Broken Hearted Girl

lay in my bed staring at the ceiling.

I Feel so alone.
im broken.
empty.
i need him
why me
why did he have to leave me
i miss him
alot
he was my other half .....
i cant take it anymore , i lost him i need him i want to leave this world to be with him i have nothing now ....

I Thought to myself then I got an idea, an idea that will finally take me out of this misery i jumped out of the bed grabbed a piece of paper and began to write a letter a letter that would explain what happened to me after i did what i was about to do

i started to write

Dear whoever ,

these are my last words goodbye...
im in my room hanging from a rope just a corps no more life in me ,dead

love,Alexa'Belle

i finished it up then realized it was too much i ripped it up and got a envelope put the pieces in it closed it the wrote a little note then went outside and taped the envelope to my front door smiled to myself then closed my door went up to my room and texted everyone in my contact list goodbye forever and went to my attic grabbed some leftover rope niall left and tied it to my ceiling fan i went down stairs and grabbed a chair i finally stood up on the chair tied the rope to my neck tightened it closed my eyes


as a tear slipped out my eye i slowly stepped one foot off the chair and then before i could fully step off the chair there were two arms wrapped around me then there were two others untieing the rope from my neck t then realized i had two people in my room helping me then i felt sad and angry they robbed me from my happiness! i sat up and looked at the two faces that were before me and felt the depression and rage take over me "WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME HOW COULD YOU I WANTED TO DIE I WANTED TO BE WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, I HATE YOU I HATE YOU GUYS I DONT WANT TO LIVE!" i yelled then 1 of them got a strong grip on me "Alexa! calm down we didnt want to loose you! we love you and we care" i calmed down a little i was the faces more clear it was my sister and my fiaces best friend...harry

Notes

so tell me what you think of my new and first story i never written a fanfiction before so... yeah rate my story subscribe and other stuff lol-xAx
um heres a gif from a music video im going to that after every chapter <3
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