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Love & Betrayal

New Years



“Guys, you’re on after Katy Perry which isn’t for another hour.” Jack said to the boys as they sat backstage at the New Year’s Eve Special in London.

I was so excited to be part of this with Harry. I majorly messed Christmas up so I was determined to make this the best holiday we’d ever have. It was our first holiday season as a couple and I didn’t want to ruin it any more than I already had.

“So what the bloody hell are we supposed to do until then?” Zayn frowned.

“You can watch the other acts if you want.” Jack shrugged. “Just don’t get too high.” He warned.

“Blunts will be my new year’s kiss.” Zayn laughed.

“Go out and watch the other artists Zayn.” Jack rolled his eyes.

“I want to go!” I whispered into Harry’s ear.

“Me too.” he kissed the tip of my nose. “Bundled up enough?”

“Yeah, who’s out there now?” I asked. Harry shrugged. “Jack, who’s preforming now?”

“John Legend.”

“Let’s go.” Harry tugged my hand.

I followed him through the hallways of the backstage area. There was a special area for the stars to stand and watch the show. Unfortunately, it was in the middle of the general crowd. It was blocked off from anyone but celebrities entering it, but still everyone would see every move everyone in the area made. I didn’t even care. I was just so excited to be with Harry and to meet all these new incredible people.

We found the entrance to the gated off area and headed out. The security let Harry and I through with no issue. The girls around the area screamed a bit when they saw Harry enter. The music was loud and it was cold. Harry hugged me close as we watched John Legend perform. He was singing a song I had never heard but that didn’t stop me from swaying to the beat. Needless to say, his voice was flawless. I smiled over at Harry. I couldn’t have been happier than I was in this exact moment.

Just as Harry leaned over to say something, the crowd cheered loud. John started to play “All of Me.” Harry got a silly look on his face before taking my one hand in his and wrapping the other around my waist.

“Are we about to slow dance in the middle of a crowd?” I giggled.

“Yes. I love you.” he kissed me softly.

I wasn’t an overly emotional person but what Harry did next had me close to tears.

“What would I do without your smart mouth? Drawing me in and you kicking me out. Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can’t pin you down. What’s going on in that beautiful mind? I’m on your magical mystery ride and I’m so dizzy, don’t know what hit me, but I’ll be alright. My heads under water but I’m breathing fine. You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind.” He placed a super quick kiss on my lips, causing me to giggle. “Cause all of me, love all of you, love your curves and all your edges. All your perfect imperfections. Give your all to me, I’ll give my all to you. You’re my end and my beginning, even when I lose I’m winning. Cause I give you all of me. And you give me all of you. Ohhh.” He spun me around and pulled me in even closer when I faced him again.

Out of the entire time we’d been together, Harry had never sang to me. Sure he’d sing in the car or the shower but never like this. The look in his eye and the way his voice quivered with emotion had me weak. By this point I was crying. I didn’t care. He didn’t write the words he was saying but he meant every single one. We continued to slow dance through the next verse. Cameras were flashing in our direction but we didn’t care. There wasn’t one other person in this universe to us right now.

“How many times do I have to tell you even when you’re crying you’re beautiful too. The world is beating you down, I’m around through every mood.” I sniffled back another tear at that line. It was like John Legend wrote this song specifically for us. Harrys eye were full of love and passion. I couldn’t handle it. I was a blubbering mess. “You’re my downfall, you’re my muse. My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues. I can’t stop singing, it’s ringing in my head for you.”

“Look at them.” I heard Emily say from behind us. “I’m going to cry.”

“I’ve never seen Harry so romantic before. Ever.” Louis giggled.

“My heads under water but I’m breathing fine. You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind. Cause all of me, loves all of you, love your curves and all your edges. All your perfect imperfections. Give your all to me, I’ll give my all to you. You’re my end and my beginning, even when I lose I’m winning. Cause I give you all of me. And you give me all of you. Ohhh.” When he hit those high notes my heart did flips. His voice was nothing like you hear it on the One Direction tracks. This voice right now was raw and full of emotion. It was perfect. The rasp and love flowed perfectly together.

“Give me all of you. Cards on the table, we’re both showing hearts, risking it all though it’s hard.” He placed another kiss on my lips. He held my hands as he looked into my eyes. “Cause all of me loves all of you.” He didn’t care who was listening and who was watching. We had gained a small crowd, most oohing and aweing at us. “Love your curves and all your edges, all your perfect imperfections. Give your all to me, I’ll give my all to you. You’re my end and my beginning. Even when I lose I’m winning. Cause I give you all of me and you give me all of you.”

