I found her .

It's been four months since the last time I saw Niall and to be honest it's been extremely difficult for me because of the fact that I've been having to do both the mom and dad stuff . I can't complain though , I told him I wanted it like that . I told him to leave and not come back , it was just so weird , seeing all his stuff out of the house and not having his clothes in my closet . I haven't spoken to him , he hasn't called , texted , stopped by , and didn't ask to see the all three boys . I didn't know where he was and I didn't care .

After the fight I had with Niall , I went straight to Harry and apologized to him for Niall and he told me that Niall stopped by first to tell Harry before he had told me . I was kind of relieved that he was at least responsible enough to tell Harry before he had told me . Now me and Harry were friends again and he obviously kept in touch with Niall as well as every other common friend that we had but I told them all the same thing "I don't want to know" .

It literally has all been the same but just without Niall . Every body comes over and eats my food but then replaces it and hangs out in my living room with the boys and it really is fun . It's nice to know that they some what are trying to check up on me . I also like that when they're not with me , they're checking up on Niall . It makes me feel good that even though I don't know have contact with him . I still know he's ok and that's important to me . He will always have a special place in my heart .

"Harry come in here !" I yelled putting my shirt on .

"What ?"

"Look , Benjamin is sitting up by himself ."

"Janette , he did that last night ." he said with laughing and looking back .



"I know ! I'm just , I'm a proud mom !" I said laughing .

"Well I already dropped off James ." he said pouring himself tea .

"Thank you ." I said awkwardly . "You know , I really do appreciate everything you've done for me and the kids these past four months you have no clue ."

"Honestly , you don't have to thank me , you know I'd be more than happy to do it and pick up the mess that Niall usually leaves ."

"I know , we all tend to do it on the daily ." I said laughing .

"I know you want to ask ." he said smirking .

"I know I want to but I also know I shouldn't ."

"Well than I'll answer it for you . He is completely and utterly fine , I'm not going to say he doesn't miss you guys because he does and he says he understands why you're doing what you're doing . If you want me to be honest , he is doing really good and as of right now he's still working at the tattoo place and he enrolled into the university right after we graduated ."

"Does he know I went to the graduation ?"

"Yes , he saw you from a distance and he said you looked beautiful ."

"Why didn't you tell me !!?" I said laughing and hitting his arm playfully .

"Because you were going through your "I don't want to know" phase !" he laughed rubbing his arm . "Be honest , don't you get sexually frustrated ?"

"Harry Styles .." I said laughing . "... every night ." we both laughed loudly .

"I'm just saying , I'm a friend you loves to help , you need help , I can help you ." he said winking .

"You dirty dirty fucking perve ." I said laughing .

"Where are you going ?" he asked still laughing .

"Shower , watch them ." I said laughing and walking upstairs .

"You're going to relieve some stress in the shower aren't you !"

"No you filthy swine !"

HARRY'S P.O.V.

"My offer still stands !" I yelled as she walked upstairs . I wasn't lying , it still stood and perfectly tall . I still found her very attractive and even more so now that she lost all her baby fat and got back to her normal size . I'm not saying I cared because lets be real , I hooked up with her while she was pregnant , I didn't care .

These four months I think did everyone really good . It gave me and Janette time to really focus on where we our not only together but as individuals . Together , we went back to being close friends , extremely close like when we first met . As individuals , Janette learned to be independent and not rely on anyone but herself and I'm very proud of her . Niall is also doing extremely well , he's enrolling into the university and is working really hard . It's only a matter of time before they get back together .

I don't mind helping her with the kids , it's actually quite nice really . It's absolutely incredible realizing that these little ones bring joy to my day . Kind of makes me get excited for one day me having a set of times myself .

"Hey Theo , when are you going to walk man . We gotta go get chicks and what not you know , like when I dated that 37 year old ."

As I was having a full on conversation with Theo a herd a really loud thump from upstairs .

"Hmm I guess your mum is having a great time ." I said giggling a little . "Janette !?" I yelled waiting for a response . "Maybe we better go check on her ." I said picking both babies up one on each side as I was quickly walking up the stairs . I knew it was probably nothing but you can never be too sure .

"Ok guys stay here and ... well you guys cant walk so just don't start crying ." I said placing them inside the play pin by Janette's bed .

"Janette ...?" I said knocking on the door . "Janette are you ok ?" and still now answer . "Janette I'm talking to you can you hear me !?" I said knocking louder . "Janette open the door !!" I said jiggling the door knob until I grew irritated and kicked the door open myself . "Janette why didn't you just open the fucking .. Janette !!" I said noticing her on the bottom of the shower with blood running in the shower . She was completely naked lying there with blood coming out of her head.