School was out for the summer so before the tour the boys, Gemma and my sister, Ally, and I are going to go camping. Had to get the presents for the trip ready, well when we were little my mum, harry, his mum, Gemma, ally and I would go camping and bring presents because harry and Gemma where with their dad on Christmas.
“what time do you want me to pick you up” harry asked with a smile when he was dropping me off . “well I have work to day and I can’t come until tomorrow” Harry’s smile then dropped and he leaned over the seat and pulled me back in too the car and closed the door, I think I was blushing when he shut the door because he was so close.
“what has been up with you lately, all you do is, is—IS WORK AND BABYSIT LUX you never have time for me anymore, and now your missing our camping trip what is next are you not coming on tour with me?” I was shocked, I never thought he really cared about me being so busy I mean he was always with some girl. With that I open the car door and stormed to my house. As I shut the door I was stopped harry as he just walked in” YOU can’t do the Bree, not now, not every you can’t just leave” he was almost in tears at this point and so was I but I kept my head hung low. Then I lost it all off it “ HARRY, YOU RUN AROUND WITH ALL THIS GIRLS AND LEAVE ME ,WHY BECAUSE I AM NOT ANY GOOD FOR YOU, OR AM I JUST A CHARITY CASE BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I DON’T THINK I AM THE ONE WHO IS TO BUSY” I was out of breath and tired, not in need of sleep but tired of fighting for his attention, for his affection for what him to be with the next girl that comes around.
Harry just stood there for a little bit and cried. Is sat down on the floor because I didn’t want to leave Harry, not after what happened. “I’m sorry harry” I finally said “ no! I am not done I am sorry to but is what you said true is that why you have been pushing me away , because I don’t have time for you” OH MY GOSH, HARRY STYLES YOU HAVE TO BE HARD OF HEARING, OR JUST CLULESS , I LOVE YOU STUPID that’s what I wanted to say but I just nodded yes because I just wanted this, whatever this is to stop
“I’ m sorry Bree, for yelling and not having time for you” harry kissed my forehead like I was a child, but I am not arguing “ I’m sorry for pushing you away, I’m hungry lets go get pizza” I love you my clueless wonder -------
------‘’well is that every one of the bags Harry said as he helped me put the last of our bag in his dad’s jeep he was borrowing for the trip “yeah, so Gemma is going to come and pick Ally up?” “yeah I think it should just be you and me for a little bit” well yesterdays outburst is paying off now and I got out of work till next summer when the tour ends.
“So, are there any new girls that might be “the One”!” “yeah there might be” Harry said very cooled at the moment. “ well whooo!! Styles you have to tell me!!”I was going to war when the tour started and my goal is to win Harry once and for all so I was going to put on a happy face until then.
“Why do you need to know, you never tell me about the bays in your life” he was smaiking while driving so I had to stay calm ,was he no there no way, or may he is flirting with me . HE WAS FLIRTING WITH ME OMG. I all most had a heart attack and harry was staring at me.”Harry look at the road I said then laughed for no real reason, why was I acting like Ally, all giggle and my head in the clouds? This is weird I don’t like it.
“well I will tell you who she is if you do the same, or at lest your first kiss or something” Wow he was digging deep on this well my first kiss was him and the closet thing I had to a boyfriend was a guy I hooked up with up a few times( hahaha you all though Breana was virgin, you didn’t see that coming did ya)his name was Arian he was my date for prom and harry was at x- factor when it happened so that why he dose not know .
“are you going to tell me” “umm , well it was Arian, Arian Russell’ I was to nervous to lookup
“was what kiss, date, boyfriend?’ harry was looking for a serious answer.” Well I guess date but I mainly remember him as my first tim---“ I trailed off and harry just looked at me “ I didn’t know you have had a first time” he sounded sad yeah angry all at once. “ HEY, lets play truth or dare with out the dare because you are driving” I blurted out to break the silence. “ok did you have a crush on me when we were little?” I could manage to get out a “maybe”
“hhuummm, interesting then do you-“ “no no, I get to ask a question now, so who was your first time/ and do you still talk to them?’
“well is was one of our back up dancers named Elle and I haven’t talked to her since the last tour” he seemed to be sad about this and there was a familiar feeling coming back in to me.
“Here we are” http://www.panoramio.com/photo_explorer#view=photo&position=0&with_photo_id=76334025&order=date_desc&user=7076059 “do you think the boys will be able to find it” I asked
“well we will find out”