Niall and I had been in the car for half an hour and i was getting impatient again .

"I'm going to take another nap . "

"Janette again . "

"Yeah ! I'm going to get impatient and annoying if i don't . "

"Stay awake , if not i'm going to fall asleep too and we are going to die . "

"ok ." I said smiling .

"Do you mind if we go to my house so i can shower ? "

"No , i don't care , is your mom or dad there ? "

"Um no dad maybe mom . " He said quickly .

"So that means i might have to meet your mom ? "

"Maybe , she's not that bad i swear . "

"I know , but I'm just nervous . "

"Don't be , if i love you , she'll love you . " He said reaching for my hand kissing my check .

I reached over to turn the radio on but not before Niall smacked my hand out of the way .

"Hey hey hey , who's driving here ? "

"Fuck you , it's my car ! " I said laughing .

"So you want me to fuck you in your car ? "

I laughed a little in shock and couldn't help but blush and look down .

"You're not down . " He said smirking .

"Try me . " I said daring him to .

What was a half an hour car ride ended up being a 10 minute drive to his house . "Niall slow down . " I kept saying , "It's not like we would even actually do it . " I said laughing .

"Really !? You mean i drove all the way over here for no reason . "

"Oh my gosh you dick ! " I said smacking his shoulder laughing .

We pulled up to the drive way and he ran over to open the door for me .

"Hey Ni , do you mind if i go home , i want to change right now . "

"Oh but why ? You don't want to stay with me ? "

"No i just want to change before the party , i don't want to go all ugly . I'll come back to pick you up or something . "

"Oh ok then . " He said pouting , which made me feel a bit bad .

"Tell you what " I said getting close to his face reaching up to kiss him , "Why don't you get ready and get some clothes and come sleep over with me ? " I said each word in between kiss "and we can even miss school tomorrow too . "

"Yeah ! ok ! " He said with a glowing smile .

"Ok then , so I'll meet you at Harry's ?"

"Yeah . " He said kissing me putting my seat belt on for me . " Drive safe . "

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It literally took me like 20 minutes to get back home because i got lost when really , he lives on my other freaking street ! Oh well , sucks to suck .

I came home and decided to clean up a bit . I threw all the trash away that the boys left in the kitchen and i wiped down the counters . I washed the dishes and put them away , i made my way the the living room and fixed the pillows on the couch and swept all the floors . I walked upstairs and went into my moms room . The room smelled like a storage unit . It was sad and stuffy i knew she wouldn't be back for a while so i took the make-up i liked , the clothes i liked , and the perfumes and jewelry of my choosing and i closed the door behind me .

I made my way to my room and i actually liked it . I had a queen size bed , a cute window sill , a desk , a dresser and a bathroom in my room . I picked up my room and made my bed too . I decided to jump into the shower really quick because i wanted to be ready before Niall got here .

I loved listening to my music during my showers except in the morning . I hated music in the morning , it was so annoying to me and put me in a horrible mood !

I got out of the shower and put some soccer sweats on and and a tea shirt when i saw a curly headed boy on my bed .

"I swear i should just give you a key to this damn place " I said laughing .

"You really should , to bad i already have one . " He said smirking .

"You're so stupid . " I laughed .

"So you and Niall huh ? "

"Apparently , did you not see the poster you were holding ? " I said laughing .

"Obviously ! Are you happy ? "

"Yeah should i not be ? " I said continuing to get ready .

"I'm just a little concerned . "

"About ? "

"Niall , he tends to get , very angry and jealous some times , and especially after what happened with his ex girlfriend , Sarah was her name i think ? "

"Ok well , i'm not getting pregnant and I'm definitely not a baby killer i can tell you that much . "

"I know stupid " He said laughing . "It's just , you two are like , ticking time bombs . You two are exactly the same and that can either be a really bad thing or a really good thing . "

"I'm well aware of that Harold , but i think as long as we take it one step at a time , it can be a really good thing . "

"I'm glad he found you , you have a good head on you shoulders kid . "

I couldn't help but smile at the fact he called me kid . My best friend Kevin from back at home would call me kid .

"I love you Harry . " I said throwing myself at him .

"Ok , ok , your gonna get my shirt wrinkled . " He said laughing

"Harry its a stupid black v- neck . "

"Its my signature look Janette , get it together ! " He said laughing .

"Ok dork , how do i look ? "

I said wearing a black tight shirt with lace . It had lace half sleeves and a lace back . I wore nice white pants and black wedges and my straight hair .

"You look amazingly perfect . And your right on time . "

"What time did people start getting there ? "

"Like an hour an a half ago . "

"Why are you here then ! " I said laughing .

"Waiting for you , Niall told me to come get you . "

"Oh ok then "

We walked back to Harrys house as i was holding on to him because my wedges were very high . He opened the door for me and right away i saw a ton of people drinking and smoking cigarets .

"I'm going to go over this way , are you ok ! " Harry yelled over the music .

"Yeah I'm good ! "

I walked around looking for Nialll saying hi to a lot of people while i was walking around . I checked the back and i couldn't find him . I checked garage , bathroom , kitchen , guest room , Harry's room , upstairs bathroom and that little shit was no where to be found .

"Hey Janette ! " Perrie said yelling running past a thousand people knocking there drink over , "Nialls getting in a fight ! Come here ! "

"Wait what ? "

"He's already fighting someone from a different school . They crashed the party and bumped and i don't know what . Go get him because every time he fights , Zayn goes in to back him up then more people get in , then they all get in ! "

"Where the fuck is he ? " I said looking around the huge back yard . I saw a crowd and i was assuming that that's where he was .

