I Know That This is Going to Last
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This morning I woke up to see the face of my boyfriend. I smilled at him and said, "Were you watching me sleep?" I said that groggily, but I didn't care since I was just happy to see him. He had been touring non-stop, and it was nice to wake up next to him.
He quickly shifted his eyes all over the room. "Maybe." He laughed, then kissed my forehead.
"You know that's creepy, right?"
He shrugged. "I don't think it counts as creepy since you mean so much to me."
"Aww, you're too sweet." I said before I kissed his lips. It felt so good to be attatched to him again.
We both pulled away and stared into each others eyes. He had one hand around my waist, while the other was gently caressing my face. As I looked in his blue eyes, I couldn't help but think of how we got to this point.
He and I have come so far in such little time; it's kind of amazing. We've had our ups and downs, but there's been way more ups. How did I get so lucky to have him? I may never know. He's so perfect in so many ways, it's hard for me to imagine my life without him.
"You know what, babygirl?" He asked.
"What, Niall?"
"This moment couldn't get any better. Being with you makes me so happy. I'm so glad to be here with you, and be home. I missed you. I missed waking up to your laugh, your eyes, your smile, everything. I missed waking up to you in the middle of the night. Now that I have it back, I don't ever want to let it go." He then dramatically wrapped his arms around me. "I love you, Marla."
I was surprised, he had never said that to me before. "I love you too, Niall." It felt so good to say that. I had been in love with him for so long, and now I can actually tell him, I guess. I really hope he meant it; I know I did.
He held me tighter in his arms, and that's when I knew he definitely meant what he said. I looked up at him and smiled. He smiled back at me right before he softly kissed my lips.
We stayed with our lips together for awhile then he pulled away and said, "You're so amazing, you know that?"
I giggled. "So are you."
He shook his head. "Not as much as you are."
"We're both amazing, okay?" I said as I ran my fingers through his cute blonde hair. I don't want any other man but him.
"Marla?"
"Yes?"
"I want us to last as long as it possibly can. I really and truly do love you, and I don't want anyone else. Will you be mine? Hopefully one day we could get married and have kids. I would love to be with you for the rest of my life. So don't ever think that I don't mean it when I say that I love you, because I do, and always will." That's when I felt the tears brim my eyes. "No, Marla, don't cry. I didn't mean to make you sad."
I looked up and smiled at him. "I'm not sad, Niall. These are happy tears. What you said made me realize how much I do actually love you. You're my everything and if I didn't have you, I don't know what I would do." He wiped a tear with his thumb, then he cupped my face in his hands and kissed me.
I found myself lost in this kiss. His lips were so soft and tender; I am in love with this moment. He snaked his arm around my waist, as I did the same with mine. We held each other as we kissed, and all I could think to myself was how much I love and adored him.
We both pulled away and smiled. This moment was perfect, nothing in this world could ruin it. He pulled me in for another kiss, and it was just like that, I knew this was going to last with him.
He quickly shifted his eyes all over the room. "Maybe." He laughed, then kissed my forehead.
"You know that's creepy, right?"
He shrugged. "I don't think it counts as creepy since you mean so much to me."
"Aww, you're too sweet." I said before I kissed his lips. It felt so good to be attatched to him again.
We both pulled away and stared into each others eyes. He had one hand around my waist, while the other was gently caressing my face. As I looked in his blue eyes, I couldn't help but think of how we got to this point.
He and I have come so far in such little time; it's kind of amazing. We've had our ups and downs, but there's been way more ups. How did I get so lucky to have him? I may never know. He's so perfect in so many ways, it's hard for me to imagine my life without him.
"You know what, babygirl?" He asked.
"What, Niall?"
"This moment couldn't get any better. Being with you makes me so happy. I'm so glad to be here with you, and be home. I missed you. I missed waking up to your laugh, your eyes, your smile, everything. I missed waking up to you in the middle of the night. Now that I have it back, I don't ever want to let it go." He then dramatically wrapped his arms around me. "I love you, Marla."
I was surprised, he had never said that to me before. "I love you too, Niall." It felt so good to say that. I had been in love with him for so long, and now I can actually tell him, I guess. I really hope he meant it; I know I did.
He held me tighter in his arms, and that's when I knew he definitely meant what he said. I looked up at him and smiled. He smiled back at me right before he softly kissed my lips.
We stayed with our lips together for awhile then he pulled away and said, "You're so amazing, you know that?"
I giggled. "So are you."
He shook his head. "Not as much as you are."
"We're both amazing, okay?" I said as I ran my fingers through his cute blonde hair. I don't want any other man but him.
"Marla?"
"Yes?"
"I want us to last as long as it possibly can. I really and truly do love you, and I don't want anyone else. Will you be mine? Hopefully one day we could get married and have kids. I would love to be with you for the rest of my life. So don't ever think that I don't mean it when I say that I love you, because I do, and always will." That's when I felt the tears brim my eyes. "No, Marla, don't cry. I didn't mean to make you sad."
I looked up and smiled at him. "I'm not sad, Niall. These are happy tears. What you said made me realize how much I do actually love you. You're my everything and if I didn't have you, I don't know what I would do." He wiped a tear with his thumb, then he cupped my face in his hands and kissed me.
I found myself lost in this kiss. His lips were so soft and tender; I am in love with this moment. He snaked his arm around my waist, as I did the same with mine. We held each other as we kissed, and all I could think to myself was how much I love and adored him.
We both pulled away and smiled. This moment was perfect, nothing in this world could ruin it. He pulled me in for another kiss, and it was just like that, I knew this was going to last with him.
9/30/13