My Secret

Max's P.O.V
After the tour of the house, James decided it would be best if he went back to his hotel and call it a night. It was fun, hanging around with your brother that you thought was dead beccuse of rumors at the AAF. He told me a lot of stuff about him. Like; he was engaged to a lovely lady, he worked for some agent business, he is going to move a couple of blocks away from me (Let's say Max lives in California just pick a place there okay?), he told me that Mum and Dad died (like I didn't know that), he was abandoned by our Aunt but our Grandparents took him in, that our Grandpa died a couple of years ago, and that he wants Liam and I to be together. I smiled a little when he mentioned Liam. Why? I don't know, honestly. It's like a very confusing wave of emotion has hit over me, I don't know what I'm gonna do about this boy. Anyways, Ivory and I have a plan mapped out in our brains! It's gonna be good! The plan; go shopping to buy buckets, silly string, soap suds, and if things go wrong, stuff to make s'mores. After we go shopping we hang out with the guys and wait till' we go to "sleep". Then we fill up the buckets with hot water but not hot enough to burn them and add soap suds and silly string in them. Then we pour the buckets from the stairs, see/watch their reaction, and run like there's no tomorrow. See, what'd I tell ya? It's epic right! No? Okay... "Max? You alright? You look distant." My head slowly looks to Louis. I clear my throat "Yeah, yeah. Just thinking about.... people" It wasn't a lie. I was thinking about Liam, James, My Parents (Mostly my Mum), and Fang. But I was also thinking about the prank/revenge plan so yeah. "Who?" Niall asks. I stay silent, afraid I'd bawl and look like a big wuss. I stand up and start to head towards the front door, "I'm gonna... I don't know. I guess I just need to walk." I leave before I get a response, like I always do. I can't keep walking away from people! I can't keep crying over Fang and Mum and Dad! I need to be strong! I.. I need to be... loved. I know, big game changer! Max is a wuss AND wants to be loved. It's impossible, nobody loves me. I didn't realize I was at my favorite place but, here I am. Standing in the rain, not that I care to realize it was raining but just to let you know, eh? I ran up to The Willow Tree. I sat down where three tombstones laid, they read; Cathline Ride born 1973 died unknown Loving Mother, Devoted Wife. She was 21 when I was born, but an unknown death date cause I made the tombstones. Next was Jacob Ride born 1972 died unknown Loving Father, Devoted Husband. I know, they say the same thing. But I didn't really get to know them, after all I did run away frequently or just lock myself in my room only going out for the necessary stuff and school. The last tombstone was the saddest one, Fang Ride born 1993 died 2012 Loving Friend, Caring Combat Partner. I silently sobbed away my tears until I had none left. It was getting late and I had received many phone calls and texts from Ivory. So I got up, brushed myself off, said goodbye and kissed the tombstones, and walked home. I walked into the front door and was greeted with a group hug. Nice? I guess. Was I in the mood? Definitely not. "Where were you! We were going crazy over here!"

Notes

I didn't want it to seem like a cliffhanger but my computer is about to die so yeah. Anyways bad news, I have 4 more projects to do! Yay me! (Note to sarcasim) I'm gonna try to get in some chapters here and there but it won't be easy.
~Melina