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I found her .

Heart Aches

Harry's P.O.V

I pulled up to Janette's drive way and i literally ran to her front door . I hesitated wither or not to knock or just barge in , I did a Harry like thing and just barged in . I still cant believe what Niall did to her. If i was him, i would have fought for her till the end . I would have ran after her , what am i saying ? I would have never even have had those thoughts. She didn't deserve it , any of it .

"Janette .. ?" I say cautiously waking into the house and all i hear is a bunch of clutter hit her hard wood floor. I immediately run upstairs skipping every other step. I get to her door frame and stand there tilting my head to the side as i notice her short body make a huge mess of things . She was throwing Niall's stuff into boxes across the room not caring if things broke or if his cologne spills on stuff. And to be honest , i couldn't blame her. Hell , I'm surprised she's not doing worse things to his stuff . I knitted my eyebrows in and pressed my lips together.

"Janette , stop." I said grabbing a hold of her wrist causing her to give me the death stare .

"Let go of me Harry , stop ! I mean it ! " she said trying to wiggle out of my grip which only made me hold her even tighter pulling her into my chest. She soon stopped all attempts to wiggle out and just explode in my chest . She stopped and just gave up and hysterically cried on my chest. I can feel her heart break . I can feel the tears pour into my black t-shirt. i can hear her crying starting to struggle with each weep she took .

She just hugs me and holds onto me tightly without letting go. I run my hand down her hair and her back trying to comfort her as much as i can . I cant stand to see her like this. It breaks my heart to see her crying like if everyone she loved just died. I feel useless, i want to take the pain away , but i cant . There's nothing i can do.

Janette's P.O.V

He said he wouldn't leave me . There's nothing but this big whole in my heart that hurts. I keep ves down and dry my eyes .

"I'm sorry Harry.." i say as i start to remove myself but he just wont have it . He pulls me back down. holding onto Harry because deep down inside, i wished so much that it was Niall . I pull my sleeves down and dry eyes .

"I'm sorry Harry.." i say as i start to detach myself from him but he just wont have it . He brings me in and hugs me even tighter .

"Don't be, this isn't your fault Janette." he says in the most comforting voice ever and wipes my tears off of my cheek.

"Was it me? Was i too much for him ? Were my problems too much for him to handle? I thought i showed him enough affection you know? It's .. it's like this huge whole inside my heart and like it hurts so bad. It hurts just as bad as getting hit by a damn train." we both kind of looked at each other and laughed at my stupid analogy . We sat on the edge of the bed and continued laughing .

"Ahhh there it is", he said rubbing his thumb under my eyes to fix the horrendous mess my eyeliner turned into, "there's that famous Janette smile that lights up the room."

I couldn't help admire his dimple and poke at it "...you don't leave me too ok.." i said almost as a whisper but enough for him to hear me . "Never , and that's a fucking promise." I hugged him and i realized he's the only person other than Niall that I truly love. He's my best friend .

"Are you hungry ? I'm hungry . Let's go eat." I said with out even giving him time to answer .

I herd his heavy boots following me door stairs skipping every other step . He quickly cut me off by the door ,"here let me drive."



"That was really good wasn't it" Harry asked opening my front door .

"Seriously right!" i said laughing a little .

"So what are you going to do now ?" he asked with hesitation.

"Harry it's ok, i swear. I'm just going to finish putting his stuff in boxes with out trying to break anything else." I smiled to hide the pain i was feeling .

"Ok , let me know if you need any help ok ? " he asked .

"Yeah , um actually , do you mind , sleeping with me ?" i asked looking at me feet.

"Yeah of course Janette , I'll go get my stuff ." He said turning out the door and walking out.

I walked up stairs and realized how much I'm going to miss waking up to that thick Irish accent saying 'i love you darlin' or 'you're the most beautiful thing i've ever seen' but i quickly reind myself all he said was just a lie. I start folding his clothes perfectly placing each in boxes and after about 20 minutes i get it all cleared out . His shoes, clothes, cologne, hats, tooth brush, towels, pictures, and guitars lay flat on the floor all put away .

It's real . We're done , he didn't even fight for me . He just watched me walk out and didn't say a word to me . I loved him and he was no longer my fiance , my boy friend , or my best friend . I look at the stuff and saw a note pad . I quickly looked for a pen and started writing .







Notes

Hey guys , i know this chapter is pretty slow BUT , i might do a double update today !! But let's be real , what is she writing ? (x Anywho , guys i need some advice anyone please message me or something because i need advice . Please .
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Comments

@Mrs.Calum Horan
Oh thank you ! And I am sorry I took so long lol I'm so glad you liked it !

Janette Horan Janette Horan
12/11/15

im so glad you updated,but so sad that its over. Great story !!

Mrs.Calum Horan Mrs.Calum Horan
12/8/15

@Janette Horan
Did you finish the story after chapter 63? Just wondering if you'll update.....
If you DID finish it, THAT. BOOK. WAS. AMAZING. ILYSM!!!! <3

lukeypukeyisbae lukeypukeyisbae
6/25/15

@beebaebee
its ayleen2220

Janette Horan Janette Horan
6/25/15

@Janette Horan
What's your name on wattpad?

beebaebee beebaebee
5/8/15