Stepbrother

After a hour of watching the telly and waiting for dad, he finally came down. He told me earlier that he needed to tell me something important. I've been wondering what it was. Every time dad said he had to tell or ask me something important it wasn't good. I always hated it. Sometimes when dad had to talk to me he was trying to be a better father. It was never good. One time he wanted to talk to me about my............ ya know........ monthly thing. It was embarrassing. I couldn't even listen to him I just got up and went to my room. Another time he wanted to know if I was still a virgin. To be nice and not walk away I said I was and it was the truth and I still am. Then he started to talk to me bout sex and that's when I told him mom had already told me about that stuff and I walked up to my room.
I just hope its not another one of those talks. Dad came downstairs and sat beside me. I looked at him.
"Ok so I said I needed to talk to you and it's very important and I need you to listen ok" he looked at me.
" ok but dad if its another sex talk I'm leaving i- " he had cut me off.
" no no no its not another one of those but if you do need a sex talk I can give you one" he quickly added.
" no I don't need one absolutely not" I quickly said.
He looked down " ok some um I guess I should tell you then uh............ so I had um met this lovely lady at Starbucks and we talked for a long time and we had a lot in comin so she uh gave me her phone number and then a few days later I uh ask her out on a um a date..............then we um uh started going out we've been together for um a month she has a son ya know" he looked up at me. I looked down so he continued " So a uh few d-days ago I uh ask her to um...........wow this hard" he stopped and looked down at his feet. It was quite for a few minutes.
I hope he didn't do what I think he did. This would just be horrible. It's like he doesn't care about mum anymore, I mean I sometimes do but I shouldn't. You have to admit if your mum was the way my mum's was you would be worried too right?
" what dad tell me" I said looking down.
He sighed and took a deep breathe " on don't get mad at me and storm off like you do or I'll ground you ok" what?!?!?!??! he has no right to do that but I can't say that he's my dad I'm daddy's little girl.
" I won't just please tell me" I said.
" ok so um I asked her to uh ...........marry me" he said he looked up at me smiling.
I faked smiled.
He really didn't give a fuck or damn about mum. How could him fucking do this!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!!!?

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