Lost In This So Called World

Winters PoV

I sit silently in the car looking out the window as my brother Michel speeds down the high way.

"Why did you leave me" I mumble, the question I've been asking myself for three years. He sits there, tapping the steering wheel, thinking.

"There wasn't enough time to get you out of there. I'm sorry." That's the answer he gives me? After three years that's all he is going to say? Asshole!

"But you left me for the fucking cops, who does that?" I snapped, furious.

"I know, I know. I said I was sorry. I just wish we hadn't left you at all. You know, I haven't had a full night of sleep in three years. I've been feeling guilty. I hoped you'd forgive me but no, you punch me. Why didn't you just let me explain?" He stares angrily at the road ahead. He's angry? No way, he does not get to be angry! I'm the one who speant three years in a cell, not him. I speant three years being angry and I'm so tired of it, so tired of hating him. He turns down an ally and I sigh.

"We can say hi to the boys and then talk about this. I'm not going to fight in this car. I love you Mikey but you hurt me really bad. I don't want to be mad right now so lets keep a cool head." I calmly reply. He stops the car and turns to me, leaning forward and wrapping his arms around me. No matter how much resentment I have inside of me because of him, he is my brother and I love him. We hug we then continue on to the gangs hide out.




Harrys pov-
I look at the bottom of my empty glass. My life sucks. Another day of teaching a bunch of ungrateful middle school students. Just last week another one of my so called girlfriends stomped all over my heart confessing that she was only in it for the fun and she was going back home to her real boyfriend. Poor guy. I put my glass in the sink, put away the scotch, and get my flat clean enough for Louis and his girlfriend to come over.

Throughout my life I've had 8 serious relationships, and in each one the girl up and left with out even telling me what I had done. Along with that my job sucks. Fucking. Great.

Notes

here is a new update hope you like it. thank you to my wonderful people or person who are giving me a chance on this story. I looked at the comment and was like oh god hope its not hate. I've looked at this site for such a long time and a lot of the writers are given shit for there story. so thank you for not hating:) OMFG were getting snow in Eugene Oregon. like a lot. here in the valley we don't ever get snow:)) only rain:( sorry for the shortness agin. I PROMISS they will get longer. hold in there

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hey, zaynisthebestest again. I'm just gonna add a little A/N here one each chapter once I've edited it just to let you know I guess. Hope your enjoying the story xo