The Exchange.

I wake up snuggled into a warm body. Memories of last night flash through my minds as I lay. I feal tears trickle down my face. The figure shifts keeping a tight grip on me, I wince a bit but At he same time I feal somthing I've never felt before...safe....

memories of harry comforting me last night come back...I can't help but smile. He helped me calm down last night, but why?

i shift and slowly Rigel from his grip, he doesn't even move. I sit up slowly letting a low wine escape as my body twitches in pain. I feel like someone tightend my skin and every move I'm stretching it..my lower half feels like someone lit it on damn fire.

i look at Harry's peaceful figure. His lips are slightly parted and small breaths escape him. I notice dark grey bags under his eyes...did he stay up all night with me?

i decided to let him rest and place my hand on the mantel of the bed slowly, I wince with every step but stay quiet. I've learned to hold it in, i e always told myself hold it in, never show emotion.

i slowly inched in the bathroom not daring to look at the mirror. I switched the shower on and dropped my close immediatly. I stepped in wincing as the water hit my bruised body. The pain lasted a. Moment then Switched into cool and relaxing.

i lightly scrubbed my body washing away the filth from last night. I let my tears fall and sobs escape. The shower washed away my tears, slowly I curled up on the floor and let it out, I didn't care about the pain...I was violated by someone I liked...or atleast I did...I don't no if I'll ever trust a man again....

i finished my shower stepping out slowly keeping my grip on the wall for leverage. Tightly wrapping the towl around my body I put my hair in a bun and stepped out making sure harry was asleep. I quickly made my way to my closet.

my cloths were everywhere...there was a bit of blood on the floor. I winced at the sight and grabbed this from my dresser instead.



I looked in the mirror wincing. My eye had a huge black and blue swollen bump under it. My hand print bruise was back and dark blue as well thanks to Eric. I looked at my arms that were labeled with black and blue bruises from him grabbing me, same with my legs stomache and sides... I side and slipped my cloths on going through the process of hiding it. I grabbed a scarf for my neck and slipped it on as well.

i stepped out to find harry sitting up staring worriedly at me.

" Hey..how are you?" He said walking up to me. He grabbed my hand gently and inspected it then went to check the other.i swiftly pulled it away.

" harry...I'm fine.." He side starring at me.

" No Hayden, how are you ok after last night?" His voice was irritated but worried.

" I don't want to talk about it." I said looking to the ground.

" C'mon. I'm taking u to the hospital." He said.

" no! I'm fine harry!" I said backing up.

he turned quickly and glared " how are you ok!? He raped u and beat the shit out of you! What if he had aids or somthing.!" I side and gave up I wasn't in the mood to fight.

".fine..." He nodded and took my hand genetally leading me out of the room.

the house was silent when I entered the living room. Everyone rushed to me hugging me.

" How you feling?" Eleanor asked not letting me go.

" I'm fine....Harry's making me go to the hospital.." I said spfrowning.
" I don't blame him...u got hit pretty hard and your walking like you Rhode a horse for 6hours." I shot a glare at niall who laughed loudly..

harry took my hand smiling at me then leading me out the door. I followed him reluctantly closing my eyes and letting the snowy air fill my nose as we stepped outside. Harry led me through the lot and opened the door to my car for me.

" Mr. Styles doesn't have a car?" I said raising an eyebrow. He chuckled.

"I do..urs is just less noticeable." I made a o shape with my lips and got in scrunching my face as more pain shot through. Harry saw and rushed around hoping in the car pulling out immediatly.

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" alright miss smith, it appears you just have minor bruising. And for the other pain ur having. It should go away after a bit. May I ask...have you reported this to the police." I shook my head yes. The last thing I need is stress from a police report.

the doctor handed me some pills witch I gladly drowned in water. I stood from the table feeling a little better and looked to harry to leave. He placed his hand at the small of my back and led me out. When we got to the car I was actually able to get in without an ass load of pain.

Harry started the car and we were off. I noticed we were going the opposite direction from the dorms.

" umm...harry, where are we going." He chuckled lightly.

" it's a surprise."

We drove through a part of London I had yet to see. It was mostly country and houses. I didn't no were we were but it was beautiful. Harry parked at a street by a park and hopped out jogging to my side and opening my door.

"ma lady!" He said opening the door and bowing. I chuckled and stepped out looking at the park it was beautiful. He took my hand in his surprising me. I looked at him for a minute and relaxed.

" C'mon. I wanna show you somthing no one else has ever seen." He said walking through the park. I looked around as we walked in aww. It was beautiful everything was covered and glistening in snow. Beautiful..

after a few minutes we were all the way in a forest like area probably a mile or two away from the park. I looked around taking in the scenery gasping when I saw the most beautiful view.



There was a. Single bench looking out onto a small icy river. Fog floated around lightly through the sun that shown perfectly in rays through the trees. The sound of the water was calming and tranquill.