“Oh my goodness.” Emily said. I looked back at her.

“I give you all of me and you give me all of you, ohhhhhh.” He smiled as the song ended. “Spencer Delaney McMichael.”

“Harry.” I cried.

"All of me loves all of you." Harry whispered into my ear. My smile was contagious as one graced his face.

That was the sweetest thing he's ever done and he did it in front of a ton of people. I looked around to find everyone else.

Emily and Lou looked so completely happy and in love, it made me smile even bigger.

Rachel and Liam were standing as close as ever. It made me sad that they couldn't announce their engagement yet. She was so ready to be his wife.

Zayn and Niall were standing awkwardly together. I couldn't tell what they were huddling so close for until Zayn brought his hand to his mouth. Seriously? Joints in public now? And Niall was smoking it? What was One Direction coming too? I thought to myself laughing out loud.

"What's so funny babe?"

"Zayn and Niall are smoking a joint." I nodded in their direction.

"In public dear god." Harry rolled his eyes.

We all stood in our pairs as John Legend finished his set. The next band to come on was 5 Seconds of Summer. Harry had mentioned them a few times before. They were opening for the guys on the next tour. They were apparently great friends.

I smiled as the guys finally gathered together and began to talk about the band.

"Lukes really come along on the guitar." Niall smiled.

"Which is Luke?" I whispered to Emily. I was the only girlfriend to not meet the band yet.

"Middle one. Tall skinny and delicious."

"What about that one?" I pointed to the tall, dark haired one.

"Ohhhh that's Calum." She smirked at me. "Why?"

"Just curious." I laughed. "Eventually I'll ask who all of them are."

"Whatever you say!" Emily smiled as Rachel joined our huddle.

"What's so funny?" She asked.

"Spencer thinks Cal is a babe." Emily blurted out.

"Oh my god, I asked you his name!" I rolled my eyes, attempting to hide my smile.

"His name is Calum and he's single." Rachel winked.

"Harry... Does that name ring a bell?" I joked.

"We're just messing with you!" Emily teased.

"It's funny watching you get all riled up."

"So who's the drummer?" I asked changing the subject.

"That's Ashton. Him and Harry are really close." Rachel answered.

"Good to know and last but not least?" I laughed.

"Crazy little Michael." Emily smiled. "His hair color changes more than my clothes."

"Green. Very interesting." I smiled.

So far from what I've heard they sounded great. I couldn't wait to meet them. I loved making new friends. Especially if they were close with any of my friends.

We finished up their set and headed backstage with the guys. It was time for them to begin preparing for their set. I sat with Emily and Rachel on the couch watching the guys do their thing. They were all so adorable. It blew my mind how nervous they actually got still.

Jack had come in and let them know Katy Perry was almost finished. They were the second to last act before midnight and the end of the show. I was excited to share my first New Years kiss with Harry. I know it sounded cliché but whatever. I'm a girl.

"Alright, meet you back here after the set." Harry came over to me.

"Good luck, love you." I kissed his lips.

I watched as Em and Rach did the same. I was so happy to be included in such a great family away from home. I saw these people more than my actual family most times.

The guys disappeared down a hallway leaving me and the girls to hang out. We had 10 more minutes before their section started and we weren't going out into the cold before we had too.

"Shall we make a toast?" Emily asked coming from the boys dressing room, champagne and glasses in hand.

I had vowed not to get drunk until I was clean but this was New Years and Harry and all my friends were here. We had talked about it and this was an exception.

"Yes!" Rachel smiled.

I watched as Emily poured us each a glass. I smiled as she handed me mine.

"Okay, so like I suck at these and I'm hammered already but something about loving you and I'm thankful for getting to spend another year with you. I love you ladies. Bottoms up." We clinked glasses laughing at Emily. We downed our liquid as someone different spoke.

"And none for us?" That's an accent I haven't heard before. We looked behind us to see the four boys who had just preformed on stage.

"Cal!" Emily smiled over at me as she hopped up for a huge hug.

"Hey! Haven't seen you in a second." Calum said.

"5 seconds if you wanna get exact." Emily winked. Jesus she was hammered.

"Ladies how are you?" The green haired one asked. "And who's this?"

"This is Spencer! I can't believe you haven't met her yet?" Emily slurred.

"Us either, takes a true lady to tame Styles." The kid joked. "I'm Michael it's great to meet you!"

