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How can I love you if I hate you

♡Jealousy in the air♡

Harry's POV
"Hey guys" I said as I opened the door and only saw Niall and Liam there sitting in the couch. They both got up to hug me because it has been a week that we had off without seeing each other.
"Hey mate its been forever" Niall said as Liam and I both laughed.
"So how was it for you this week?" Liam said as well all sat in the couch.
"Umm fine I guess Kendall let me fuck her all week." I said smiling.
"oh my gosh what do you see in her Harry?" Liam said as he gave me a disgusted look.
"I see in her a girl that I can use whenever I want to get some." I said smiling and laughing but Liam didn't find it funny.
"Okay if anybody needs me I will be in the kitchen trying to forget what Harry said." Liam said as he got up and left the room.
"So now that Liam is gone are you gonna tell me how it was to be a whole week without seeing KADY!" Niall yelled her name in the end which made me get a little mad.
"Shut up and don't scream her name that loud don't you see she might be coming or is here."
"Sorry bro"
"Its cool anyways its been like whatever I haven't even thought of her at all until right now that you brought her up." I said
"So does that mean you don't like her no more?"
"I never liked that bitch! I-I ju-just wanted to sleep with her thats all" I said as I nodded my head but that stupid feeling came back. What the fuck I thought I was done with her.
"Sure you did Harry, Thats why you would sent me to spy on her and also make me ask her those questions. I bet when you see her you will be all happy and trying to mess around with her again."
"Nope I'm not I finally came to a conclusion that I really like Kendall." I said as something inside of me was telling me that I didn.t
"Ha Okay Harry sure, I'll see you later ima go to the kitchen to get something to eat." Niall said as he also left. Niall can say anything he wants I don't fucking like her.

*Hours Later*
"Alright boys take five" Paul said as we all sat down to drink some water.
"Bro have you seen Kady" Louis asked to all of us.
"Yeah she probably got banged." Niall said laughing.
"It was probably her first time." Liam commented as I was confused.
"What are you guys talking about?" I asked
"You haven't seen her?" Liam asked
"Harry she got fucked probably by someone because she's walking weird." Louis said
"Harry you should have told me she was a virgin since you know her. I would have made her feel better than whoever made her feel like that." Louis said as I got mad at what he said.I got up and left to look for her. I heard Liam and Niall run after me yelling my name but I wasn't gonna go back I had to see her and see if this was true.
I finally found her in the dressing room packing some clothes. I went up to her and she looked up.
"Walk her up and walk" I said as I grabbed her arm and took her to the hallway.
"Let me go your hurting me." I didn't even feel when I was grabbing her that hard.
"oh sorry anyways walk it." I ordered her as she gave me a confused face.
"Why?" she asked
"Just walk it you will see" I said as she started to walk "Walk faster infront of me." I said as I saw her walking weird. Fuck the guys were right she slept with Patrick whata fuck. I felt so mad,angry and jealous. Kady why? He is going to break her heart now and leave her. I told my self.
"So how was it?" I asked in a almost yelling tone.
"how was what?" She asked as I got more angry.
"Don't act stupid with me! I'm talking about you sleeping with Patrick.Thats why your walking all werid and shit." I told her as I could see she was getting angry too.
"Why the fuck do you care its not your business what I do with who I do it or why I do it. Do I ask you why do you fuck Kendall all the time?"
"Your a fucking slut" I don't know how those words came out of my mouth I tried to take it back but Kady slapped me very and left to the dressing room she looked very angry.
"Kady stop"
"Please I'm sorry I didn't mean that."
"See you in Sweden asshole." She said locking the door of the dressing room and not opening it.
"Mate whata hell are you doing here we have to keep rehearsing." Louis said
"Oh yeah right."I said walking back to the rehearsing studio.
"I'm sorry I expressed myself that way about Kady I didn't know you liked her." Louis said as I thought about it. Yeah maybe I do like her thats why I got all mad.
"Its cool mate."
"So was it you who slept wit her?"
"Na it was her boyfriend."
"Oh damn bro sorry for that now how are you going to get to her?"
"I don't know she doesn't even want to talk to me." I said sad tone. Louis just gave me a pat in the back and we went back to keep rehearsing.
*next morning*
"Where the hell is Zayn?" Lou said as we were in the airport waiting for departing. We were going to go in a private jet since Lou and Kady and some other assistants would go too.
I haven't seen her yet I really wanted to tell her how sorry I was about calling her slut. I was walking to the escalators when I saw her. She was with him kissing, man I hated that. What made matters worse was that they didn't stop. I got on one of the escalators that went done to stop them. Something in me told me I had too.
"Kady I think that's enough because the airplane about to depart in minutes." I said as they let go and were looking at me like they wanted to kill me. I finally saw Patrick he looked the same just more buffer. But I can still beat him up like I used to do before.
"Bye babe Ima miss you I love you call me." He told her as I rolled my eyes at him. I know his doing that on purpose.
"I love you too and I will don't worry." Kady told him as they both kissed again. I turned around why does Kady love him? Why can't she give me a chance I think I can make her life better than Patrick will ever can. And yes if you want to know I am jealous ,I feel like punching him but that would make Kady hate me more. I swear I bet that this guy will cheat on her now that she will be away he looks like that type.
"I hate to interrupt again but we have to go." I said as Patrick gave me a look like "if you don't shut up I will knock you out."
"Take care babe." He said as Kady left she gave me a little push and got on the escalators. We then just stared at each other mad dogging each other.
"If you dare touch her or do something to her I will kill you." Patrick said in an angry tone.
"Shut the fuck up I can always beat you up like I used to before."
"I'm not afraid of you anymore."
"Well you should be because now not only can I fuck you up but also steal your girl too." I said as he tried to punch me but I got hold of his fist.
"Don't be so stupid don't you see that I'm Harry Styles and the security can come and kick you out." I said as he backed away.
"Don't worry Patrick I will take good care of Kady for you." I said as I left laughing he was screaming son of a bitch but I was already up and heading to the jet.
"Where the hell where you?" Niall said as they were all heading to the jet.
"Nothing just taking care of some business."
"Did you see Kady."
"Yeah where is she?"
"Oh she's in front with Lou and Liam."
"I need to talk her."
"Don't worry bro we will be in that Jet for almost 7 hours, we will also make a stop in Germany. You will have enough time to talk to her and do something else with her.
"If I can't even talk to her, how do you think I can do something else with her?" I said as he shrugged. We made our way to the to the jet and started to walk to the stairs up. When I got inside it look like this. Kady was sitting with next to Lou and I sat next to the guys.
Well I hope by the time we get to Sweden she talks to me.

