"Are you ready love?" Harry said walking in dressed in black.


"Wow, you look gorgeous..." he said looking at me through the mirror.

"Really, I don't look funny or fat? I mean I lost the baby weight finally but you never know."


"No!! You look beautiful .. and I am honored to be walking you down the aisle."

"Oh good... so ... how does he look? is he nervous? does he not want to do this anymore?"

"Relax, relax he looks good, he's excited you finally said yes, and he can't wait. Now let's go! People are waiting for you!"

"Okay, I'm kind of sad Perrie couldn't be here though ..."

"Well can you blame her?! Zayn left her while they were in Paris for some model."

"No yeah he's really dumb she was kind, caring, supportive, and he just threw her away right after they got married too!"

"Anyway, it isn't about them, besides Jades here that counts right?" he said smiling making me feel better already.

"Yeah, she's great she really is. When are you two going to tie the knot? I mean Jack is already four. I still remember Jade pregnant. So cute how is she doing with the second?"

"Well she's a lot more nauseous than the first time but she's good I guess. Janette stop stalling damn it!" he laughed and started pushing me out of the door.

"But I'm shy !!"

"Well here take a shot and get it over with."

"...I can't..."

"And why the hell not?"

"Well because I'm pregnant."

"You're kidding?!" he said picking me up and spinning me around. "Congratulations! Oh my goodness, does Niall know?"

"No I was going to wait."

"Well then let's go wait outside!"

"Fine, fine. Let's go. And Harry.."

"What ?"

"I love you." I said hugging his arm as we took one last look into the mirror.

"I love you too kid. Now we have an aisle to walk down."

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"Wow it looks great ... I wonder how much they spent on the whole wedding?" a random woman said.

"I don't know. I heard Niall saved up with out even letting her know." the other one said.

It was true, he had saved up for four years straight. He always asked me to get married but I always said no. After everything we've been through, every time we even remotely got even more into commitment he would get scared and run the other direction, I finally said yes after four years if his consistent begging. I figured, we're already living together, we have three kids who are eight and five. We've been through hell and back with us hating each other, out first date at his cabin. His trying to make me jealous with a girl who's name I can't even remember. Him saving me from my mother. The time he asked me to be his girlfriend, the first fight we had as a couple because he doesn't know how to stop fighting. My pregnancy, our break ups. The break in, the physco the murders, literally hell and back and yet at the end of the day the oly person I can picture being next to me raising my children for the rest of my life is him . He makes me so mad but he is the love of my life besides my children.

I've grown up plenty over the pass years. This isn't where I pictured my life to be but I certainly wouldn't change it for the world. Everything in life happens for a reason. We meet the people we meet for a reason. We wouldn't be the people we are if it wasn't for those around us. We should wake up every day thanking the people we have in our life for even being there. I looked around and I saw Niall finally standing there next to Louis, Liam, and soon Harry after he walks me. I see my babies sitting down in suits looking at the sky. And finally the music starts. This feeling I have is a mixture. A mixture of happiness, excitement, fear, sadness, but yet I'm relieved. Relieved that through out everything.. I survived.

"You loook beautiful.." Niall says as I walk down.

"Shh. It's rude to talk." said laughing even though I wish this wedding was over so we could 'do it' right now. God he looked delicious.



"Close your mouth darling. Flies will come in." he said looking at me looking at him and all I could do was blush in embarrassment.

I'm going to be honest, I was completely bored of my own wedding, the priest talking was one of the hardest things I've ever had to endure. I wanted to tell him I was paying him to marry us not to open his trap but then again that's how you marry someone.

"The vows?" the priest said and I remembered that I didn't write any vows ! I fucked up real bad now.. "Niall you may proceed.." the priest said.

"In all my years.. I have never met someone more... stubburn, hard headed, nosey, loud, secretive, indecisive, naggy, and most of all so short tempered you can't even give a compliment to because she could take it the wrong way! But ... ! I've also never ever, loved someone more, than I love you. You are the mother of my children. The reason I'm alive, the reason I keep going every single day. You pick me up when I'm down. You're there to help me when I need it most even if I yell at you for doing it. I can't even begin to explain how much I thank you for sticking by my side after everything we've been through. You should me how to be loyal and how good it feels to have someone there for you when no one else will be there. These are the reasons why I love you and why I want you forever."

Tears ran down my cheeks and all I could think was 'what a piece of shit.. his speech is going to be a lot better than mine'.

"Janette will now say some words."

"Umm I'm really bad at this.."I said as people started laughing. "You are the only man Niall, who has seen me as defenseless as you have. You have broken me and tared me down but were so quick to put me back together. Some people may think we're toxic and all we do is argue."

"Yup.." people said .

"But they can also suck my ass. Oh shit sorry father . Oh fuck . What ever ! My point is, yes we've been through hell and back and yes we're probably toxic and we might even regret this later but at the end of the day I would rather die trying to be with you than die not having you with me. The family we have right now, is all we have the six of us is the best thing that's ever happen to me and I wouldn't change it for anything."

"wait did you say six?" Niall asked confused.

"Oh yeah, I'm pregnant everyone, I don't know if you knew, or you couldn't tell but that's definitely something that is happen in my uterus... so on with the show." I said looking back to the priest.

"Well, that was... some interesting vows... but Niall you may now kiss your bride."

As he leaned in to kiss me I knew that this was it. This was going to be us for the rest of our lives. No more secrets and lies and hiding children or rude high school bitches. No more injuries or fights with random people. No more crazy ex girlfriends who try to kill everyone. No more kissing friends. This was it. If we were going to do this right it was going to start right now. I'm just glad that I can do it with the love of my life. You never know when the douche bag jock who sits behind you in class could end up being the love of your life.

Notes

I apologize so much for taking so long to give this a proper ending. I hope you all know how much I enjoyed writing this and how much I enjoyed reading all your comments and taking into consideration those who expressed how much they loved it. I loved writing for you guys and I apologize this isn't the ending those of you may have wanted or those of you were expecting but it has an ending.