On The Cross

I decided to pull my hair out of its previous ponytail, and brushed my hair to get rid of the knots. I suddenly felt Harry approach me, “you can take the butt plug out now……do you need help?” he asked, I wasn’t sure, “maybe” I said. Harry pulled me into his bathroom and locked the door, “take your jeans off and then jump up onto the counter” he said, I did what Harry asked. “spread your legs, tilt up a little bit”, Harry then grasped the base of the butt plug and gave it a gentle tug, he used his free hand to pull my cheeks apart slightly, removing it hurt a little as it was once again stretching my muscles, Harry was quick and it felt ok though. Harry used a warm flannel to wash the lube off of me. “Stay there, we have a few minutes” he said. He took the plug and washed it in the sink he then washed his hands and approached me, he licked his fingers to get them wet again and he plunged them into my core, as usual he curved them so he hit my g-spot. Within minutes of Harry fingering me I was already so close, “Harry I’m going to cum” I said, “do it, you’ve been a good girl, I want you to cum” he said, and with that I came hard and fast, Harry quickly washed me off and helped me get dressed. He kissed me roughly, “good girl” he said.

“We’re going now!” Louis shouted, me and Harry came out the bathroom quickly to say goodbye. “Hey tonight I’m going to the club, you should bring Holly and let her see some of the stuff that people in the BDSM community do.” Liam said. Harry looked at me, “would you want to go to the club?” he asked, I don’t know, do I? “umm, ye maybe, I didn’t really see much last time” I said, “ok great We’ll pick you up on the way them Liam” Harry said excitedly.

I think I was kind of excited to go to the club tonight, I was really nervous though. “Harry?!” I shouted from upstairs, “ye!” “what do I wear?” I asked as he entered our bedroom. He laughed “you nervous?” he said, “ye a little”. “Don’t be” he looked through my wardrobe and pulled out a pair of hot pants I sometimes wore for dancing and a tight black tank top, he held the tank top up and ripped the neckline to make it more revealing “I’ll buy you another one” he said as he tossed me the clothes, seriously hot pants and a ripped t-shirt? I pulled my hair back into a tight ponytail and added some light makeup, I gave myself a Smokey eye and added some red lipstick, these types of people are a bit gothic right? These people…..aren’t I one of these people? I looked in the mirror; I felt like I looked really silly, this wasn’t me at all! I checked with Harry “Harry do I look ok?” he looked me up and down slowly “you look damn sexy…..but not very sub like……if you take off your makeup and ruffle your hair up a bit you’ll look more innocent and more like a sub” he said, oh ok. I took off my makeup and did what he said, “better?” I asked. “Beautiful!”

We picked up Liam on the way to the club, they dressed normally, but they had a mask to hide their identity. “Ok so there are some rules you must follow in a club like this” Harry said sternly. “ok” “firstly because you’re a sub you have to bow your head, you mustn’t look a dom in the eye, to stay safe just look at the ground, obviously you can look me in the eye though, but don’t look Liam in the eye, he doesn’t care but people might think your being disrespectful. Never interrupt a scene, if you see something happening that you don’t like, tell me don’t try and get involved, people take it really seriously if someone interrupts their scene, if your were to interrupt someone else’s scene they would be allowed to punish you, there’s kind of nothing I can do about that, so please don’t make that happen. You’re here with me so obviously I don’t want people to approach you therefore if you put this on people will know your taken….” He handed me a pretty leather choker, I put it on. “…..at the club subs are always below doms, therefore if you’re sitting with me or with other doms you have to sit on the floor, again it’s a sign of respect. You’ll notice that people at the club have much stricter rules than what I do, so please just try and remember to be respectful and NOT interrupt a scene. I don’t want to have to punish you or have someone else punish you in public…I’m sure you wouldn’t want that either.” He said, god no I wouldn’t want that. “That’s about it really, we’ll walk around the club and see what some people are doing, I’ll let you know what’s happening in the scenes. If later on in the night you want to try something then we can get a private room. It might be nice if you’re up for it because the club have a lot of specialist equipment that I obviously don’t have. Have I missed anything Liam?” Harry said, “um….oh ye when we’re in there you have to address us as Sir, obviously we aren’t Liam Payne and Harry Styles!” Liam said, “ye ok, obviously, thanks” I said.
“Ready?” Harry said, “I think so”, we went into the club. Last time I was here I didn’t notice how nice the place actually was. Like Harry had said I bowed my head so that I wasn’t looking anyone in the eye. Harry led me through the club, he stopped us at the bar, “would you like a drink?” “yes please” I said, he got me a glass of wine. We sat and drank our drinks, well I say we sat, Harry sat on the chair whilst I knelt on the floor, luckily the floor was slightly padded, I’m assuming it was purposely made padded because of all the subs who knelt down. Once we finished our drinks Harry led me through the club, Harry would stop us at each scene that was taking place, the first scene we stopped at showed a girl bent over a large block, the guy was whipping her, she was crying but begging him to continue, “that’s a bull whip, they really hurt, I was once swinging one in the air and I accidently hit myself with it…it bloody hurt” Harry laughed quietly, how can you accidently hit yourself with a whip? The thought of it though was hilarious. “Can you see how she’s crying but she doesn’t look scared, she’s actually begging for more?” he whispered, I nodded, “she’s the type of sub that gets off from pain, with someone like her there doesn’t necessarily need to be any element of pleasure involved because the pain it’s self is enough to get her of.” Harry said, I couldn’t imagine that getting off on pure pain….weirdo, I can’t judge though, each to their own! Harry led us on to the next scene, this one was slightly different, the girl was tied over a barrel, he stomach was facing up, the guy seemed to be dripping something onto her skin….was that a candle? “that’s wax play, I told you we’ll never do that. It’s basically a hot candle that’s lit and then the wax is poured or dripped onto the sub, you can use any type of candle but you have to be careful that it doesn’t have lots of additives in it because the temperature of the wax is much higher, you can blister the skin. A scented candle would have too many additives and could burn and leave scars.

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