Time has passed, so much that Perrie and I both were 5 months pregnant. We had medium sized bumps. The baby had kicked already, and that shit stung. Zayb and I decided we would name it Paige Mae, if a girl, and Tanner John, if a boy. We hadn't had a single run in with the creep, which is good, because that's why we moved.

Perrie had obviously moved in with Liam, and the attic was left for the babies. We were both very hormonal and stressed and emotional. I don't know if Perrie was like this or not, but my hands and feet were very hard to move.

It was around 10 pm, storming and thundering and lightning, so we built a fort in the living room. I know, very immature for us, but it was Louis's idea. We sat in a circle, in order going Niall, Julia, Harry, Jess, Louis, Kaitlynn, Liam, Perrie, myself, and then Zayn. Harry had the idea to tell scary stories since it was so scary outside.

"So anyway, the little girl who just turned 10 opened her present, and she found a severed hand." Niall told us, a few gasps heard, "so she asked her mum. Mother, why is there a hand in the box?" I was practically on the edge of my seat, even though we were on the ground, "And here mother slowly lifted her arm, revealing her stub, where her hand should've been. The mother said, I forgot to get you a present, it was last minute. The little girl screamed and ran as her mother chased her with a bloodied hand. Her mother grabbed her and smeared the blood all over her face," Niall waited a few second, "SEE WHAT YOU MAKE ME DO?!?!!! Her mother screamed," we all jumped myself peeing a little because of my pregnancy bladder.

"Not to interrupt, but I just peed myself a bit," I walked to the bathroom, finding no toilet paper, and walking back out. "Out of TP. And a bunch of other stuff, lets all go shopping!!! To the invisible boat mo-van!" I quoted mermaidman and we all ran to the cars, myself driving. Perrie next to me, we took off.

After everyone had split up in the store, we got everything and piled it into the car. We got in and I drove off. We blasted the radio, and Taylor swift came on, (I knew you were trouble) and Perrie and I were the only ones who knew the song, were these guys stupid?!

Right before the song started, I said, "This song is my song to Zane, the one who left me."

I was bobbing my head, barely paying any attention to the world around, this was my jam!

"Once upon a time, a few mistakes ago,
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me me me me me..."

After that it all went in slow motion. A child stood on the road and I looked up just in time to see it and swerve. I missed the child, thankfully, but swerved right into a ditch, rolling the van, until it finally slid to a halt, on its side. The airbags went off, punching Perrie and I everywhere. All I heard was screaming the whole time, but myself, I was in shock so much that I couldn't talk until we finished moving.

"Oh my gosh!!" Jess yelled. I looked around the car, barely able to move at all.

Everyone climbed out of the car, but I stayed. By now, the cops and ambulances were here, I must have sat in silence for long. Zayn and Perrie and all of the others were trying to get me out of the van,but I wouldn't move, I was so shocked. The kid on the road looked familiar. Oh my, it looked like me as a little girl.

After realizing that, I climbed out of the car.

I walked over to Perrie, my best bet of info. "Perrie, did you see the little girl?"

"No, why did you swerve?" she was happy I got out of the car, not dead.

"I saw a little girl on the road, she looked like me, I swerved so I didn't hit her, you know what happened from there." I explained .

"Sam, nothing was there." she walked away.

I talked to a few policemen and they searched the street for a little girl. While that happened, I talked to my friend, who all stood in a circle by an ambulance.

"Sam, what happened?! You just randomly rolled us into a ditch! Are you suicidal?!" Niall screamed in worry while checking me over for injuries.

"I already told Perrie, I saw a little girl on the road. She stood there, didn't even move. Just stood there, glaring at me." I explained for the third time.

"Sam, no one was there." Louis comforted me.

"So you're saying I imagined it?! Why would I run us to death for no reason, especially when I'm... pregnant!" I ran over to an ambulance worker, pulling Perrie with me, and Liam and Zayn following.