*Skipping the whole flight*
"Kady do you want me to help you with your luggage?" I asked as she didn't respond.
"What the hell are you doing here go with the rest of the band I don't want the paparazzi's to take a picture of me with you." She said as I remembered that the fans are outside and the paps are probably inside the airport and are looking for us. I can't let them take a picture of me with Kady or even let the fans see me with her they will go crazy and will be very disrespectful to her and the paps will say that I'm cheating on Kendall.
I ran out of there looking for the rest of the guys. "Harry where the hell where you? Anyways now that all of you are here stay together because those girls with try to go all over you and not to say the paps. Alright we will start to walk." Paul said to all of us.
I got close to Paul to ask him "What about Kady and Lou?"
"Don't worry there's a security with them too." That made me feel a little better. I was walking with my luggage when I feel someone put there hand on my back.
"So what's all this that you like Kady?" Zayn said confused.
"Yeah I do like her and if you try to hit her or anything that you always do to her I will fuck you up."
"Damn Harry calm down anyways don't you have a girlfriend?"
"I'll explain everything to you later." I said as the door of the airport opened and all the fans were screaming and the paparazzi's were shooting there flash that made my eyes hurt.
Kady's POV
"When the guys are inside the car try to make it fast in there because the fans are very loud and the flash of the paps hurts your eyes." Lou said as we were walking behind the guys. We where still inside of the airport and you can hear the screaming very loud. When we got outside the screaming heard like if someone was screaming right in your ear. They were all screaming all the boys name. Flash of the cameras was everywhere Lou grabbed my hand so I wouldn't get lost. Girls where going so crazy the paps they were pushing the boys. They were also crying, one girl grabbed Harry's arm and tried to kiss him. Another girl was trying to take her shirt off to show Liam her boobs but Liam was telling her to put her shirt down. When they were finally inside the van I got in and Lou also got inside.
"So Kady how was it?" Liam said.
"It was very scary how can you live like this?" I asked Liam as Niall,Harry,Louis and Zayn laughed.
"We just do" Niall said. I didn't notice until we came to a stoplight that I was sitting next to Harry. Great he annoys me so much and not to say I hate him. I can't believe he called me a slut yesterday.
"Can I talk to you when we get to the hotel?" He whispered in my ear.
"We don't have to talk about anything." I said as he just looked at me and looked at his window.

Notes

Okay so the next two chapters will be intense so keep reading. :)

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