I found her .

I woke up and it took me a minute to realize everything that happened was not a dream . It was real and it sure as hell hurt like if it was real . Remembering Niall and his back stabbing and the embarrassment , it all makes my head hurt and I need a shower .

The hot water relieves my aches and pains that I feel because of the pregnancy but it doesn't help emotionally . Having to deal with the pregnancy is bad , adding on heart ache is even worse . I get out of the shower and start my makeup . I change into something warm and pretty . I'm actually wearing Nialls favorite outfit he says that I look like a cute pregnant person . I start my makeup and as I head down stairs I can smell bacon . I love bacon especially me being pregnant .

"Hey .." Niall says nervously with the table full of pancakes , eggs , bacon , sausage , and orange juice .

"Hey " I say a little more comfortable as I admire his hair and his beautiful face structure .

"Are you hungry ... I made you breakfast .."

" I know I can see that ." I say sarcastically as I notice his lips turning into a smile .

"Umm .. Here I'll get your chair . " he says pulling the chair out and placing the plate full of food in front if me and he takes a seat next to me . He's trying , he really wants to make it better and I respect that and admire it . The little things he does makes me want to forget everything he did . " I like your outfit .. You um .. you look beautiful ."

"Oh thank you ." i say as my phone starts ringing and Harry's name pops up . "Hold on" I tell Niall as I spent out of the room.

"is everything ok?"

"Yeah , I'll be back." I tell him walking upstairs .

"What ." I say coldly . I'm still mad at him . He was my best friend and he hurt me .

"Janette , can we talk ?"

"About ?"

"Everything ! I want you to know that yes the bet was true to see who would get Rachel but I did really like you and I miss you , a lot ."

"If you missed me then why wouldn't you tell me if you knew I found out I would never talk to you ever again . You back stabbed me and you lied to me ! I trusted you ! I opened up to you and all I was to you was a bet ! That's why you fucked Rachel didn't you !? I can't forgive you that easily Harry .." I say trying to catch my breath .

"But you can forgive Niall !? You aren't the only angel Janette . You cheated on him too remember ?"

"No you kissed me and I told you to stop did I or did I not ?"

"Janette .."

"what ?"

"Sarah ! What about Sarah !"

"Oh God I almost forgot .. " shit ! Fucking Sarah ! I fucking forgot ! How am I going to tell him ! When am I suppose to tell him !? We are already on a rocky surface , how is this gonna turn out ? " I'll tell him right now ."

"You want me to tell him with you ?"

"No ! No ! If I need you I will tell you ."

" ok .."

Then the call goes dead and I pace around the room . How am I suppose to tell him ? I'm literally tugging at my hair right now because I'm going insane ! I should just tell him , just blurt it out ! Ok .. ok , I'm going .

Maas I make my way down the stairs I can see Niall sitting there eating his food and mounting on the ketchup on his eggs . He loves his ketchup . The more I look at Niall the more I can see the resemblance from the little boy and him . Tears brim my eyes because I'm so sound . I don't care what Niall did , I love him and he needs to be with me . But I can't be selfish , that little boy needs a father too .

"Janette ? " shit he saw me . "What's wrong ?" Worry clear in his voice .

"Niall .. " I say not even realizing I'm already crying .

"What's wrong ? Are the babies ok ? "

"Yes , they're fine . I just .. I have to tell you something ."

"Ok , what is it ? What ever it is you can tell me .. Were you with someone else ..? "

"no no ! Well yes but no . "

"What do you mean yes but no !? There can't be a yes and a no ! Who the fuck was he !?" He starts to get agitated and his face is turning red with his fist clenching as well as his jaw .

"Niall I will tell you but , that's not the main point !"

"Well just tell me !"

"Ok !!! Harry and I were hanging out and we had a meaningless kiss ! I told him I loved him But never would I love him like I love you !"

".......wait ... He kissed you ?" He immediately got up and starting dashing to the door .

"Niall wait ! You have a son !"

" I know ! I know I have two ! And their mom kissed my best friend !"

"no niall .. Sarah .. Sarah was there . And she .." I immediately got his attention and he stopped in front if the door and turned on his heels to face me .

"What about Sarah .. "

"Promise me that you will always love me .. " is all I manage to say and it comes out almost as a whisper .

He immediatley comes to me and hugs me . I feel so comfotable having him here with me . Just the thought f him leaving me for her , mad me cringe .

"Janette , I love you , I'm not going anywhere .. now please tell me .. "

"Me and Harry went out to eat and he started acting weird and this really beautiful girl started walking towards us and he just froze . He completely froze and this girl was talking to us and then she just asked us to tell you she said hi and .. and this little boy , came out of no where and looked exactly like you and he called her mommy . I didn't realize who she was until Harry told me her name was Sarah . And then I didn't put it all together until I realized the little boy was 3 and his name was James , and he had blue eyes , and the same nose as you and the same lips as you ..." I'm so out of breathe from crying and he just hugged me and looked at me with confusion . He was just as confused and curious as I was .

"So you mean to tell me , that little boy is mine .." He asked with a little excitement in his voice that hurt my feelings even though it really shouldn't .

"That's what I'm thinking honestly . " I can't tell wether or not his mad or not but I told him . What ever comes next is beyond me ..

Notes

Sorry for any mistakes , I did this on my phone at school lol . I need a new computer so I don't know when I will updating next . (:
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