"Hi!" I smiled, receiving his hug. Friendly boys.

"Calum but just call me Cal." The cute one said, also giving me a hug.

"I'm Ashton! Me and Harry are pretty good mates. I'm shocked we're meeting for the first time just now!"

"I know, but I'm glad it's finally happened." I smiled, hugging him.

"Yes me too." The last one smirked. "I'm Luke."

"Hey." I blushed at him, hugging him. Emily was right, he was delicious and very tall.

"Guys, homos are on next. We should go out and watch." Emily headed towards the door arm and arm with Cal.

Rachel said her hellos and headed the same direction laughing at something Ashton and Michael were talking about.

I gathered up my hat and scarf, throwing them on sloppily.

"I think our hats match." Luke said. I hadn't even realized he was still there.

"Shit you scared me." I laughed.

"I didn't want to leave you back here by yourself." He chuckled. "Everyone else just took off together."

"I guess that's what I get for not knowing you lot better!" I smiled.

"Yeah what's up with that? We've known the guys longer than you and Harry have been together."

"Well maybe if you would have toured with them last year!" I joked.

"Hey at least we'll be there this time around and we'll get to hang out all the time." He smiled down at me. He was so tall.

"I have to ask." I paused, receiving a curious look. "How tall are you?"

"I'm 6'4." He laughed. "Didn't know where you were going with that."

"You're just so much taller than Harry." I blurted out. Shit, I was comparing them.

He laughed. "Yeah I've got a good 4 or 5 inches on him."

"What's up with the lip ring?" I asked without even thinking.

"I'm in a punk band. Duh." He smirked. "And anyways I hear it makes me look sexy."

"It's a nice touch." Was all I said. Uhhhh yes! I hates facial piercings and it was still so damn hot. Calm down Spencer, you've only just met the kid and he's certainly not Harry.

"You hate it!" He laughed.

"No way!" I shot back.

"You totally do!"

"Nuh huh. It's hot as fuck!" I covered my mouth quickly. "I mean.. It's...okay."

"Secrets safe with me." He winked as he held the door open for me.

The chilly wind hit me sending a shiver down my spine. Damn leggings for not being warmer. We caught up with everyone else just as Katy Perry was leaving the stage. Harry was on next. My heart did flips.

"There you guys are! We thought you got lost." Michael joked.

"Yeah that ones a real blonde, you gotta watch out for him Spencer." Ashton added.

"Ha. Ha." Luke rolled his eyes.

I laughed along with everyone else. These guys were so nice. Everyone eventually fell back into conversation normally with one another. I stood mostly listening considering I had just met these kids.

"You there?" Luke pulled me out of my daydream.

"I guess I zoned out." I laughed, trying to tune back into conversation. At this point everyone was grouped off. Calum, Emily and Rachel were laughing about something really hard. Michael and Ashton were deep in conversation. Looks like that left me and Luke to talk.

I was nervous around this kid and I didn't know why. He seemed really nice but also pretty forward. I was okay with that though, maybe it was just his personality. After all I had just met him but he also knew I was with Harry.

"Are you excited?" He asked.

"For what?"

"Everything! Harry and the mates to perform, New Years, being in England.. All of it!" He cheered.

"It's unreal. I never imagined last New Years I'd be standing around a bunch of celebrities, let alone dating one." I laughed.

"And a pretty famous one at that." He added.

"It's wild. How do you guys do it? Screaming teenage girls everywhere you go."

"You get used to it really. It was so weird at first. We'd always be like 'why do girls find us attractive? We're weird and awkward.' But our fans and music make us lucky. Without the screaming girls we'd not be here."

"That's a good way to look at it." I smiled. "How's it feel to have millions of girls wanting their mouths around your dick?" I joked.

"Fantastic. Although I'm not really into finding random girls to bring home. That's more of a Mikey and Cal thing."

"Seriously?"

"Yes! We've had some random girls on the bus before. Quite awkward. And Cal and Mike are ugly mother fuckers too, so why'd anyone want to come home with them I'm not sure." He dissed.

"Are you saying you're hot and girls should come home with you then?" I asked, not really sure I should have.

"No, I'm uglier than they are." He chuckled.

"Yeah okay and I'm the Queen of England." I slipped. Fuck Spencer!

"You saying I'm cute?" He smiled.

"I may have." Why lie, Harry that's why.

"No worries, I won't tell Harry." He winked.

"Ha right." I sighed. What was I doing! Flirting with Luke in front of all my friends?

