Harry's POV (continued)

As we headed out of the club, people followed us, Raquel sighed, probably thinking we would be okay once we reached the door. And she let out a little giggle when we did. But I knew outside wouldn't be that much better and it wasn't. Instead of being greeting with just the London chill, we were being created by bright flashes and more screams coming from paparazzi,

" Harry is this your newest fling?"

" Whats your name sweetheart?"

" Are you two dating? Can we get a picture?"

Raquel just turned to me all I can see in her eyes was confusion and how frightened she was, not only was she drunk, but i can tell she was a girl who didn't like attention, even though she was beautiful. That would be a problem if we did start dating. All though I loved my job, it was hard to find a girl who would like me for me, and I found that with Raquel, but once she got a taste of what its like being a girlfriend of a One Direction member, constantly on magazines in the spotlight, well I would have to prove it to her that I was worth it. That our love would save us. But here I am jumping to conclusions, who knows what will happen tonight? All I know if that tonight doesn't continue going well, and takes a turn for the worse. She did promise me a date tomorrow. And tomorrow I will win her over.

" Just hold my hand and look down," I told Raquel and she did, she found my hand gripping it for dear life, like I was the only person who can bring her to safety.

We got into a cab, and headed over to me and Lou's flat. As soon as we sat down in the cab, Raquel's face was soon nuzzling itself into my neck. I really enjoyed my night with her and i hoped she wouldn't fall asleep because i just wanted to hang out with her more and get to know her better. So i let her have a little rest for the twenty minute ride back to our flat. And soon enough Raquel started to snore a little and i found it so incredibly cute, it was like something i would want to record to play back and listen to, but i brushed that idea away deciding that would be very creepy. Yeah I wouldn't want to be that guy.

We arrived at mine and Lou's flat, Lou and Eleanor got out of the cab, and I shook Raquel lightly in order t wake her up. She stirred around a little, moaning how she didn't want to move. I got up to pay the cabbie, told Raquel to sit on the edge of the seat, got out and as soon as I was out, bended Raquel and told her to wrap her legs around my back. And she surprisingly did as she was told for once. I carried her into our flat. And settled her down on a couch.

"Harry, maybe i should head home, I don't want to intrude"

" Don't be silly, you know this wouldn't be the first sleepover we would be having…"

" Woah mate" Lou screamed out from his place on the opposite couch

" So I'm guessing, you told Lou about how we met and my stay at your family home?" she said, but it felt like she was unsure how she felt about it.

" Ya i did, but don't be offended babe, he's the only one who knows" I told Raquel, I couldn't tell if she was hurt that I told Lou like I spilled some secret. I mean those few days we spent together, well they didn't feel real, it felt like I wasn't Harry Styles from One Direction, I felt like Harry Styles, the bakery boy from Cheshire. And when I did tell Lou well I did feel like I broke some sort of unsaid promise, that i had made with Raquel. And once I said it out loud, it became real, something that really happened, not just something that only the people who experienced knew about. Obviously there was a picture of us in the paper, not headlining because they didn't know our story. The only people that knew really knew were me and Raquel, but that no longer existed. And I knew tomorrow that there would be some headline about her, asking who was she, branding her as mystery girl on my long list of "flings" that i apparently had. I hated that I was known as being a womanizer. My mom practically raised me by herself, and i had the upmost respect for her, and the fact people would overlook that because I talked to a girl or held her hand. The main reason why I held people's hand were because they were being attacked and i like to keep my friends safe. Just because I talked to someone or held their hand doesn't mean that we were in a relationship. At first I tried to ignore it and it became more and more difficult. I tried denying the rumors, but it barely worked. But thats why I loved my fans they would fight for me protect me and understand my side of the story, even if they didn't know everything about my life.