"Excuse me? Uhm, we are both pregnant, and I'm afraid that the damage from the accident could have caused an injury to the baby." I told the ambulance man. He nodded.

"Follow me, miss and miss, you men have to come in different vehicle. Do you have any other vehicle? You all can visit later, we can take you home in a police car or something." the man told Liam and Zayn.

They nodded, obviously planning to use Harry's range rover.

They put Perrie and I in separate ambulances and drove us to the hospital.

We were put in the same room, but with a divider in between. We both wore hospital gowns and layed back with our legs up so they could put a stick inside our stomach to check on the baby. This is the first they had to do this, even though were supposed to come in to check before.

The female nurse walked in and rubbed my stomach with some type of machine. A baby popped up on the screen. The nurse gasped slightly under her breath, but I still heard it. She moved it around more and suddenly stopped, removing the machine from my stomach.

"Miss Brettskert, I'm so so sorry, but you lost your baby..." she said sadly, and as soon as she said the words, I stopped breathing. No, no, no, it's alive, it has to be. I didn't even know if it was a boy or girl.

"I never found out, can you tell if it WAS a boy or girl?"

She paused for a moment, "Yes, mam, it was a boy."

Little Tanner Malik...

I began to cry. He never met me, or his father, or his stepfather... He didn't deserve to die. I hope to god that Petrie and her baby are okay.

"Miss Brettskert, if you are okay, you are allowed to leave. If you are unstable, I'll be happy to watch over you." the nurse said.

I felt shaky, unstable, in fact, I didn't know what I felt. I stood.

"I'm okay to leave, but my friend is in the next room, may I visit her?"

As I said so, Perrie walked in from her side of the room. "Ready? I'm alright to leave, we can talk on the way home. Niall, Liam, and Zayn are in the lobby. We are all heading home if your ready..."I nodded my head and we walked out into the lobby. Zayn Niall, and Liam stood. We walked to the car, all 4 of them in conversation while I stayed quiet. The car ride, they all sang, and I stayed quiet.

We arrived at home, and I got out of the car and walked in the house, while everyone else stood, looking at me confused. Everyone in the house stood when I walked into the living room, ad they watched me walk into the bathroom.

I stripped down and got my towel out, stepped into the shower, and started scrubbing my hair. I looked down at my stomach, and a tear fell out of my eye. That child wasn't breathing, I would never feel him kick again, I would never get to see him.

I began to sob, very loudly at that. I swear you could hear it in the basement, it was like I was scream-crying. No one here could understand how bad it felt to lose someone who was growing inside of them. It fucking hurts your heart.

I stepped out of the shower and looked in the mirror. My eyes were bloodshot, my iris was a light green. That always happens when I cry. I rubbed my stomach. Poor Tanner.

I walked to my room and got dressed in a loose shirt and baggy pants. I slugged to the kitchen and grabbed a bag of chips. In order to get to my room, I have to pass the living room. So I did. When I walked passed, Louis jumped up and grabbed me, dragging me back to his seat.

Everyone stared at me until finally, Louis spoke up, "What the hell happened?"

Just the thought of tanner made me burst into tears, "....I....I lost Tanner ." I wimpered.

Zayn looked taken back. As if he just lost his... son. Oh yeah.

"Aw, babe, you could always try again, I know you said you wanted a baby that day at the park. You still can. I'm sure Zayn will want an actual child with you. If not, you could always have a child with one of us. I don't mean raise it together, ... I mean ... Like donate... sperm..." I giggled at Harry's attempt at being comforting.

At least I had these guys.

"Honestly, I don't know if I want children..." Zayn said.

"Harry, might just take you up on that offer." I joked, even though I wasn't joking.

At that time, the doorbell rang. I got up and walked to the door, opening it to find no one. I looked around, not seeing anyone or thing, until I looked down. A note. I opened it.

"Dear Sam,
Oh, hello. Thought you could escape me. Well, I'm always there. I saw the wreck. And I know you lost Zane's baby. He said he is very upset that you let Zayn be the father. Don't show anyone this note, and now if you want to respond, you walk out at 10, and say what you want to say, and I'll be here, but you won't see me. Don't look for me. Its pointless, you don't know me."