The lights on the stage lit up and the sound of music began to play. I was glad the guys were coming on. Maybe I wouldn't have to hear Luke's cheesy pick-up lines.

As the guys appeared on stage, Emily took my hand, with Rachel next to me, leading me away from the group. I watched Luke walked over to the group. He and his band mates smirked about something as he nodded in my direction.

"Fucking love our boyyyyfriends." Emily snag to the beat of Kiss You.

"You're weird." I laughed.

"And Luke Hemmings is laying down the moves hard." She replied.

"Nah we're just talking." I shrugged.

"Flirting." She corrected. "Okay I don't know what you're saying cause I couldn't hear you two but actions speak louder than words."

"And what does that mean?"

"Just make sure you go home with Harry, that's all."

"Emily, are you kidding?! I just met the kid. He's nice but he's not my type."

"He's totally you're type! Sexy kid in a boy band!

"Whatever." I rolled my eyes.

"Spencer we love you, we just don't want you to make any more bad decisions!" Rachel added.

"If I was going to cheat on Harry with a member of 5 Sseconds of Summer it'd be Calum anyways." I stuck out my tongue.

"Fucking knew it!" Emily shouted.

"Can we go get more drinks?" Rachel asked.

"I'll get them, I've only had the one and I can tell you guys have had more." I laughed.

"True. We pre gamed but Harry said you guys were busy." Emily said.

"Probably fucking." Rachel added, usually not one for snarky comments.

"Rach!" I slapped her as the girls laughed uncontrollably. We headed back over the band, seeing if they wanted anything.

"Headed to get some drinks, you guys need anything?" I asked.

"Yeah I'll take one." Michael said.

"Me too." Ashton added.

"Why not it's New Years." Cal laughed.

"Sounds good." I smiled, looking over to Luke.

"Yeah I'll have one." He smiled back. "I can help you carry them." He suggested, looking at Emily and Rachel. "Unless one of you was going...."

Emily cut him off. "No babes you go!"

I glared at her, receiving a cheeky wink in return. She was definitely my partner in crime, but this time she was setting me up for failure instead of guiding me away from it.

Luke and I headed towards the backstage area. They had a section set up for the artists where we knew we could get some alcohol.

I was supposed to be drinking conservatively but fuck that. If I was going to have to deal with Luke and Emily at the same time and then Harry on top of it all I was going to need it. I was craving a Xanax but left them at our apartment for just this reason. So I couldn't take them.

"Just gonna get all beers or what?" Luke asked holding the door open for me.

"I mean I need something stronger than a beer but I know that's what Em and Rach will want. How about the guys?"

"Beer will satisfy them." He laughed. "Why something stronger for you?"

"Emily drunk is a lot to handle." I lied.

"She's always a good time when we go out." He chuckled. "Lou has a hard time keeping her in line."

"She's wild."

"I thought Lou was insane until I met her. Girl can drink."

"She certainly can. Not gonna lie, I've held her hair back one too many times." I joked.

"Doesn't surprise me." He smiled. "Hey before we get the drinks can I stop by the dressing room real quick? I wanna grab a scarf it's a bit chilly."

"No problem." I followed him down the hallway not really comfortable with this situation. We ran into a man along the way.

"Luke, how've you been bro?" The guy was American. I had no idea who he was though.

"Miles! Excellent what's goin on?" Luke shook his hand.

"Not much. Just continuing the dream." The guy laughed. "This your girlfriend?" The guy pointed at me.

"No dude, this is Styles' girl." Luke said. "Spencer this is Miles, Miles Spencer." He said motioning between us.

"Nice to meet you." He shook my hand. "What are you doing running around with this idiot back here when hubbies playing outside?"

"We came to get drinks and someone..." I drug it out. "Needs a scarf cause he's cold."

"Pussy." Miles jabbed at Luke. "Good seeing you, I'll let you get back to it." He winked at Luke. "Tell everyone I said hi and it was great meeting you."

"Pleasure." I smiled.

"Sorry about him. He's a bit goofy." Luke laughed awkwardly as we entered the room.

"It's fine." I shrugged.

"So how are you enjoying the show?" Luke quickly changed the subject.

"It's awesome!"

"Have a favorite yet?"

"Well you see there was this one band called 5 Seconds of Summer or something like that. They were sooo good. But then this other band One Direction, I think, came on and just blew them out of the water." I smirked at him. "Basically like 5 Seconds of Summer who?"

"That's how it's gonna be huh?" A cheeky grin crossed his face. He stopped digging in his bag and faced me scarf in hand.

