Another sleepless night..... Every night consists of tossing and turning,days consist on faking smiles and signing autographs. Something feels missing. Something in my heart like gap thats cant be filledwithout love. Haha love,i wont find love. I tell myself im betteralone,life is great without somebody. But sometimes in these lonely nights iwish i hadsomeone. Can't sleep, i heard a familiar voice whisper yell through my door. Then the soundof footsteps entering my dark room. The side of my bed sank. I looked up to see Liam. By his body language icould tell he was exhausted. Yea, i replied with a slight sigh of relief that i wasn't alone. You need to talk to someone, i can tell your not happy as you used to be. " Whats wrong.... "he said pausing. " you can tell me " he finished. "Why does everyone expect me to all ways be so happy,i cant be jumping around happy all the time, " ispat out. "That's the thing,you never are. You fake it andthink we will fall fall for it. " Liam whisper yelledin annoyance. " your best mate, Niall. " he finished. "I just dont know exactly, im not happy, "i sighedturning to the alarm clock on my night stand that read3:16 a.m. You shouldgo to bed isaid tucking my head under my pillow. Liam soon stood up and pattedmy back. Good night Ni, iheardhim say. Every steptowards the door felt lonelier and lonelier as the door shut. I felt myself fall into a dreamless sleep.