
I found her .
I'm Ok.
A week went by and still no sign of Niall but what could i expect ? Nothing really , i had made the first move to actually be completely over and i knew after leaving the boxes , he wouldn't call or text . I only went to class one day this week and that was only to pick up papers for home schooling . I kept my hood on and no one really noticed me . After about 2 hours talking to counselors and head master , I finally finalized my transfer . It was hard really because i had no parent to help me do it .
I caught a glimpse of Perrie around the corner of my locker and i walked the other direction . It wasn't that i didnt want to talk to her , i just really didn't want to talk to anyone really . The only person i had contact with for a whole week was Harry and that's only because he had been staying with me . And even he hadn't been talking to them . I felt bad because i felt like it was my fault that he was isolating himself with me . Most of the time really he just uses me as an excuse to stay home but i always send him on his way to school . Except today , today was a special occasion . This was going to be the first time Harry goes to an ultrasound appointment with me and he is actually pretty excited .
"Harry . Come . On ! We're going to be late and i still need to put my shoes on !" I yelled up the steps with shoes in my hand .
"I'm coming , I'm coming ." he said jumping over every other step ,"ok , put your shoes on ." he said with a smirk .
"Ok loser , you know i cant put my shoes on anymore !" i said laughing handing them to him .
"Here sit down." he said laughing helping me sit on the edge of the couch . "Your getting huge , does this mean it's almost time? "
"Yeah , i assume so . I'm already seven months , two more to go and I still need a nursery, cribs, clothes , formula , changing tables , shoes -"
"Janette ! Relax ! " he said laughing finishing off my shoes , "We'll finish on time."
We? What does he mean by 'we' ? I hope he doesn't think he's going to take over Niall's position because to be honest , no one can .
"We?" i asked a little confused .
"Yeah , I'll help you , duh." he said as i quickly changed the subject and he helped me up . I quickly grabbed the keys off the counter . "No, no , no ", he said cutting me off at the door opening it for me ,"I'll drive ."
"Now wait a minute , why do you have to drive ?" I said a little annoyed .
"Because A) if you want to get there on time , I'll drive and B) I have to go somewhere after ."
"Where are you going ?" i asked confused and already in the car .
"Just gonna go meet up with some one ." he said calmly . I would have usually put up a fight as in to why he wasn't taking me or something but i honestly felt bad for him . He put up with me and an annoying week . There were days where all i did was cry and lock myself in my room leaving him out in the living room by himself . I would lock myself for long periods of time and after like 20 minutes , he's always come up and ask if i was ok . Of course i wasn't ok but there was no other way . If i wasn't ok then i'd be extremely miserable .
"Ok, we're here ." Harry said . God he was a horrible driver , no wonder we got here fast .
"Would you look at that ." he said with a huge smile on his face , "Whose who ?"
"That's James , and that , well , i don't really know if it's Theo or Benjamin ." i said pointing at the babies and knitting my eyebrows together .
"James as in Niall James?"
"Are you going to drop me of right now ?" i said changing the subject quickly .
"Yeah ."
"Where are you going again ?"
"Just gonna meet up with someone ." he said already on our way to my house .
"Harry , i'm sorry .. "
"For what ?" he said laughing .
"Because , you are literally giving up friends to hang out with me . You haven't hung out with the guys because im so annoying and clingy . I'm so sorry ."
"Janette , dont be , I'm your friend ! It's my job to do this . I dont mind really , i love you and you should be happy i'm here . " he said laughing exposing his adorable dimple , " Alright , here we are . Do you want me to walk you inside ? "
"No , no I'm capable . Should i wait for you to eat or are you going to come back late ?" i asked extremely tired .
"Um , I dont know , I'll call you ."
"Ok . Have a grand time ." I said sarcastically closing the door .
Harry's P.O.V
"Ok smart ass , be safe." I said to her as she closed the door and I waited for her to go inside the house completely for me to finally drive off .
I know she knew i was being weird because i didn't tell her who i was hanging out with with and she was right to think i was being weird . I was going to go see Niall . I know if she knew i was going to go see him , she'd flip the fuck out . He has been calling me for a week straight and i finally answered him two days ago .
"What Niall , you've been calling for a fucking week ! "
"Where is she ?! "
"She's fucking home ! Crying ! Becuase of you !"
"I know ! I know it was because of me ! Just , how , is she ?" he said , you could tell he had regretted what he had did .
"She's been fucking crying Niall ... what do you expect ? You know she has issues with her self and her self-esteem and the fact that you , out of all people , you , you left her . She herd you say you wanted to leave her . You hurt her really bad ." I said full of hate . I wasn't lying . He really fucked her over . She wasn't even eating .
"Harry .. I just .. i know i fucked up , you have no idea how much i need her . I don't even know what i was tinking . I just got so overwhelmed with Sarah and that lil boy . It brought back all these emotions .. it wasn't easy for me to cope with dat you know?" he was right . If you think about it , you couldn't really blame him for feeling over whelmed . How are you suppose to react when you hear the girl who broke your heart and lied to you about getting an abortion really didnt get one . It's tough .
"I know .. sadly , your right . I can't blame you for being weirded out and having those thoughts but that wasn't the way to deal with them . "
"I know , i just , i want another chance . I know dat if she talks to me i can get her to atleast consider it ."
"Can you just meet up wit me?"
"Sure , when and where ?"
"Friday , at 2 , my house ?"
"Yeah . Ok . I'll be there ."
And that's where I'm at now . Coming to talk to Niall about Janette , i know she'd kill me if she found out but it's in everybody's best interest for them to continue being together . I get off the car and start walking up to his house . I'm a little nervous because this is the longest we've goe with out talking . I can hear my heart beat and my loud boots stomp to his door .
Before i can even knock he already opens the door .
"Hey lad ." he says with a weak smile . He looks absolutely dreadful . His eyes are red and puffy, lips white and dry , he looks like he hasn't eaten , let alone sleep .
"You look like hell ." I said sarcastically.
"I know shut up ." he said with a genuine smile . I walked in and the boxes that Janette made me drop off a week ago were still unpacked and still on the floor .
"So why am i here Niall ?"
"I want to get Janette back ." he said straight forward .
"Well i know that ! But what the fuck do you want me to do ? " i said pulling out my pack of cigarettes placing one between my lips . He immediately took one as well and we sat there in his back yard smoking away .
"I need you to tell Perrie to take her out , keep her out of the house for the whole day ." He said puffing out smoke looking down between his legs with his elbows on his knees .
"That's it ? That's all i have to do ?" Really ? All i had to do was tell Perrie something . That was fucking easy .
"No , your going to help me with a little project , actually we're going to need Liam for the muscle , Louis for the laugh , and especially Zayn for the creativity . And , i need you to help me get in the house ."
"Bitch , i'm creative too." I said laughing .
"So what do you say ?" he say cigarette between his lips with his hand out .
"I dont know what you're up to Horan , but , fuck it , I'm in ."
Notes
Hmmm what in the world is Niall going to do ? lol I know this one was probably a little slow but it's still good guys . I'm probaby updating tomorrow as well guys .
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Oh thank you ! And I am sorry I took so long lol I'm so glad you liked it !
12/11/15