I found her .

The drive there , I was nervous and it was a little quiet , you could tell even he was a bit too tense, nervous maybe as well ? I just looked out the window and he turned the music a little louder . It was beautiful guitars playing together .

“Do you play ?” I asked finally looking at him .

“Yes I do .”

“Do you play well ?” I smirked at him .

“Yes , I like to think so . Miss. Montes , are you smirking at me?” he smirked back.

“I am actually .” I laughed a little . I noticed the side of his eyebrow had been swollen, possibly from the blow he got back at Nando’s. “Are you ok ?” I asked turning my whole body to be facing .

“Me ? Oh yeah ! I’m fine , it’s nothing new to me honestly . It’s been a while since I did something that fun.” his voice faded and his eyes grew dark almost as if he remembered something.

“Any way , what do you like to do on your spare time ?” I asked grinning like an idiot.

“Well we use to -”

“No , no , no ,” I said putting my hand up ,”Before you met me, remember we’re starting completely over ! I don’t know you and you don’t know me .”

“Ok .” he said laughing looking less tense . “I like to play my guitar and just chill with the lads usually at Harry’s house . He use to have the best parties in school and even in town. He can be a sick host.”

“Why doesn’t he have them anymore ?”

“Well I think we all kind of just grew up , I mean I’m sure if we get a chance to actually enjoy one , it might be fun.”

“Yeah … social gatherings aren’t really my thing. “ I looked down at my fingers.

“I’m sure we can fix that.. look”, he said slowly coming to a stop, “there’s the cabin.”



It was absolutely breath taking.

“Niall .. it’s beautiful .”

“I know , it’s been in the family for a while now.”

“Who lived here ?” I asked as we walked up to the front door.

“I do , currently actually . When I moved out this is where I came…”

“Why here ?”

“I don’t know , I felt like I needed a place to think and be isolated with myself. Come.” he said opening the door. “Let me take your coat , you can sit while I get us a drink or something . What would you like beer, wine, water ?”

“Well , I’ve never had wine before ..” I said and he just smiled and walked away. I’m assuming I’m getting wine . This place was so beautiful , the long glass window , light brown wood for walls .

I sat down and waited for Niall but decided to just go look for him instead . I walked into the kitchen and there he was , his brows furrowed, both hands on the bottle trying so hard to get it opened .

‘Need some help ?” I said scaring him a little bit and the bottle opened spilling some on him. “Oh I’m sorry .” I laughed a little . “Here let me help you.” I said trying to dry him off. I looked up at him and he just stared down at my eyes , lips only inches apart . “Are you hungry ?” I manage to say nervously biting my lip and backing away.

“Yes considering we were suppose to eat ,” he looked at his watch ,”3 hours ago.”

“Yet we manage to get kicked out of one and no reservations for the other.” I said laughing, “I mean I could always cook for you … I mean if you want ?”

“No , no , I mean if you don’t mind , I don’t mind either . I love food.”

“Ok well what do you want ?”

“I don’t care what ever you can find really . I don’t think I’ve got loads of food .” he said laughing walking into a room .

I looked around and he almost didn’t have much , tomatoes , potatoes, milk , butter , some sort of sauce , frozen fish , onions , basil . Well this is going to be a freaking challenge when you don’t go shopping ! He had a box of mac and cheese , I could make that . I could make it with some mashed potatoes. Chicken !! I can pan fry the chicken and make an onion and tomato with basil sauce !

“Hey so I think I’m going to -” I stopped myself when he came out shirtless but with a shirt in hand . His body was beautiful , the tattoos suit him well . “Chicken..”

“What ?” he laughed .

“I’m going to make a chicken .” I said blushing looking away.

“Oh do you want me to help you ?”

“Umm no I think I’m good , but I would love it if you kept me company .” I said smiling taking out pots .

“I would love to . Would you like more wine ?”

“Please .” I said now cleaning the chicken .

It didn’t seem like much but after a while it was much , I had made quite a lot of food just for the two of us. I don’t really think I was paying attention because of the conversation we were having. He kept making me laugh and when I accidentally dropped the chicken , he spit out his wine from laughter. While I was plating I noticed he didn’t have a dining room table so I just moved both plates into the living room and onto the coffee table. I was expecting to sit on the couch but he just sat right on the floor and I sat right across from him.



