You can't make me

*Aubrey's P.O.V.*

I am wore out from today's event. My voice is hoarse and I need to get some sleep. I stand up when the movie is almost over and start my way up the stairs, "Aubrey, where are you going?" Niall asks, "I'm tired so I'm just gonna go to bed." I said, "Night Aubrey!" I hear all five lads call back at me. I just nod my head going the rest of the way upstairs. I close my bedroom door behind me and walk blindly to my bed. When I get under the covers sleep consumes me and nightmares commence.

*Aubrey's Dream*

"Get up you filthy slut!" Alex shouts, "I'M NOT A SLUT!" I shout back at him. Alex pulls his hand back and punches me in the face making me fall to the floor and cradle my cheek, "CLOSE YOU DIRTY MOUTH. Never. And I mean NEVER. Talk back to me. YOU UNDERSTAND ME!?!" He kicks me in the ribs and I hear a snap and I groan in pain and start to sob, "This is what you get for talking to other men! I bet you would have fucked him in the bathroom if I wasn't there beside you. Filthy little whore." He pulls me up by my hair, "Tell me how much of a whore you are Aubrey. Shout it so the whole world can hear." He says the grip in my hair getting tighter and tighter, "SAY IT!" He shouted switching from my hair to my neck picking me up and pushing me against the wall, "N-n-never." I finally choke out.

His grip only tightens and the need for air is becoming more apparent, "Fine I will show you how much of a dirty little slut you are." He throws me on the ground and I gasp for air letting tears flow down my face, "Get on your fucking back!" He shouts at me. I am a virgin and I won't let him take that from me without a fight, "Fuck off." I said with my breath finally caught back. I try to move but my ribs are hurting and I think one might be broken. I have to fight through it. He was eye level with me so I pull my hand back to scratch him in the face but he grabs it and pins me down to the ground, "Nice try. If you didn't fuck so many guys then maybe I would treat you nicely. But since you like to whore around and have cheated on me with other guys you are gonna get treated like the whore you are." I gather saliva in my mouth and spit him in the face, "I am a VIRGIN! I have never cheated on you! You always cheated on m-" He roughly picks me up and shoves me against the door peeling off all of my clothes in the same amount of time, "No! Please don't! HELP! NO STOP!! STOP!!!! S-s-STOP!!" I sobbed out. Why could nobody save me? Why couldn't Niall save me? When Alex was done wrecking me, he threw me on the ground and kicked me some more before having enough and spitting on me. I was left alone, sobbing for hours. I couldn't walk because my rib was broken. I had to cover up the bruises and put on a fake smile so my family would never know a thing. I will never act or be the same ever again.

*End Of Dream*
I was shaken awake, "Aubrey are you okay?" Harry asked wiping away some tears, "Yeah sorry that I woke you." I said wiping the tears that were still falling, "It's okay, I'm a light sleeper. Do you want to talk about it?" He asked, "No.. I'm good." I said, "It's not good to keep things bottled up inside." Harry said, "It's a burden that I don't want people to know about. Let's just leave it at that." Is all I say before digging my way back under the covers, "Alright, good night Aubrey." He said waving and walking out the door closing it behind him. I just nod my head even tho I disagree.. It has not been a good night.. Everyone would agree with me if they had to relive the hell on earth that I have to every night.

I wake up at 6 in the morning and roll away from the window so I can go back to sleep. The next time I woke up Niall was bringing me breakfast. I told him to eat it and went back to sleep. I awoke at 5 and Niall forced me to get up and eat, "Aubrey you got to eat." Niall said, "I just want to sleep." I told him, "Well you can go back to sleep after you eat." I nodded my head and lent against the head board. He fed me like I was a baby even tho I wanted to do it myself. Once he left I went back to sleep and didn't wake up until 10 the next morning. The only time I ever got up yesterday was to use the loo which I have to use right now. I get up and make my way for my bathroom. Once I am done I wash my hands and make my way towards the bed. Once I open the restroom door I see 5 boys laying in my bed, "Morning Aubrey, how you feeling?" I hear Niall ask, "Fine." I say. I would lay down in bed but it seems like they making sure there is no room left on purpose, "Go please. I want to go back to sleep." I see them frown, "What's wrong Aubrey?" Liam asks, "I just want to go to sleep." Is all I say, "Why don't you come and spend sometime with us?" I shake my head no and go back into the bathroom to fix my hair. I get annoyed so I just close the bathroom door and hop into the shower. Once I am done I blow dry it and walk out not seeing anyone in my room. I breath a relieved sigh and change my pajamas.