" Okayy thats fine i mean i can't tell you not to tell people, I'm not upset, I mean I told Sarah and Elle." Who was Sarah? I asked myself and then i realized I really barely know anything about Raquel. I know what type of woman she is, that she's from New York, and her parents still live there, I know were she works, and that she wants to be a lawyer. She lived an interesting life, but so did I and i realized she only knew me as the boy from Cheshire not the young man that I am now, she didn't know about the other half of my life that I live now. I mean didn't even know Raquel's age. I figured out what we were going to spend our day together tomorrow, so we can basically get to know each other better. I would suggest we would play a game like truth or dare or twenty questions, it looked like she could barely open her eyes.

" Who's sarah?" I asked her

"She's my best friend from New York." Raquel answered but then she began yawning

" Yeah your staying here, come you can sleep in my room."

" I don't want to be a bother."

" please you can never be a burden on me," I said smiling at her.

" Aww" Elle and Louis both said at once

" yeah Raquel, plus I'm going to spend the night here, I suggest you do the same." Elle said.

"yeah you are staying here, you can barely keep your eyes open, ill give you some pajamas you can burrow." I said lifting her up off the couch, she stumbled a little, it must be from the mix of tiredness and alcohol she had in her system.

" Don't take advantage of the poor girl" Lou said in a joking manner

" I wouldn't dream about it, plus I'm sure she can kick my arse, I've seen her in action"

I joked refereeing to the whole bum situation she found herself in when he first met

" You've got the right Styles." she said winking at me

" you don't have to worry I would never dream of hurting you Kelly." I said in a serious tone,and she blushed, giving me a kiss on the cheek.

" Okay were off to bed love birds, enjoy yourselves have fun but not too much fun if you get what I'm saying." Lou joked

" please Lou i know what you and Eleanor are going to do when you get to your room and I know it doesn't involve actual sleeping." I joked

" Eww" Raquel and Elle said, Elle's cheeks were bright red, even though me and the boys constantly joked about each others sex lives, usually in front of their girlfriends, it was still funny to see Elle blushing.

" alright thats enough for tonight." Elle said pulling louis up the stairs. I saw Lou bite his tongue knowing not to say anything stupid.

"Alright lets go," i said bending down and once again Raquel jumped on my back, and I carried her up the stairs. She was really light to carry, I couldn't understand why she got so nervous when people were looking at her, her beauty was literally breathtaking.

Once we got to the room I closed the door, and handed Raquel a pair of sweatpants and a t- shirt, and led her to the bathroom. She came out of my clothes, and wow she looked hot in them, yeah she was defiantly going to be keeping them. I liked the idea of her wearing my clothes, even though we weren't dating.

"like what you see?" she said, and i quickly looked away for a second, i didn't realize i was starring but i couldn't help but look at her.

`" maybe.. I like you in my clothes, you look cute, I want you too keep them."

" I don't want people to get the wrong impression Styles…" she said in a joking manner, but I couldn't help but think the maybe she wasn't ready to be with me, and she didn't want me to get the wrong impression.

" okay i want you to get some rest now.."

" but I'm not tired" she said pouting

" come ill tuck you in." I said in a baby voice.

" you aren't sleeping in here"

"nope ill sleep on the couch, i mean your drunk and i don't think you'll be able to keep your hands off of me."

" Don't be silly, I said i didn't want to be a bother, ill sleep on the couch."

" But your already siting, its okay I've slept on couches before.You take the bed, common let me tuck you in." I said trying to get her to go under the covers. She got under the bed, but as I went to pull the overs over her body, she pushed her hand against mine.

" Nope at least sleep in the bed with me, I mean it wouldn't be the first time, and you wake up with a sore back i wouldn't want to be the one to blame, I mean you are a pop- star you need to be able to run away from crazy fans." She said the last part in a joking way, so i couldn't tell if she actually did want me to sleep in the bed with her.

" I mean I want you too feel comfortable, its no worry for me to sleep on the couch"

" don't be silly get in!" and i obliged to her command and got in. She cuddled up next to me and i placed a kiss on your forehead. She got closer and soon her lips were against mine, it wasn't like before. It was more intimate than passionate and i enjoyed it, the feel of her soft lips against mine, it was something soft, it was something sweet it was loving. Her lips lingered on me for a minute or two before she cuddled up closer to me, her head now rested on my chest, her eyes looking up into mine.

