Why do You do This to Me?

I got out of the shower and pulled on a towel around my wet body and around my hair. I search through my closet and look for my party dresses. I slip on a purple lace thong and a matching push-up bra. I pull out a black fitted party dress with cutouts on the sides, purple pumps, and gold earrings, a gold bracelet, and a leather jacket. I walk to my night stand and grab my hair brush and quickly brushing out all the knots in my brown hair, I put the brush down and grabbed my phone seeing a text from Niall.
Niall - I’m outside
Niall - Waiting
I finished drying my hair and then I walked to the window and saw Niall leaning on his car smiling and waved at me, I smiled and waved back as he mouthed hurry up, Jessi, I nodded and walked out the room. I still was a little bit dazed from what happened earlier today, but I was hoping we both don’t mention it. I locked my front door and put my keys under the front door mat. I ran over to the passenger seat and got in, Niall leaned over and kissed my forehead and we were off. I always blush when he did that. I was super giddy and excited because this was my first frat party.
“Are you excited, you must be you can’t stop bouncing.” he laughed.
“Possibly.” I smirk at him.
We pull up to the gigantic house and right as I get out I can hear the loud pumping music. We walk in and pass the kids already drunk and smoking pot outside in the front. Gross. I scuff.
“Do you want a beer?” Niall screams in my ear. I wanted to get wasted tonight, not sure why, but I did.
“Sure” i scream back at him as he pulls me along by the wrist to the bar passing people grinding on people and kids making out on the couch. I suddenly felt really out of place. Multiple guys did double checks on me and whistled at me, I started to feel uncomfortable and no longer wanted to be here. My subconscious kept reminding me that I shouldn’t be here and i’m a good girl. Niall handed me a cold beer and I gratefully took it. He excused himself and went to go catch up with some buddies of his. Great, just great. I sat down on the bar stool drinking a beer multiple drunk guys came up to me but I flipped them off and they left sensing that I wasn’t interested. One guy came up to me, he had piercing blue eyes, dark brown hair, lots of tattoos, and multiple piercings. I could see the outline of his muscles through his tight tanktop and honestly it was really sexy.
“Hey i’m James, I saw you alone over here and decided that was not acceptable.” The husky voice said. I was mesmerized just by his voice.
“I’m Jessi” I stumbled out, he looked genuinely pleased.
“Wanna go someplace quieter?” He said into my ear.
“Please, my ears are killing me.” I laughed at him.
He held out his hand and I gladly took it. He pulled me along and passed drunk couples eating each others faces off and lead me to the door. Before I knew it he lead me into a dark alley the only light was from a flickering street light.
“Um… so what are we doing?” I laughed nervously.
“Something you’re never gonna forget.” He smiled at me deviously. I was actually scared shitless, I wanted to tell him to stop but nothing came out of my mouth.
“Now baby, be quiet and listen to me.” He demanded he then pushed me against a wall.
He grabbed both my arms and pinned them above my head and his body pressed against mine, hard. He then continued the torture by nibbling on my neck and leaving hickeys. He bit down so hard I’m positive he drew blood. I screamed out in pain.
“Please stop, you’re hurting me.” I whimpered.
“What did I tell you bitch, be quiet and let me do what I want.” He snickered, uh oh.
He reached his hand up and rested it on my upper thigh and slowly moved upward toward my diamond. He hooked his fingers on the top of my thong and slid his fingers in, he began rubbing circles over my clit, but it didn’t feel good, it felt forced and painful. He continued kissing my neck I started to cry and whimper.
“Ah, dont cry baby, you’re ok.” he said evilly and continued his work. I tried to get free from his grip, but it was no use, he was so much stronger than me. I heard footsteps coming from afar, I didn’t know who it was but I was grateful someone maybe could save me.
“What the hell are you doing James?!” an angry raspy voice boomed. I don’t know which one to be more scared of now.

Notes

Hope you like and didn't gross you out to much!