
Do you trust me?
So... Friends?
Jennifer's POV
"What took you so long? I've been waiting for you like an idiot for thirty minutes." Louis exclaimed as I sat in front of him of the table. I sighed and rubbed my temples. " Look I'm sorry I made you wait so long. Jeez... things just got... complicated." I told him passing my hand through my hair and pushing it back.
He leaned forward and cupped his hands together on the table. He also passed a hand through his hair and rubbed his neck. "What happened now?" He asked with a curious look. His eyes were narrowed and gave me his full attention. I sighed as I replayed the passed events that happened a while ago.
"JJ? Did you just curse me out?!" Liam asked me amusement in his voice. I still had my mouth covered up by my hands. I shook my head no with wide eyes. I was shocked at my own actions that I couldn't even speak. He just stared at me with narrowed eyes waiting for me to respond correctly. When I finally removed my hands I spoke.
"Liam I didn't mean to- I just got so mad that- What I said was just- I am so sorry Liam I- Please do not tell mum..." I couldn't form right sentences and stop my pathetic excuses to what I had said. But what worried me most is that he would tell our mum. God!!!! If he does I am so dead! She'll kill me once she finds out that I cursed out my own brother.
"Um... I'm going to go J... I'll text you later." Edward excused himself and I nodded my head as in 'ok'. He pecked my lips and said 'bye J'. It caught me off guard and I jumped just a tiny bit. Then he got his coat and went out of the house. I was still standing in front of Liam not knowing of what else to do. Then out of no where he started chuckling.
"Why are you laughing?!" I quickly asked him. He's probably planning an evil plan to tell on me. I mean why wouldn't he? He's my older brother and loves to mess around with me. I saw his lips tugging and a smirk appeared onto his face. He shook his head and chuckled a bit more before clearing his throat.
"JJ I'm not going to tell mum. In fact I'm going to celebrate! You want to know why? Because this is your first time cursing someone out! Yet alone cursing!" He chuckled more and brought me into a hug. Well this is confusing... " Wait a minute?!" I said onto his shoulder. He pulled out of the hug and narrowed his eyes at me confusingly. "What little sis?" I took a step back and brought my fingers to my temples. " Why aren't you going to tell mum?"
He sighed and rolled his eyes. "JJ if I told our mum that you cursed me out she would flip. She'd also give a whole long lecture about why you shouldn't be doing that. That would get you very annoyed and I can't let that happen because it's my job. So consider it an apology for almost killing your fuck buddy." I smiled as I started hugging him again. " Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you! You're the best brother ever! I- Wait what?!"
I slightly pushed him recalling that last three words he said to me. I scoffed and slapped his arm. "He isn't my fuck buddy Liam!" He laughed at my little slap and rubbed my head. I slapped his hand away and gave him an annoyed look. "Sure sis." He winked at me before going upstairs. I crossed my arms across my chest and mocked his last two words. Just as I was throwing my fuss I looked at my phone and saw that I was late for my meet up with Louis!
I mentally scolded myself and slapped my forehead. I grabbed my purse and my cars keys before dashing out of the house and into my car. Just mid-way through my car ride traffic began. I started to get nervous at the thought of Louis getting angry every second I'm not there right now. God I hope this traffic clears up fast.
I looked at him and smiled. "Nothing just brother trouble and some traffic. So tell me. What's this all about." I said trying to get away from the topic. He seemed a bit confused that I brought up another subject but he shrugged it off. " I wanted to apologize, love." He said leaning back onto his chair.
I shook my head and said okay. He looked at me and he smirked. " You looked beautiful in that dress by the way. Nice heels too." I looked at him and my cheeks flushed. Not because of the compliment but because of me knowing he checked me out. I sat up straighter and cleared my throat. " Thanks..." I mumbled looking at the floor. "So you were apologizing." I said trying to get back on that subject.