“This looks delicious.” he said eyeing the plates .

“Well I do hope you like it honestly .” I said taking a bite . I like it so he better like it as well.

He closed his eyes , almost savoring it . “This is fucking good . It’s the best meal I’ve had in a long time.” he said stuffing his face with more chicken. Usually I would get disgusted with people eating in a hurry but he ate so proper it even surprised me . He chewed with his mouth closed , if he had to take he’d put his hand over his mouth.

“So what do you like to do for fun ?” he asked me taking a sip of wine .

“Well , I like to read , a lot actually .” I said wiping my lips as he got a confused look .

“Really ? I never saw you read anything when we were together .”

“Well that’s odd.” I laughed .

“What do you like to read ?” he asked more intrigued .

“Well nothing special really , I like reading Charles Bukowski’s stuff and EL James isn’t bad either .”

“Charles Bukowski ? Doesn’t he like objectify women or something ?”

“Well not precisely ,” I said pausing so I could finish the food in my mouth ,”in my opinion , I don’t really think he objectifies them , more so just knows what he wants in a women. I mean I’m amazed someone his age is still so sexually active and sometimes that’s all he does, but when it comes down to it , he’s quite romantic.”

“Romantic eh ? I can be romantic .” he said with a straight face.

“Oh can you now ?” I laughed a little as he got up and took me by surprise . He stood up and fixed his jeans and put his hand out .

“Come on. Let’s dance .” he said smiling . So I took his hand and he brought me close to him, inches away from his face, I smiled . He put his other hand in the indent of my back and squeezed tightly and returned the smile. He was good on his feet which you wouldn’t expect from his piercings and tattoos. He was easy to follow.

“I’m incapable of staying away from you .” he whispered in my ear .

“Then don’t .”

“I think it’s time for me to take you home though.” he said which kind of disappointed me a little and left me dumbfounded.

“Oh .. yeah .. ok .” I said backing away and picking up the plates hoping he wouldn’t see the confusion and embarrassment in my face.

I put the plates in the sink and cleaned as fast as I could before he came out with is coat and car keys .

“Here . I got you a coat too, it’s cold outside .” Well I know it’s cold , what I don’t know is why you didn’t kiss me when I wanted you to .

“Thanks .” I said coldly and took the coat and walked out. I felt like he left me hanging ! I didn’t like it, I mean I don’t NEED him to kiss me, it’s just what I was expecting. He confused me .

The car ride home was a little long and it was cold indeed . I didn’t want to think of what had just happened , but I really wanted to know . As we got closer to the house , I kept thinking of what i would ask him .

“Ok , here we are . Let me walk you to the door.” he quickly jumped out and went around the car and opened the door as I hopped out. We walked quietly to the door and technically you’re supposed to kiss there . If he didn’t do it once , why would he do it now!

“Why didn’t you kiss me ?” I asked almost as a whisper .

“What ?” he laughed .

“You know ? Back at the cabin , when we were dancing , why didn’t you kiss me ?”

“Well because , I would assume you would want to take things slow ?”

“Well I did , I do .. I don’t know anymore really .” I laughed . “I usually like to know what I’m doing before I even do it but with you .. I seem to do everything backwards …. I like it ..” I said finally turning to him and looking up . He looked at me, head to one side, his eyebrows furrowed, pupils dilated, and smirking . He put his strong firm hands on the cheeks, pulling me towards him and kissing me. Finally damn it ! Was that so hard ? I don’t think so !

Breathlessly , he pulled away slowly and while looking at me in the eyes rang the doorbell, kissed my cheek and whispered “Goodnight babe.” smiled and walked away .

Notes

Hey guys , some of you are already getting ma at me because I don't have them sucking face and stuff but that's the point lol. As the story is coming to and end (NOT ANY TIME SOON) I want to show how Niall is maturing and isn't all drinking and fighting like he use to be . I'm not saying there won't be drama because of course there will be lol but not just yet lol . I hope you guys can bare with me . So View , Comment , Subscribe , Vote , Rate , Keep Reading … <3