" Wow...this is...beautiful!" I said sitting and looking around. It truly was...

~~~Harry's POV~~~

i watched as as her eyes flicked around the pond. This is were I go when I'm stressed no one knows were it is... And if anyone is to no...I'm glad it's Hayden.. What Eric did makes me so mad, she doesn't deserve that she's beautiful and just...amazing. When she smiles I feel damn fire works. Who the hell knows what I'd feel if I kissed her... I've decided.. Fuck shagging people...I want Hayden...I want to make her mine and love her forever. She deserves a man who isn't a fuck up or ass like Eric... Even though I'm a fuck up, I'd try to not be just for her...

her eyes traveled to mine and I almost lost it. The rays of sun lit her up like a candle, she was radiant. She flashed me a smile and returned to staring.

" Wow...this is...beautiful!" I smiled.

" Not as beautiful as you..." I mentally slapped my self for that...fuck c'mon harry fix it....think.....she starred ahead with wyed eyes...shit...fuck....

" Ummm i meen ya it is beautiful...." She looked at me with a raised eyebrow. I don't no what this girl is doing to me but I love it.

" I meen...not that ur not beautiful because u are....I meen like as a friend....don't get me wrong ur,....hot like...completely...." I was acting like a complete idiot. Her cheeks lit up a bright red and she chuckled.

" Is harry styles nervouse to talk to me?" She raised an eyebrow. I was speechlessly embarresed... She laughed again.

" Ur hot..." My eyes widend and I stared. At her. I couldn't help but laugh as the ' oh shit, why did I say that' expression I just had covered her face. I decided to stop the awkwardness and leaned down sneakily scooping up some snow. I ' yawned' while stretching my arms and slid one around her shoulders. She glanced at me then shrugged it off.

i ready myself to run and dumpy the snow on her head, she let's out a loud gasp and stands.

" HARRY FUCKING STYLES YOU DID NOT JUST DO THAT!" I laugh at her attempted " I'm pist " face and stand by a tree a few feat away.

" Oops! " I yell. She bends down scooping a ball of snow.

" I'll have you no styles...I played baseball..." She smirked.

" So your trained to throw like a girl!" I laughed so hard at my joke I didn't see it Comming. I instantly fell to my knees groaning. Ouch...

" Ugh...my balls...." I said face planting in the snow. I heard shuffling and laughing.

" Told you styles." I smirked in the snow and quickly snapped my arms out pulling her to the ground throwing my self under her so she wouldn't fall to hard on her bruises.i normally hate people calling me styles...but when she does...I love it....

she gasped and looked at me while crossing her arms on my Chest and rested her head on them.

" Well that was fun." She said smiling.

We laid there for a minute just taking in eachothers appearance, this girl has no clue what she's doing to me.. Before I no it I'm leaning forward. My eyes flicking from her pink plump lips to her beautiful hazel eyes. She doesn't move so I close the distance. Her lips are soft and warm. And when I said I'd feal fire works earlier I was wrong...so wrong... I felt NUCLEUR BOMBS!

She didn't kiss at first but after a moment she kissed back. Are lips moving in sync. I slowly nibbled at her lip while snaking my arms around her waist genetally. Her hands hooked around my neck.

we stayed like that for what felt like seconds but was actually minutes. I wish we could stay that way but We had to breath.

she stared at me with bright red cheeks.her eyes were wyed and she had a face I couldn't make out.

" Hayden?" She stood quickly.

" Harry....I'm....I'm sorry..i....I can't do this...." She said walking towards the car. I felt instant hurt at her words.

" What. Why?" My voice cracked...shit...

she quickly turned with tears eyes..

" I just got raped yesterday by my ex boyfriend...and.....I just...I'm not ready harry....I like you but...I can't..." She was hiccuping in tears. I couldn't be mad...she was confused...inside I wanted to punch a tree but I couldn't push her away again....after Eric that my be my last chance

i nodded hugging her.

" I understand...I'm sorry...I'll wait as long as you need...I'll always be there for you" I said smiling at her even though inside I was mad and sad... She nodded and we headed back tot he car...I think that kiss made me fall harder...but...she didn't budge....

~~~Hayden's POV the next day~~~

i sat in my room clicking my pencil??I needed to draw some art for my submission in 3 weeks but I was so distracted by harry and my....run in with Eric....I wasn't able to focus.

i like harry...I do...and after that kiss, and time we spent at the pond...I really! Like him...but I dont no if I'm ready to put my heart back out...I don't want it to be smashed anymore the
an it already is...

There was a knock on my door and el came in. The guys left this morning for work and stuff so it's just me and el.

" Hey roomy!" She said coming in. She lent over me setting somthing in a mug down.

" It's hot chocolate and.......woah....." Her eyes fixated on my plain paper. I turned with a confused face nearly falling out of my chair when I saw. The whole time I ws thinking I was absentmindely drawing...and what I drew amazed me...

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Harry.....

Notes

UPDATE! I was considering leaving a cliff hanger but I was like nahhhhn!

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