His smirk faded and seriousness took over instead. "Right, um, sorry. For ruining your date with Edward and fucking up like I did. I never meant to hurt you. I don't even do that. I'm usually more in control of my temper. I don't know what got into me but I lost it and I'm sorry." I shook my head staying silent. I revised his words at least two times before answering him.
"Look I accept your apology but honestly what is your problem. I don't want to offend you but can you just leave me alone? Stop trying to tell me what to do or getting so close to me. Whatever you want you're not going to get it. So do us both a favor and look for another fuck buddy because it won't be me." I looked at him dead in the eye before standing up getting ready to leave.
He got up and pulled on my elbow. He turned me around and I crashed into his chest. Quickly looking up I gave him a 'what the fuck' face. God I need to stop cursing. " I'm trying to be nice here babe. I was planning that this would go another way but obviously it didn't. I was going to ask you if it would be alright to be friends since we started off on the wrong foot. But you still think so low of me don't you babe? Well whatever people have told you I am they're wrong. Know one knows me better than my sister. And my sister barely knows me so well. So I suggest for you to stop judging a book by it's cover sweetie."
I was taken back at his words and he knew it. He let go of me and gave me one last glance before moving away from me. He exited the coffee place without another word. I started to feel guilty for saying what I told him. I was too harsh I guess. And I was in fact judging a book by it's cover. The way he looked did give me a bad vibe of him but it also added up to what people had told me about him.
I went home that day and thought about Louis and our little talk. I felt awful and seriously regretful. I hate feeling like that. I seriously do. Edward texted me and we decided that we were going to go out on a Sunday afternoon at the park and go eat dinner afterwards. Even though he managed to make me smile, the guilt I had stayed in the pit of stomach. So I decided to do what I thought was right. I was going to see Louis and accept his offer of starting again. I was willing to be his friend and know about him. It may seem stupid but the hell. Maybe I'll get to know more about him. But I'll still keep my limits at a high.
"What took you so long? I've been waiting for you like an idiot for thirty minutes." Louis exclaimed as I sat in front of him of the table. I sighed and rubbed my temples. " Look I'm sorry I made you wait so long. Jeez... things just got... complicated." I told him passing my hand through my hair and pushing it back.
He leaned forward and cupped his hands together on the table. He also passed a hand through his hair and rubbed his neck. "What happened now?" He asked with a curious look. His eyes were narrowed and gave me his full attention. I sighed as I replayed the passed events that happened a while ago.
"JJ? Did you just curse me out?!" Liam asked me amusement in his voice. I still had my mouth covered up by my hands. I shook my head no with wide eyes. I was shocked at my own actions that I couldn't even speak. He just stared at me with narrowed eyes waiting for me to respond correctly. When I finally removed my hands I spoke.
"Liam I didn't mean to- I just got so mad that- What I said was just- I am so sorry Liam I- Please do not tell mum..." I couldn't form right sentences and stop my pathetic excuses to what I had said. But what worried me most is that he would tell our mum. God!!!! If he does I am so dead! She'll kill me once she finds out that I cursed out my own brother.
"Um... I'm going to go J... I'll text you later." Edward excused himself and I nodded my head as in 'ok'. He pecked my lips and said 'bye J'. It caught me off guard and I jumped just a tiny bit. Then he got his coat and went out of the house. I was still standing in front of Liam not knowing of what else to do. Then out of no where he started chuckling.
"Why are you laughing?!" I quickly asked him. He's probably planning an evil plan to tell on me. I mean why wouldn't he? He's my older brother and loves to mess around with me. I saw his lips tugging and a smirk appeared onto his face. He shook his head and chuckled a bit more before clearing his throat.
"JJ I'm not going to tell mum. In fact I'm going to celebrate! You want to know why? Because this is your first time cursing someone out! Yet alone cursing!" He chuckled more and brought me into a hug. Well this is confusing... " Wait a minute?!" I said onto his shoulder. He pulled out of the hug and narrowed his eyes at me confusingly. "What little sis?" I took a step back and brought my fingers to my temples. " Why aren't you going to tell mum?"
