On The Cross

Harry poured some lube onto his fingers, he then ever so slowly pushed a finger into my tight hole, it wasn’t too bad, he then slowly added a second, it kind of hurt. After a few minutes of Harry slowly moving his fingers in and out of me he started to scissor them inside me, it felt really weird but the pain subsided quickly once I adjusted to Harry’s fingers. He pulled out slowly, he then poured a substantial amount of lube onto the butt plug, “not going to lie to you but this will hurt, you need to relax though otherwise it will hurt more, I promise as soon as it’s in the pain will start to subside.” He said, I nodded, “no I want you to tell me how you feel, you must tell me how you feel so I don’t hurt you more than necessary” he said, “ok” I breathed. “Right relax” he said as he slowly pushed the tip of the butt plug into me, god it was so much larger than his fingers, it was really hard to relax, I tensed, “Holly relax!” Harry said sternly, “I can’t, you try and relax when something is being pushed into your arse!” I said, as soon as it slipped out of my mouth I regretted it, my hand quickly shot to cover my mouth, Harry just laughed, “I know, I wouldn’t like it either, but you need to not tense, I could damage your sphincter if you don’t relax” Harry then lent down and kissed me forcefully, I relaxed under him, “better” he said, he then continued to slowly push the plug into me, he stopped when it was about half way in, “how do you feel?” he asked, “as if you have just stuffed a butt plug up my arse” I said, god I was so going to get in trouble later, at the moment I didn’t really care though, “well I know that but how does it feel? On a scale of 1-10 10 being ‘fucking hell it hurts’ rate the pain” he said, “um a seven” I said, “ok, well I’m going to push it in the rest of the way, don’t tense!” he said firmly, Harry slowly pushed it in the remainder of the way until it was fully inside me, the last part of the way hurt more because it was wider at the base than the tip. “Ok it’s in, how’s it feel now?” Harry asked, “umm…. On a scale of 1-10, 10 being ‘fucking hell it hurts’ it’s a six, it’s getting better” I said truthfully, “good it will get better, your body just needs to adjust”. Several minutes later Harry asked again how it felt “it doesn’t really hurt anymore it just feels weird.” I said, “a good weird?” he asked studying my face, “ye I guess it is ye” I said. Harry smiled, “knew you could take it, I want you to now wear this for the rest of the day, each day we will get slightly bigger in size” he said, “all day? As in even when the guys are here?” I asked shocked, “yes that’s what I said, all day! It has a small base so no one will see it through your clothes, only you and me will know it’s in, I want it to stay that way, if any of the guys figure it out you will be punished. Is that clear?” “yes” I said. “good girl, and I won’t punish you for your outbreak earlier, but don’t give me a reason to change my mind!” he said firmly. “I won’t” I said. Harry helped me up off the kitchen counter and pulled up my panties and jeans, “now clean the lube up off the kitchen counter” he said before he walked off.

The butt plug didn’t hurt any more, instead it just felt weird, a good weird though. I cleaned the lube up off the kitchen counter just in time for Zayn to walk through Harry’s door, followed by Liam, Niall and Louis. They all greeted me and gave me a hug, just as I was hugging Louis I noticed the bottle of lube still sitting next to the fridge across the kitchen, shit! When the guys turned to say hi to Harry I quickly grabbed the lube, the guys all followed Harry to the music room; I stood still with the lube behind my back waiting for them to all go. Liam hung back slightly, “next time Holly don’t forget to hide the lube, don’t worry I won’t tell Harry this time….but next time I will” he said sternly, god I don’t think I can handle being friends with two doms. I hung my head slightly out of respect “thanks Liam” I said, “your very welcome” he said, “Liam?” I suddenly said, “ye?” “does Harry talk to you about me…as in say if I’m doing a good job or anything? I know he’s more likely to say that type thing to you compared to the others” I asked, Liam lifted my head slightly so I was now looking him directly into the eyes. “Harry talks about you all the time, like you have noticed. But no he has never said that, trust me your doing a great job, he is totally smitten with you. Have you not noticed that every time you do something that pleases him, even if it’s just making him a drink he is bursting with pride? You said it yourself several days ago when you were giving Niall advice, Harry always says ‘good girl’ he’s not just saying that to make you feel appreciated, he’s saying it because he believes it, trust me as far as the relationship between you and Harry goes, be it the boyfriend and girlfriend part or the sub/dom part, you have nothing to worry about, you’re doing a great job” he said softly, I smiled “thanks Liam, sometimes I feel like I’m not quite good enough though, like I could do better” I said, he laughed, “that’s the whole part of being a true submissive, you want to do better even if you physically can’t, just remember to stay true to yourself, even when your following orders and Harry won’t be able to complain, trust me you could teach a few of my subs a thing or two” he laughed.

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