I ran over pushing people put of the way making my way to the front seeing Zayn and Harry holding Niall back as the other guy was in his face . Niall looked so manly he was yelling clinching his fits and a vain popping out of his arms , neck , and forehead . I completely forgot what i was suppose to do because i was busy admiring his manliness until Perrie interrupted my thoughts and yelled , "Janette go ! " , "Oh yeah sorry . " .

I ran up to Niall and pushed the other guy back , "Niall look at me , you need to relax . "
"Yeah Niall relax " the other guy said mocking , "Listen to your bitch Niall . "

I felt like everything happened so fast , i blacked out for like 5 seconds before i realized Niall made his way onto tackling this obnoxious guy and punching his face 5,000 times .

I ran my way over to Niall pulling his shoulder to get him off and while i was busy pulling him The other guy extended his fist , missed Niall and hit my check . Niall , seeing this got even more angry and kept yelling , "Don't touch her ! " . After about of minute Louis made his way over to finally push Niall off and Zayn got him to calm down as Liam kept the peace and escorted the other guy out .

I had forgotten that i had gotten hit until Harry ran with an ice pack and hugged me inside .

"Are you ok ? "

"I'm completely fine , i didnt even realize i got hit until now actually , where's Niall ? "

"He's in the room but he's pretty upset , why don't you give him some time . "

"Nah ! " I said walking in .

I thought he was going to ask me how i was or at east apologize for the way he was acting . Not because i thought he had to but because i thought he was like that .

I walked into the room and closed the door behind me and right when i turned to look at him he had his fists closed together and his face was red with anger .

"What the fuck is the matter with you ! How fucking stupid can you be !? Why you get in the middle of that !? "

"Are you fucking kidding me !? I wouldn't have had to get in the middle of anything if you didn't get in a fight ! "

"He pissed me off ! "

"Why because you're drunk and stupid ! "

"No because he called you a bitch ! " he said slowing down and sitting down . "I'm very protective of you but i can't always protect you ! "

"I never asked you to ! "

"I was doing you a favor but excuse the shit out of me , i didn't think you'd get upset ! "

"And i didnt think you'd yell at me for trying to stop my boyfriend from getting hurt ! "

"God ! You're so infuriating why are you even here ! "

I stayed quiet because that really hurt . 'Why am i even here ? ' are you serious . What a dick ! fine if he didnt want me here i wasn't going to stay where i wasn't wanted !

"Harry was right " , i said quietly , "this will NEVER work . " I said quietly tears coming to my eyes opening the door .

"Wait ! "

"I would wait but i don't even know why I'm here . " I said slamming the door causing Harry to look at me .

"Hey are you ok ? "

"No , I'm going home . "

"Wait , why ? Janette talk to me !? "

"Harry stop ! You can't fix this for him ! I'm going home . "

"At least let me walk you ! "

"No . I'll see you tomorrow at school . "

I walked out the front door frustrated and i stopped for a second to catch my breath from me holding in my tears so much . I ran my fingers through my hair looking at the front door , hoping , waiting , watching to see if Niall would come out after me . He didn't .

I walked back to my room laughing and nodding my head at the fact that i actually thought he'd come out after me . How stupid could i be ? To actually think he changed ? He didn't change ! he was still the same old Niall ! We were too much the same , we weren't going to work .

I ran into the house closing the door turning off all the lights behind me and ruining upstairs into my room . I closed the door and changed into my pj shorts and a long sleeved over sized crew neck and just laid in bed under the covers with the lights off thinking . i don't even know what i was thinking off but i was just so sad . I was heart broken at what he said and i was so sad . I couldn't help but cry myself to bed . It was 1:25 a.m before i fell asleep .

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At 2:45 , my phone started vibrating like crazy and the light turned on from the phone , it was a phone call from Harry ?

"Hello ? "

"Janette ! I'm sorry , please open the door ! "

"Niall ? You're seriously drunk go back inside . " i said looking out my window .

"Come on , open the door please , I'm cold . "

"So , sucks to suck doesn't it ? " I said sarcastically .

"Please i want to see you smile . "

"Fine ! I'm coming . "

"You can't just yet i haven't even done anything to you sexually. "

"Oh my gosh you're fucking dumb . " I said hanging up walking down stairs .

I opened the door and there he was looking tired , drunk , and smelling like alcohol . He tried to talk a step inside the house but he almost fell because he couldn't keep himself up .

"I got you ! " I said catching him before he fell to the floor .

I closed the door and tried so hard to make my way upstair without giving up and leaving him on the stairs .

We made it into my room and i closed the door behind us and i threw him onto the bed . He took no time into taking off his shoes , jeans , shirt , and getting under the covers . I couldn't help but look at him turning my head side ways . I thought he was extremely adorable and i couldn't help but forget i was mad at him . I sighed and made my way under the covers as well .

He turned and he made his way behind me wrapping his arms around me putting his head in the crook of my neck . He kissed my check and whispered in my ear which made me get butterflies "I know it was my fault and i can say it turdy times and it still won't be enough but i love you Janette and i know we can make this work , please don't give up on me. "

I turned my body so i can be facing him as i hugged me and put my head against his chest and whispered back to him , "I can never give up on you . We are both complicated together . " As i kissed him goodnight and drifted away into his arms .

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