I found her .

" Horan ! Late again ! " the teacher yelled . "Oh come on Mr. N you know I'm always late" , he said smiling while walking to his seat . I handed the teacher my schedule as he hummed to himself like a weirdo . " Hmm all I have available is in front of Niall so go on and sit there ." As I walked to my seat every ones eyes just followed me and Niall had a stupid smile on as he winked at me. Out of no where he reached over his desk and tugged on my hair . "Ow ! What is the matter with you !" I yelled as everyone laughed .

Mr. N "Horan ! If you like Janette so much why don't you get her numb after class !"
Niall: "Really !? I would NEVER date her ! Just look at her she's fat and ugly !"
I mean I know I wasn't the skinniest person and I wasn't saying I was , but , that was rude even if I am fat and ugly !
Me: "Well I'd rather be fat and ugly then a fucking loser like you ! Look at you ! You look like a fucking hobo !"
Niall: "Fuck you fat ugly bitch ! Why don't you take a job ?"
Me: "Oh really do you own a mirror !? What are you on ? Your 6th baby mama !? "
Mr. N: "Enough ! Both of you detention ! After class ! "
I rolled my eyes and turned back around to face the front of the classroom . And I still was trying to process in my head the fact that my first day of a new school I had already gotten a detention . As I was walking out of class Niall decided to knock my books out of my hand and say "See you after school you fucking loser !" .

I went to the rest of my classes of my classes still so upset about Niall . I mean I know im fat and ugly . I did gain weight he wasn't lying and I did stop getting ready . I gave up on myself after my dad died . It wasn't easy not having your daddy there . Or not having your best friend anymore . I know it wasn't the best thing but I did turn to cutting . It made me feel better . It took some of the pain out of my head . But ANYWHO .

I finally got to my art class after lunch . I got sat next to a boy who was also very attractive . The tables were long that fit only two people shoulder to shoulder . He was tall and handsome and had tattoos with curly hair .
Harry: "Hey I'm Harry Styles , you must be new " He said with half a smile and a dimple .
Me: "Hey , I'm Janette . "
Harry: "So how do you like the school so far ?"
Me: "It's alright I guess . Until some rude guy called me fat and ugly ."
Harry:" Who would do that !?"
Me: "Niall , Horan I think ?"
Harry: "Oh Niall the one with the Irish accent ? He's the leader of my crew . He can be a handful and obviously a bit blind because I think you're beautiful . "
Me: "Really ? You're friends with that ?"

Harry just laughed at me and we talked all period about where I come from and my parents . He also explained his crew to me and how three more guys are apart of the crew ; Zayn, Liam, and Loius . Then we got to talking about Niall and I confessed to him how I actually thought Niall was very handsome and if he wasn't a douche bag I would be interested in him . Then he explained to me how Niall was once happy and kind until he got his girlfriend pregnant and she killed their baby when he was actually happy and in love with her . Then she told him how she never loved him . Now I don't know if it was Harry's accent or what but everything sounded so dramatic and a little bit more intriguing .

After class Harry offered to walk me to my next period and I said ok . Outside waiting for him was Zayn .
Zayn: "Hey Harry where you going ?"
Harry: "Oh I offered to walk Janette to her next class , she's new "
Zayn: "Oh hey I'm Zayn . How do you like the school so far ?"
Harry: "Niall already introduced himself rudely. " (They both laughed)
Zayn: "Oh how was that ? "
Me: "Annoying , stupid , illiterate and that's just what I thought of him "
Zayn: "Oh look at her go , she's got jokes !" ( we then started laughing )
Me: "Hey guys can you help me find Perrie ? "
Zayn: "Perrie Edwards ? She's my girlfriend ! Why do you have to look for her ?"
Me: "Oh I have to meet her for softball "
Zayn: "Oh you play !? What position ?"
Me: "Pitcher"
Harry: "Oh nice they need a pitcher too . Oh look there she is."

I saw the most beautiful thing ever ! She was tall and light skinned and had the most beautiful eyes and hair . I couldn't believe she was in softball with me .

Zayn: "Babe come here . This is Janette , Janette this is Perrie . "
Perrie :" Oh I see you met the trouble makers of the school . (she said kissing Zayn) Hi , Im Perrie you must be Janette ."
Me: "Yup . Hi it's really nice to meet you ."
Perrie: "Ok guys I'll take it from here . Babe I'll see you after practice . "
Harry: "Take care of her Per . Niall wants her . " (he said winking)

Perrie: "So I take it you meet Niall " (she said laughing )
Me: "Yeah sadly . Is he always that rude ? "
Perrie: "Well after all he's been through , I couldn't imagine him any other way . "
Me: "True . Harry told me . So how are the other girls ? "
Perrie : " They're find . Just watch your back for Rachel and Becka . They can be complete bitches and they don't mind stepping on peoples toes . In fact , that's what they're good at ."

We got to the field and right away I didn't like Rachel and Becka and I knew they didn't like me . I kind of got the hint when Rachel aimed the ball at my head . I mean I don't know what I ever did to them but oh well . I had totally forgot I had detention with Niall . I still didn't know if I was afraid of him or if I was terrified . I got to the classroom and I beat him to it so I just decided to talk a seat where ever was less obvious for him to sit by me . He walked in and my heart started beating faster as to what he would attack me with next verbally .

He walked in and he surprisingly smiled at me .

Niall: "Hey , I know we got off to a bad start . "
Me: "Ok ?"
Niall: "Well Harry told me how chill you were if I gave you a chance ."
Me: "That's great but I don't need you to give me anything ."
Niall: "I said I was sorry ! "
Me: "Sorry is just a word Niall ! You don't know me and I don't know you and frankly I think we should just keep it that way ."
Niall: "I like a girl who Is in control and only wants it her way . Why don't I make it up to you . Why don't you come hang put with me and the lads after school ?"
Me "And me be the only girl !? "
Niall "No Per is always with us to ."
Me:" I guess I could give it a shot ."
Niall: "Good , it's a date then ." (he said smiling)
Me: "It is definitely not a date . "
Mr. N :"Enough talking you two now complete silence for an hour and your free to go . "

I was really trying to figure out how this how "Hanging out " thing would turn out . Atleast he was being nice to me . And I did think he was very attractive .

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