I gasped. Tonight at 10, I'll be out.

2 hours of me sitting in my room passed, and I walked out at 10. I sat on the porch, looking to see if I could see him anywhere. Nothing.

"I have a question. And you will answer. Why do you mess with us, why my family?"

"Sam," his deep raspy voice said, "Your beautiful. You're perfect. You-"

"I'm not perfect..." I corrected him. How could he think I was perfect.

"No one is, but you are as close to perfect as you can get. I'm sorry that you had to lose little Tanner, I'm sure he would've loved you."

"Don't talk about my baby that way, you don't know me, you aren't my friend, you aren't allowed to talk about him." I demanded in a stern voice. How dare he think he could talk about my baby when he never met me?

"But, I do know you, and you know me..." the creep walked out from the dark. The faces I saw overwhelmed me, Gemma Styles, Zane.

"Gemma, Zane?!"

"Yes? Shocked?" Gemma said raising her eyebrow.

"Why, why do you do this? What havei done to either of you?" I couldn't breathe. It was just so shocking.

"It's not anything you've done to us... Its what you did to Harry, Zayn, and Liam." Zane explained.

"What did I do to any of them?" I was confused.

"You rejected Zayn when he loved you, you ignored Harry when he loved you, and you broke Liam's heart. The only reason we care is because Harry stopped calling so often when he met you guys, and I got upset, so I decided to see why he liked you so much, and I still don't see it. You're a total bitch." Gemma told me.

"I never meant to, I thought Harry loved Jessica?" I raised my eyebrow in confusion.

"He called me a few nights ago, the night that Jessica said hell no to having kids, he was crying. Said he was jealous that Zayn got to have a child. Especially with you. He told me he never stopped loving you, and that he only liked Jessica. He always wanted you..."

"If you see what happens when I walk back in, will you leave my family alone?" I asked in hope for freedom.

"We'll be watching from the window in the living room."

"Okay, but you can't get pissed for hurting two other people."

I ran into the house as they ran to the window by the living room. I casually walked into the room, and everyone stood up, shocked I would be up so late.

I walked over to Harry, got on my tippy toes, leaned in and kissed him, and it felt... powerful, strong... loving. We pulled apart and I could feel the hurt people, Jessica, and Zayn. I could feel the shock, everyone, including me, how did I build the courage to do that? I could feel the happiness. Harry, Gemma, Zane.

I glanced over Harry's shoulder at Gemma and Zane in the window. They smiled at me and waved for me to follow them outside to talk.

I ran outside to the backyard quickly, hoping for no one to follow.

"Gemma, are you happy? I broke two hearts, and saved another, are you gonna leave us alone forever?" I asked out of breath.

"Yes, and I'm so sorry for stalking you, I'm just overprotective of Harry..." She explained.

"I get it, I would be with Niall..." I mumbled.

"Alright, and I'm sorry about what happened, making you kiss him, and hurt your friend and Zayn. Call me sometime, we can catch up, you seem nice." she smiled.

"You do too, other than stalking us and kidnaping me." I laughed.

"Bye Sam!" she called as she walked down the drive way.

"Bye Gem! I'll call you sometime!" I smiled to myself. I just made a friend.

Now I had to face the group...
I walked in, tired as hell from the events of today.

"What the fuck was that?!" Harry yelled. I sighed.

"Look, guys, its a long story, no one needs to be hurt, I'll explain in the morning, its been a very long day for me. I lost Tanner, found something out, and jeopardized my relationship, and made a friend. I'll sleep on the couch. Obviously Zayn isn't very happy."

I got my bed ready and fell asleep as everyone left.

Notes

So much happened in this chapter. Don't unsubscribe, I have plans. I was so sad when Tanner died. And I'm sorry Sam is so forgiving. And are ya shocked? Lol. Subscribe, comment, and rate for more. Bye!