On The Cross

I hadn’t given Harry an answer about going on tour with him yet. He thinks I will give in and eventually say yes, but I’mnot sure, I mean common I have worked bloody hard to get to where I am now in my career, I couldn’t get away with taking several months out of it. I love Harry but I don’t want him to make me choose between him and my job…I know he isn’t, he will totally stand by me if I say I can’t go….but I really do want to go!

I was teaching a class tonight so I quickly jumped in the shower and changed. I tied my hair into a long pony tail, pulled on a tight black corset and a black tutu that only just covered my arse; I topped the look off with some knee high black heeled boots. I don’t normally dress like this for dance class but I asked the girls to come appropriately dressed for the routine we were doing tonight….we were dancing to EXPRESS from burlesque, hence the burlesque themed clothes. As I grabbed my car keys and gym back Louis walked out of Harry’s living room “holy fuck! You look hot tonight, got a secret guy?” Louis joked, I laughed as all the others came to see what the commotion was about “no I have a dance class…burlesque themed and pole dancing” I said, “can we come?” Niall asked excitedly as he looked me up and down, “no” I laughed as I left them standing open mouthed as I bent to pick up my things and left.

I pulled up to the studio; I was really looking forward to tonight as I was finally going to be using the poles I had installed. Waiting outside the studio were eight girls all dressed in sexy outfits and heeled boots. It was kind of funny; I could imagine the looks they got from passers-by whilst they were waiting for me. I definitely got some funny looks from the guys when I left Harry’s. “Wow you look great” Lisa said excitedly as she ran up to me, she was wearing a red tutu with a striped black and red lace corset, she looked hot! Tonight was not a beginner’s class, all the girls could dance and had been to my sessions before, the routine I had choreographed for tonight had some simple pole moves in but was a pretty sexy dance, the girls had never pole danced before so this could be interesting.

I performed the dance I intended the girls to execute, they all looked at me amazed when I had finished, “wow, that was really good! Surely we can’t do that?” one of the girls said. “Let’s try” I said as I turned up the music and broke the steps down for the girls to try, they picked it up really quickly. After a couple hours of full on practicing we were ready to try the choreography, I turned my camcorder on and set up the video, it’s good to look back at the performance to evaluate it. We took our places, with me at the front next to Lisa. When the music started we all quickly in sync completed the dance moves, after only a few hours practiced we all looked really good, you would have thought we had been practicing for days!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCfIZnJ_M5c (the dance)

I finally put the girls out of their misery and called it a night, they looked exhausted….well they can’t say that they didn’t get their money’s worth! Once everyone had left Lisa approached me excited “that was so much fun!” “Ye it was, and it looked really good, I’ll email everyone the video tonight” I said as I pulled on a knit sweater over my corset.


“Maybe I should go see Niall wearing this; do you think he’d like it?” Lisa laughed as she wiggled her bum suggestively; I laughed “he would love that!” “Well you should definitely go see Harry; you look damn sexy like that Holly, if I wasn’t into guys……” Lisa winked at me seductively; I laughed and elbowed her in the arm as I grabbed my stuff. “He wants me to go on tour with him” I said as I began to lock up, “oh my god, that’s great! How exciting I wish I could come” she said practically jumping up and down, ”I haven’t said yes yet”, “what? Why?” “I don’t know, I have worked really hard with the studio and it’s going really well, I don’t think I could afford to take so much time out, it would kill my business” I said, “oh come on babe, you’re in the media eye now even if you took a few months off from the studio there would always be girls who wanted to come dance with Harry Styles’ girlfriend” “exactly I don’t want that, I want them to come and dance with me because they think I’m good, not because I’m the girlfriend of a boyband member, surely you get that?” “Ye I do, it’s hard dating Niall, people want to get close to you so they can get close to them. But if you want to go on tour with them you totally should, your business would still be here when you got back” Lisa said, I suppose she is right.

I said goodbye to Lisa and drove to the store to fill my car up, I wasn’t really wearing much but I was only jumping out of the car for a few minutes. As I got out of the car and started to fill my car up I saw several flashes suddenly go off, after a few minutes it dawned on me….shit they were taking photos of me! I pulled my jumper down discretely to cover more of my legs…without me really noticing pulling my jumper down just ended up exposing more or my cleavage. I quickly paid for my petrol and drove off…maybe they didn’t get many pictures….maybe the pictures won’t be that bad.

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