pool with my back. I was swimming to the top. When I was trying to find a way to get out, I saw Louis,Zayn, and Kendall laughing. That stupid bitch was the one who pushed me she was standing where I was walking.
"I'm sorry I didn't see you." She said fake apologizing. I felt the wind and that was making me freeze. When I got out I tried to go back inside but Harry was me.
"What happened? Here let me take you to-" I cut him off "No leave me alone, ugh I hate you and your stupid girlfriend." I said as tears came out of my eyes.
It was like being in high school all over again, people making fun of me and going all kinds of things to me. Why the hel does this have to happen to me. I was so cold and trying to find the washing room. The people inside just saw me and didn't even say anything just gave me a sad look just like all the kids would before feeling bad for me but never did anything about it.
I kept walking faster wiping my tears off when I felt someone grab my arm.
"Kady what happened are you okay?" Liam said as he looked worried. I don't know why but I hugged him and cried on him. Out of everyone he was the only one who didn't treat like a piece of shit. And he now stands up for me. I felt something for him something special. It wasn't liking him like that no not at all. It was like a I liked him as a friend.
"Oh Kady I'm so sorry you, here let me take you to the wash room." He said as he we walked together. He opened the door and turned on the heater, he went to look for some clothes because usually Lou or another assistant leave some pair of girl clothes for just in case.
"Hey is this okay for you?" He asked showing me a pair of clothes.
"Yeah."
"Okay go get changed and then come back with that wet clothes." I nodded and went to the bathroom and quickly changed. When I came out I saw him putting the clothes in the washing machine.
"Thank you." I said that almost was like a whisper. I sat on a couch that was in that room too. Liam came and sat with me.
"I'm very sorry you had to hear about it and then that stupid bitch of Kendall had to come and push you." Liam said breaking the silence.
"She's such a bitch and Harry is an asshole his always been one and he will never change. I can't believe I actually thought he wanted to be my friend." I said as Liam looked confused.
"Kady I wasn't talking about that. I was talking ab-" He stopped and stayed quiet.
"What were you talking about then?" I said as he just looked at his shoes.
"Liam answer me whats going on?"
"This isn't the best place to talk about it?" Liam said as I was getting mad.
"What is going on?"
"Kady I-I d...do-don't know how to say this?"
"Say what tell me what you have to tell me I don't think its that bad."
"Kady please try to stay calm. Today someone from London was calling I answered the phone and they said they needed to talk to you but I told them you were working. Then they said if I was a person close to you and I said yes. They told me...." Liam paused and he looked down at his shoes again.
"Liam they told you what?" I said.
"Kady I'm so sorry but Pat-Patrick."
"What happened to Patrick?"
"He um...... h-he he his dead." I felt my heart shatter. I immediately started to cry, this couldn't be happening.
"Your lying your just like the rest of them who just try to make me feel bad. Do you think its funny to say those things because there not."
"Kady I wouldn't play with something like this." He said as he looked sad. I cried on his arm. This is the worst pain ever feeling that your life is over. How can I ever get over this. The guy I loved with all my heart the one who protected me from everything is now gone, and his gone forever.
"I have to leave back to London." I said as I wiped my tears and tried to get up, how will I keep living?

Notes

Okay so this is where the story has its saddest parts. Kady will go through some mass depression. Sorry I haven't updated I had Midterms this week and lets just say I think I'm failing my class now xc.
Anyways keep voting,subscribing,rating, and commenting.
Hope you guys are excited for the next chapter which will be Kady going back.

Comments

update!!

Teresa Horan Teresa Horan
5/5/15

update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Update soon. Hurry.

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sirenastyles sirenastyles
6/19/14

Keep writing please