"It's like nothing. Just giving you my fangirl opinion." I blinked my eyelashes flirtatiously.

He took a few steps closer to me, leaving merely inches between us.

He leaned in. "I hear 5 Seconds of Summer is better in bed anyways." He whispered almost so soft I couldn't hear him. I bit my lip unsure of what to say, he caught me off guard. For a quick second our eyes connected. "That's what I thought."

He smirked triumphantly as he pulled away from me. He headed back out the door the way we came. I was frozen. I thought he was going to kiss me. I was internally freaking out.

He peaked his head back in the door, still wearing that cheeky smirk.

"Coming love?" He asked. "You're going to miss all of that superior One Direction."

I walked towards him, leaning into his ear as I passed him. "It's okay, 5 Seconds of Summer band members couldn't handle One Directions girlfriends anyways."

This time he was frozen. I kept my pace down the hallway steady as my heels clicked against the floor. I knew my ass looked great in these pants so I swayed my hips a little extra. If he thinks he can be like that and get away with it, he had another thing coming. When I realized he wasn't behind me I turned around.

I smirked licking my lips. "Coming love?" I mocked.

He caught up to me. We didn't exchange another word as we got our drinks and went back outside. He held the door just like all the other times. We handed the drinks out to everyone and settled back into conversation. I watched as Ashton leaned over to say something to Luke. I acted like I wasn't paying attention to them. The music was loud, causing Ashton to speak a little louder than normal, which was enough for me to barely hear.

"Careful dude, she's Harry's girlfriend." He paused. "We have to tour with them in a couple months for a year."

Luke nodded without a word. His focus never leaving the stage. Damn, what did I just get myself into.





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(HARRY POV)

"That was sick!" Niall fist pumped as we made our way backstage.

"Pretty cool." Liam clapped his back.

"I just want to meet that girl I had security pull out of the crowd." Zayn mumbled.

"Seriously?" Louis laughed harder than he should have. "I remember those days dude."

"Yeah I know man." I added.

"Looks like the lads found our ladies." Louis nodded towards the group of them.

"Dude Luke found himself a lass too." Liam smiled as we saw Luke's arm around a girl. We couldn't see her face, they had their backs to us.

The kid deserved it.

"He's an alright dude, I bet she's hot." Niall laughed.

As we got closer it hit me, that wasn't a girl who needed an arm around her.

"Guys wait up." They all came to a halt and looked at me. "Just wait a second."

I wanted to watch the scene that was unfolding. Maybe it was just an innocent thing that we saw out of context.

"What's up mate?" Niall asked.

"That's Spencer he has his arm around." I said.

"No it's not!" Zayn said.

"Yeah I think I know the back of my girlfriend." I chuckled. "I just want to see what's going on from a distance before we get over there and I freak out over nothing."

"I'm sure they're just having a laugh man." Liam tried.

We watched for a couple minutes, watching everyone interact. In the few minutes we watched, I grew angry. He let his hand wander from her shoulder down to her waist. They leaned into whisper things in each other’s ears. When he said something apparently funny I hated the way she would lean into him as she laughed. I was jealous.

“Calm down dude.” Louis said. “I’m sure it’s nothing like it looks. He’s your mate.”

“Yeah looks like it.” I said storming away.

I got to the group first.

“Harry!” Emily smiled, getting up to hug me. Damn she was drunk. Spencer better not be drunk. Maybe it’d be better if she was actually.

The rest of the guys caught up to us engaging a huge reunion between our bands and girlfriends.

“Hey!” Spencer threw her arms around my neck. She wasn’t drunk. “You looked so hot up there.”

“Did I now?” I smirked. “How hot?”

“So hot I could rip these clothes off you right here.” She said, peaking Lukes interest as he turned his head towards us. We made eye contact as I spoke.

“We’ll get be out of these clothes later, don’t you worry.” She drew my attention back to her with a long drawn out kiss. When we broke away, Luke and I made eye contact again. I smirked ever so slightly. That’ll teach you to mess with my girl.

“Guys! We better go out to the show for the countdown! 2 minutes!” Louis shouted practically dragging Emily with him towards the exit.

We all gathered together in a small circle. I was excitedly anticipating the new year. It was a fresh slate for the guys and I, it was a fresh start for Spencer and me as well. Sure, with the changing of the year our problems didn’t disappear but it seemed like something great was bound to come along.

“1 MINUTE!” Our host for the night, Mario Lopez, shouted.

Spencer excitedly tugged at the collar of my pea coat. “I love you.”

