I found her .

It's been 20 minutes and i had no idea what i was doing . I ended up walking to a Starbucks and decided to call Harry because i knew Perrie would been with Zayn especially because it's there anniversary . Not only that , i didn't want anyone to know yet that i was pregnant because if Niall wanted no part of us , me and this baby, then i would leave town and start over on my own not letting anyone know i was pregnant . But if he does , which I'm low key praying he does , i will let everyone know in time and try to graduate with out looking like a balloon . I wanted this baby , i know I'm young and i know i can't provide a whole bunch , but , it's my little baby . I wanted to be a better mom then my mom ever was to me .

"Ha - Harry? " i said with a shaky voice trying to stop crying .

"What's wrong love ?"

"Can you come pick me up please ?" I said sniffling so my runny noise wouldn't get on my face .

"Yeah , yeah , where are you ?!" he asked a little more in a hurry and with worry in his voice .

"I'm at the starbucks on the corner of chestnut and wagner . "

"Oh ok , i'll be there in a few. "

"Ok , thanks. " i said putting my phone in my back pocket .

It was literally like five minutes before Harry showed up looking a little angry and frustrated . I got in the car putting my seat belt on not really trying to look at him in the face so he wouldn't see that i was crying . I didn't like pity , and i definitely didn't want it from my friend .

"Where's Niall ?" he asked trying to look me in the eye .

"Oh um , he left ." i said with a shaky voice .

"Janette , look at me ?" he said grabbing my chin turning my face towards him . " Why are you crying ? What the fuck did he do to you ?! "

"It's not what he did , it's what i said and the reaction he gave me ."

"What happened ?" he asked curiously .

"It's just , i'm . . " I said not being able to finish my sentence because i was scared ! i was afraid of what he'd think of me , i know he knows i have sex with Niall , but the face that it was unprotected sex . How dumb can we be ?

"Janette just tell me . I need to know so i can help you or at least try to help you . You're my friend and nothing you do will change that ."

"I'm , pregnant . " i said hesitate and looking at the car floor . I herd nothing from Harry but a loud sigh coming out as i looked at his facial expression , he just look angry and disappointed yet very surprised .



"Say something don't just look at me like that !? "

"I don't know what to say , i don't know whether to be happy , or excited , or disappointed , or sad . I'm very irritated of course with Niall but , you , you're a mum ."

"I know what i am . " i said sarcastically causing both of us to laugh .

"What are you going to do now ?"

"I suppose i'm going to go home and see if Niall hasn't actually left like i told him to and see if we can have a little family . "

"I agree with that solution . " he said smiling at me with his beautiful dimple .




We finally got to my house and as he pulled up behind Niall's car i started getting nervous and frantic a bit .

"So i was thinking , if it's a boy , you should name him Harry ."

"You're an idiot !" i said laughing hitting him playfully as my expression grew nervous again .

"Do you want me to go in with you ?"

"No , i think i can handle it . Thanks kid . " I said kissing his check and getting off the car .

I opened the door to the house and saw a bunch of clothes on the floor , both mine and his . i became infuriated !! I fucking said get his clothes out not mine what the fuck !!

"NIALL !!!!!! "

"Up here ." he said calmly as i walked up dropping my purse on the floor and realizing 'why do i still have my heels on' , oh well .

"Niall what the fu-"

"I'm not leaving . " he said calmly .

"What are you talk-"

"stop , let me finish." he said cutting me off twice already , "I'm not leaving you or this baby , it's one thing if you want to leave me but I'm not letting you . I love you too much and i refuse to let this baby grow up with out a dad . I refuse to let him grow up with us , side by side . And i refuse to see you with someone else who isn't me and watching my baby grow up from a distance and not being able to have a little kid call me daddy." he said landing on his knee , looking straight into my eyes like if he was looking into my soul . " Marry me Janette."

"I'm sorry , what ?"

"Marry me , spend the rest of your life with me , and with this baby . Make me the happiest tattooed irish person in the world ." he said nervously with his hands shaking . And in that split second that he got on his knee , that split second that he looked into my eyes , from the moment i made him drop that poor defenseless nerd on my first day of school to the first time he made live to me , i knew he was my soul mate .

"Yes . " i said tears coming to my eyes throwing myself onto him hugging him , causing us to fall and laugh as i kissed his laugh .

"Hey be careful , you're going to hurt my baby !" he said grabbing my stomach .

"Um OUR baby !! " i said laughing . "I have to ask you something ." i said nervously .

"What's that ?" he said putting a strand if my hair behind my ear.

"Are you afraid , you know because of what happened with that other girl when you were 15 ? "

"Hmm ," he said as he kinda laid down while i still stayed sitting up , "To be honest i was scared before , and yeah i was pretty much in love but ot'er than that , i mean , i wish he had be born n'd all but , everything happens for a reason ."

"Did you ever see her again ?"

"No , i only herd that she did all that . And she broke up with me through a letter and that was that . But enough about her . What do you think it'll be . " he asked me with excitement in his voice .

"I don't know yet , some people say they can feel it , but i just found out so i don't know , i want a boy though ."

"No , not a boy , what if he's exactly like me ." he said a tad embarrassed .

"Then i'll love him all the more !" i said kissing him " Let's be real though , how is he going to look , i'm tan , and have dark brown hair , and you're white with rosy checks with blue eyes ! " i said laughing .

"What ever it is , it's going be beautiful like his mum . When are we telling everyone ? " he asked me as we were still lying on my bedroom floor looking up at the ceiling and at our hands .

" I don't know , you know it's going to be insane and chaotic when we tell them . " i said laughing .

"How did you get home anyways ? "

"Oh i called Harry , so only he knows ."

"That's not fair ! Louis going to be very upset when he finds out he wasn't the first one to know ."

"So , that sounds like a personal problem to me ." i said sarcastically laughing .

"Oh ! I almost forgot , your ring ." he said putting it on my finger .



"Oh my God Niall , it's too much , it's beautiful . Where did you get it ?! "

"It was my grandmothers , and she gave it to my mum , who gave it to me and told me to give it to someone i wanted to spend the rest of my life with ." he said smiling .

"It's beautiful , and i can't wait to start out little family together . " i said kissing him as i smiled not being able to stop looking at the most amazing ring in the world .

I definitely found my soul mate .

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