Just Another Mistake ~Sequel to Falling
Chapter 7
"Are you ready?" Alec said, popping in the room.
"Yes." I said slightly hesitating. He gave me a look as he sat don beside me.
I sighed defeatedly. "Alright. Fine. I'm not ready."
"You don't have to go you know." He said quietly.
I gave him a disbelieving look. "Really? Because you seem to want me to go."
He sighed and said, "I know. But I don't want to force you. I don't want you to be miserable just because I want you with me."
I smiled and wrapped my arms around his waist. He immediately snaked his arms around my shoulders, holding me close.
"Alec, I won't be miserable. I'll have you and Jane with me. How can I be miserable when you two are there to just completely make an idiot out of yourselves and make me laugh?" I said, slightly chuckling.
He laughed with me. "We're not going to be that bad." He defended.
I was about to reply but the door suddenly opened, interrupting me.
Edward, Alice, and the bitch stood there looking at us with a surprised look. Then Edward started looking uncomfortable. I mean I get him. If I walked in on two people hugging it is kind of awkward.
"Ever heard of knocking?" Alec snarled. He mainly glared at Edward and Edward glared back.
Alice stepped in the room and said, "Are you guys ready? Jane is already done. And Aro is practically kicking us out." She laughed, trying to break the heavy tension.
Alec was too busy having a glaring contest with Edward so I answered for both of us. "Yeah. We're ready. Come on babe."
I stood up and so did he. But he didn't break away from the glaring contest. Alice and I gave each other exasperated glances. She walked to Edwards' side then gave me a nod.
At the same time we slapped their cheeks.
"Ow!" they said in synch.
I laughed. "Sorry babe but we need to go."
He took my hand and entwined my fingers with his. I grabbed my duffel bag with my free hand and headed out the door, with the other 3 on our heels.
We reached the throne room where a very impatient looking Jane stood. "Took you long enough." she growled.
Aro, Marcus, Caius, Felix, and Dimitri stood there with sad looks. I gave each of them a hug. "I'll miss you guys. Don't worry I'll call as much as I can." I said.
Then we were on our way. Alice got us a yellow porsche. Alice was driving and Edward had shot gun. Alec was in the middle, Bella was on the left side and Jane was on the right side. Jane refused to sit beside Bella because she said she might not have enough control. And since there was no space, I sat on Alec's lap. At first Edward argued how that's not allowed. But Alec quickly retorted and said, "Well what do you want her to do, run beside the car? Or maybe just sit on the roof." That shut him up quickly.
In no time, we were at the airport. As we boarded the plane, I felt the huge impact of seeing my family again. Of seeing Esme and Carlisle. Their hurt and disappointed faces. Or maybe their just angry with me. They probably hate me. Unfortunately for the seating, I was beside Edward. Alec and Jane were behind us and Bella and Alice were infront.
"They don't hate you, you know." Edward said quietly, as if reading my mind.
"You don't know that." I said bitterly.
"I do. They just miss you." he responded.
I didn't know what to say to that so I just nodded. I knew that Edward wanted to talk to me but I just didn't want to. He knew that so he left me alone.
I looked out the window as the plane took off. I realized that I'm just going back to everything. I'm going to relive the pain I felt. I'll probably see Tyler again. But somehow that isn't what worries me. What worries me is that Edward would want to talk about the kiss.
I really hope he doesn't but I knew that he will. I'm afraid that it will change our whole relationship. I knew that our relationship already changed big time but it might make it worse. I feel like if another thing happens, it will be unfixable. A small incident might just be the end of our friendship.
It might just tear us apart.
update please
2/18/14