" Can you sing me a song, to help me fall asleep, I mean you must be good if your that famous."

"Well not famous enough apparently if you didn't know who i was." I answered her sweetly, but I hope the words didn't come out harsh, I didn't want to sound conceded.

" haha I do know, but i don't listen to pop, I'm more into the old stuff, like the Rolling Stones the Beatles,Pink Floyd, and Indie music the only pop type of music I listen to Ed Sheeran, He's amazing." I couldn't help but smile, we liked the same type of music, and that was important to me, I mean music did play a huge role in my life, and the fact that we had the same taste in music well that was just the cherry on top.

" Well I'm offended, if you listen to pop, you should at least listen to me,but I know what you mean, I love the oldies too and Ed yeah he's amazing." See I was learning new things about her every minute we spent together, and I learnt from last time to cherish every second I spent with her. And I did. I was.

" Okay what shall I sing?" I asked her

"surprise me." She answered and I knew actually what song to sing her.

" Give me love like her, because lately I've been walking up alone.

Paint splattered tear drops on my shirt, told ya I'd let them go

And that ill fight my corner,

Maybe tonight Ill call ya

After my blood turns into alcohol

No I just wanna hold ya

Give a little time to me, well burn this out,

Well play hide and seek, to turn this around

All I want is the taste that your lips allow,"

I decided to sing this song to Raquel, because I felt like It pertained to the way I felt, how I just wanted to hold her and kiss her, and fight for her. I looked over to her, While I was singing the chorus and discovered that she fell asleep. I pressed a kiss to her forehead, and started to confess my feelings for her, even though she was asleep. I didn't care, I had to get these feelings out, but i didn't have enough confidence to tell her yet, well at least when she was awake, so I decided to tell her while she was sleeping. "Real smooth Harry, real smooth." I thought to myself

" See Kelly, when I first saw you I said wow, I was taken aback from your beauty, but then we started talking and well, I was developing feelings for you. I didn't know if i can even trust my feelings, because I just had a terrible falling out with my Ex - Olivia, but i want to tell you about her, if and before you read about it, so I should tell you that when your actually awake." I couldn't help but laugh after I said that." Well I was interested in you, I realized you didn't know who I was and I enjoyed that, because I can tell that you liked me for me, Harry Styles from Cheshire, not Harry Styles from One Direction and thats really important to me, because ever since my rise to fame, I didn't know who I can truly trust and not trust, see I learnt that way especially because of Olivia. But I knew you liked me for me, and thats why I let my guard down around you. Well I was really intrigued by you because of your personality, I always found driven women, incredibly irresistible , you knew what you wanted for yourself you knew all your dreams and goals and wouldn't stop until you achieved them. Then when we got to my family home, When you started to open up a little to me, and reciprocate my cheeky banter, well were more alike then you think, but not too alike. And now after tonight, I just want to know everything about you, and hopefully this time, you will give me a chance to get to know you. See I'm falling for you, and I hope you feel the same way.And I just want you to know Kelly I won't stop until you do, because I know you do feel something for me, and your scared to admit it, you think that once you open up to me you'll lose everything that you worked so hard for, but trust me you won't, I won't let you lose everything and if I see that you start to lose focus, well ill back off until your dreams become a rarity, but guess what once you accomplish you'll goals, I'll be right back at your side, I know this sounds intense, being that we only knew each other for a short amount of time, but we were meant to be together, even if we didn't meet on that train, we would've met at the university, like we were supposed to, and if not then than today. Me and you we were meant to be together." After I finished bearing my soul to a peacefully sleeping Raquel, I placed a kiss on her cheek, before I drifted off into a deep sleep, dreaming dreams of me and Kelly.

Notes

so sorry it took me so long to update long story short, i finsihed reviewing it and right whne i did i had to leave for dinner, and i got home late! but here it is i know i promised it sooner but i sadly couldnt find the time :( this chapter was by far my favorite to write so far so i hope you enjoy it i love you all! so much!!!

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