“I love you too babe.” I smiled down at her.

“Promise we’re gonna do it later?”

“How else would we ring in the new year?”

“I don’t know, there is no other option.” She smirked.

“10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3..” I placed my hands on each side of Spencers face. “1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!”

The crowd exploded. I placed my lips softly on Spencers. The kiss started out slow and romantic but quickly took a turn. She snaked her arms around my neck, pressing her body against mine. My hands found their way down her back to her bum, her weakness while kissing, giving it a squeeze. She moaned into my mouth. Her fingers tugged on the loose ends of my hair sticking out from my beanie.

“Hmmmm hello?” Louis tapped my shoulder. “MY birds wasted and we didn’t even get that into it. She did grab me cock though.”

I laughed at Lou. “Sorry.”

I looked around the rest of the group. All eyes were on us, including the cameras flashing all around us. I smiled at today. It was great from start to finish, and it wasn’t even over yet. I’d be sure to address the Luke situation soon, but now wasn’t the right time. I was just a jealous bastard.

“Fucking take a hit.” Zayn held up a blunt.

“Who?” Liam laughed.

“Everyone in this circle is going to take a hit.” Zayn looked at everyone.

I watched as he passed it to Michael first, Ashton took it, Cal hit it, Rachel took a drag, Liam puffed, Niall took a long healthy hit, Luke inhaled it, Louis took a long hit too, Emily took 2 hits, Spencer took a very quick hit, and passed it to me. I had never smoked a hit of anything before. I didn’t think I ever would. This was a moment of truth. I was nervous, we had just passed a blunt around and the paps caught every second of it. At the same time, I didn’t want to let my mates down on a huge day. I brought it to my mouth, slightly inhaling. I finished my hit and gave it back to Zayn.

“HARRY FUCKING STYLES!” Ashton cheered.

“That is the first time I’ve ever seen Harry not fuss over us trying to get him to smoke.” Liam laughed.

“Harry? Is that you?” Luke waved his hands in front of me

“No, this isn’t my boyfriend.” Spencer laughed.

“My dude.” Zayn knuckled bumped me.

“Not bad.” I shrugged. “Now let’s go fucking rage.”

“7th Ave?” Louis asked.

“Yes, we’re on the list.” I said. “You lot coming?” I asked 5 Seconds of Summer.

“We’re in.” Ashton and I shared a nod.

We went our separate ways. The boys and I would get our ride and so would 5 SOS. We all didn’t fit together. We loaded up our van after we finished doing everything that needed done at the show.

I held Spencer hand tightly any moment I could. I was so happy to have her here with me. I can’t believe I almost made her stay in the US. It wouldn’t have been right without her here. I was also excited for tomorrow. We were going to see my family. I couldn’t wait. I had just seen them a few weeks ago but it had been months since Spencer had been over. She kept in touch with Char and mum, I knew that. But I was worried about the reunion with dad. You never know with him.

I wasn’t going to worry about that tonight though. Tonight was about love, friendship and happiness. I couldn’t wait to get to the club, I couldn’t wait to get home. Everything was perfect right now and I was hoping it would stay that way. Luke Hemmings didn’t have anything on me. At least I didn’t think so.

Notes



GUYS I SAW ONE DIRECTION TWICE LIVE IN THE FLESH IN ONE WEEK. BYE I'M DEAD. I WANT TO JUMP THEIR BONES SO MUCH MORE NOW. BYE.

ALSO, CAL FROM 5SOS. BYE.

but i hope you like this chapter. it may not seem so important but it's a huuuuuuge deal really. you'll see. okay love you guys.

xx

Comments

@Allie Miller
eeeeppppp I LOVE NIALL

i_heart_1D i_heart_1D
3/2/16

I can't quit reading ch 16.... Niall is such a babe!

Allie Miller Allie Miller
2/20/16

@memK
lol thanks

i_heart_1D i_heart_1D
8/24/15

I love this story but spencer is a terrible person she's basically cheated on Harry three times, lies about her drug use and hangs out with people she knows he doesn't like and basically can't trust herself with other guys when he isn't around! Yet she blames him for being jealous and overprotective she's a slut tbh

memK memK
8/18/15

@Vanilla.
Aw thank you! I'm SOOOO glad you liked it!!! Harry isn't giving
up! That's for sure! I'm going to start the sequel after this semester ends so please bear with me! thanks for sticking with me and reading this til the end!

Love love love all around xx

i_heart_1D i_heart_1D
4/20/15