I hear the door bell ring and I hear on of the boys ask, "Who are you?" I walk down the stairs to see who it is and see that it's Chad, "Hey Aubrey." He smiles when he sees me. I smile back real big and go to give him a hug, "It's fine guys. Lets go upstairs, yeah?" I ask and he nods and follows me, "Who is he Aubrey?" Niall asks grabbing my shoulder, "None of your concerns." Snap at him. We start up the stairs and Niall shouts, "Keep the door open!" I roll my eyes pushing Chad into the room, "Not happening." Niall frowns, "Aubrey-" I cut him off, "If you don't like it, too bad. You can suck my dick for all I care." I snap back at him. He frowns even more and sighs, "Fine Aubrey just do whatever the fuck you want." Niall said giving up, "Will do." I answer back before slamming my room door shut and locking it, "Hey babe." Chad says pulling me into a hug, "Did you like the ice cream?" He asks and I nod my head, "Thank you for that." He smiles and kisses my cheek, "No problem. Do you still have some?" He asks. I shake my head no, "The boys threw it away for some reason." I answered back, "That's fine." He smiled at me, "Wanna watch movie?" I ask, "That would be perfect." He smiles down at me. I nod my head and go towards my collection of movies, "Is The Lucky One alright?" I asked in the mood for chick flicks, "Yeah." I bed over to put the disk in the DVD player and I could feel his eyes on my arse, "Lovely view you got there." I chuckled, "Glad you enjoy it." I answered back. We sat down on my bed and I cuddled up to him. He kissed the top of my head and the movie started. Once the sex scene came on I could feel him staring at me again. I looked up at him and he kissed me passionately on the lips. I kissed back and soon he was on top of me holding my hands above my head and I froze, "You alright Aubrey?" He asked and I nodded. He kissed down my body and soon clothes were removed and I just let him use me. Sure I kinda enjoyed it, but after what Alex did to me it's kinda hard too.

After we were done I curled up in his side and fell asleep. I awoke to pounding on the door, "Fuck off I am trying to sleep." I shouted at whoever was behind the door, "Aubrey did that boy stay the night?" I heard someone ask, "Yes now fuck off." I shouted back. I heard Chad chuckle, "Your so cute." He whispered in my ear kissing the top of my head. I cuddled more into his side feeling safe, "We're coming in." I hear one of the boys shout, "No you don't want to do that." I said back. He stopped fiddling with the lock, "You guys didn't have sex!" Niall shouted unbelieving, "Uhh.. No I farted. Smells bad." Chad said making me laugh, "Yeah it does. You don't want to come in here." I said still chuckling, "Aubrey don't make me unlock the door!" I heard mom shout, "Go ahead I fucking dare you. Come in here." I challenge, "Mum don't." I hear Niall say. She unlocks and opens the door anyway and everybody's mouths fall open, "You little slut!" I hear mum shout, "Yeah mum. I know I am. Been told so many times that I am and I have always believed it." The boys face soften but Niall looks at mum pissed off, "She is not a slut! She is your daughter!! My sister and she is not a slut!" Niall shouts at mum, "Look in front of you Niall. This is not your sister. This is some trashy girl who sleeps around. She used to be your sister, and she used to be my daughter.. but look at this girl, she is not the old Aubrey. Remember that." She told him walking away, "She is right Ni. I am just a trashy slut. Now do me a favor and close the door so no one else can see my true colors." His face is sad, "Your not a slut babe. You are beautiful." Chad whispered in my ear. The thing is what he said went in one ear and out the other. I am a slut. Every single time I close my eyes and sleep I get a little reminder.

Niall closes the door and I can hear him sobbing, "She isn't a slut! She still is my sister." I hear him say before going down the stairs. I let Chad use me again and we get dressed and he has to leave, "See you tomorrow babe." He said kissing me on the lips, "Alright, bye Chad." I say at the front door, "CHAD!" I hear Niall yell, "Go babe. Love you." He walks out the front door, "Bye love you too." I shut the door, "He was the guy who gave you the ice cream?!?" Niall asked, "Yeah." I said simply trying to go up the stairs, "Do you not remember?" He asks, "Remember what?" I ask pissed, "We had to throw away the ice cream because it was what was causing the hallucinations. Aubrey.. He drugged you."

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