He sighed and rolled his eyes. "JJ if I told our mum that you cursed me out she would flip. She'd also give a whole long lecture about why you shouldn't be doing that. That would get you very annoyed and I can't let that happen because it's my job. So consider it an apology for almost killing your fuck buddy." I smiled as I started hugging him again. " Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you! You're the best brother ever! I- Wait what?!"
I slightly pushed him recalling that last three words he said to me. I scoffed and slapped his arm. "He isn't my fuck buddy Liam!" He laughed at my little slap and rubbed my head. I slapped his hand away and gave him an annoyed look. "Sure sis." He winked at me before going upstairs. I crossed my arms across my chest and mocked his last two words. Just as I was throwing my fuss I looked at my phone and saw that I was late for my meet up with Louis!
I mentally scolded myself and slapped my forehead. I grabbed my purse and my cars keys before dashing out of the house and into my car. Just mid-way through my car ride traffic began. I started to get nervous at the thought of Louis getting angry every second I'm not there right now. God I hope this traffic clears up fast.
I looked at him and smiled. "Nothing just brother trouble and some traffic. So tell me. What's this all about." I said trying to get away from the topic. He seemed a bit confused that I brought up another subject but he shrugged it off. " I wanted to apologize, love." He said leaning back onto his chair.
I shook my head and said okay. He looked at me and he smirked. " You looked beautiful in that dress by the way. Nice heels too." I looked at him and my cheeks flushed. Not because of the compliment but because of me knowing he checked me out. I sat up straighter and cleared my throat. " Thanks..." I mumbled looking at the floor. "So you were apologizing." I said trying to get back on that subject.
His smirk faded and seriousness took over instead. "Right, um, sorry. For ruining your date with Edward and fucking up like I did. I never meant to hurt you. I don't even do that. I'm usually more in control of my temper. I don't know what got into me but I lost it and I'm sorry." I shook my head staying silent. I revised his words at least two times before answering him.
"Look I accept your apology but honestly what is your problem. I don't want to offend you but can you just leave me alone? Stop trying to tell me what to do or getting so close to me. Whatever you want you're not going to get it. So do us both a favor and look for another fuck buddy because it won't be me." I looked at him dead in the eye before standing up getting ready to leave.
He got up and pulled on my elbow. He turned me around and I crashed into his chest. Quickly looking up I gave him a 'what the fuck' face. God I need to stop cursing. " I'm trying to be nice here babe. I was planning that this would go another way but obviously it didn't. I was going to ask you if it would be alright to be friends since we started off on the wrong foot. But you still think so low of me don't you babe? Well whatever people have told you I am they're wrong. Know one knows me better than my sister. And my sister barely knows me so well. So I suggest for you to stop judging a book by it's cover sweetie."
I was taken back at his words and he knew it. He let go of me and gave me one last glance before moving away from me. He exited the coffee place without another word. I started to feel guilty for saying what I told him. I was too harsh I guess. And I was in fact judging a book by it's cover. The way he looked did give me a bad vibe of him but it also added up to what people had told me about him.
I went home that day and thought about Louis and our little talk. I felt awful and seriously regretful. I hate feeling like that. I seriously do. Edward texted me and we decided that we were going to go out on a Sunday afternoon at the park and go eat dinner afterwards. Even though he managed to make me smile, the guilt I had stayed in the pit of stomach. So I decided to do what I thought was right. I was going to see Louis and accept his offer of starting again. I was willing to be his friend and know about him. It may seem stupid but the hell. Maybe I'll get to know more about him. But I'll still keep my limits at a high.
Notes
Oh damnnnnnnn! Jennifer is going to be friends with Louis?! OMG! Lmfao well here's another chapter for you guys! Hope you enjoy it! Keep reading!!!! XOXO
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3/17/14