Bullied by One Direction

Jades POV


I sat there on my knees in front of my family's gravestones. I kept thinking what did I do to deserve. What could I have possibly done to make God punish like this. He takes away my only family. And makes 5 guys bully me. A girl. I started praying to my mom.

Mom I miss you so much. Please help me get through this. I can't handle all of this by myself. I self harm mom. I barely eat. I haven't heard anything from Jordan in months. I don't even know if he's alive or not. What else is there to live for. Getting beat everyday. I don't even know why they beat me. Please mommy help me. I love you so much. I miss you too. Tell dad and Jake that I love them also and miss them so so so much. And please look out for Jordan.

When I was done I left walking to my house. I am so going to get beat 10 times worse tomorrow. But if I don't go to school then they can't beat me. I'll just skip tomorrow. When I got home I went to my bathroom and cut twice. When I was done I cleaned my wrist, then took a shower. After that I went downstairs to watch t.v and check the mail.

Bill, bill, bill, junk, junk, Marines. Wait a second, Marines! Yes finally. I opened it and started to read it.

Blah, blah, blah, we are very to inform, but we've lost Jordan. There might be a chance that he is still alive.

I stopped reading it right there and broke down crying. Why, why, why me. What did I ever do.

Notes

I know its short but I promise the next chapter is going to be longer