~~~Harrys POV~~~

We sat in the waiting room for 3 hours every one was here the lads called the girls and they flew in immediately. Turns out they were already on there way planning on visiting hayden. Everyone was trying to calm me but I was fuming, and a reck. I couldn’t help but blame myself. How was I so stupid to not notice something was wrong!? I was pulling my hair and leaning against a wall with my head in my knees. I don’t know how I could live with out her…I might as well go back to being alone if I lose her.

“shell be ok mate…” I herd zayn say as he patted my back. But even he new that was bullshit.

“how do you no that!? You saw her!SHE BASICALLY DIED IN MY DAMN ARMS!!!HOW DO WE NO THEY CAN BRING HER BACK!” I was fuming. I turned and slammed my fist into a wall immeditly earning stairs. I regretted it when my hand felt like it was on fire.

“calm down mate. I no its hard…you should get that looked at.” He said patting my back and looking at my now black and blue fist. I tried opening my hand cursed as it burned. Great I broke my hand…. I immediately saw a nurse and told zayn to get me as soon as he herd and followed the lady to get my problem fixed.

After an hour I had a brace on. I sprained my wrist pretty bad when I hit the wall. I immediately stood when a doctor approached.

“are you with…hayden smith?” we all nodded staring at the man begging him to let us see her.

“well…shes stable…but shes suffard an immense blood loss and trama. Shes lucky to be alive.. we have her on life support, and shes in a coma…and…” the man trailed off looking at us with sorrow.

“what!?” I said grabbing my neck.

“we don’t think shell make it through the night” the girls immediately latched to there boy friends and everyone was Shell shocked and un able to move.

“u can see her if ud like.” We all nodded following him to her room. When we walked in I couldn’t stop the tears. She had a tube in her mouth helping her breath and all sorts of cords on her head, chest, and arms. A loud beeping sound rung through the room. She had bandages all over and the only parts of skin you could see were bruised. O my god. I immediately pulled a chair beside her and took her hand in mine. It was cold..she was cold.

2 Weeks Later~~~Haydens POV~~~

They say a coma can be a time of enlightenment. A time when although you cant wake up u have a time of peace, and dreaming. You can see people you’ve lost or relive amazing moments in your life you can be happy and notice things about yourself, that before youd over look because it took to much time to process.... I don’t believe that. From the moment I came to I was in nothing but black. The occasional moments when my body flew back into a sleep and I would be attacked by the ravenous night mares of my times being tied up and tortured. I couldn’t scream or move… just watch. And as if that was the worst. My mind was running ragged with nothing but thoughts. I listened to the doctors come in talking about how bad I was. I listend to harry having out bursts then his silent sobs as he sat beside me constantly begging me to wake up saying he was sorry. I did everything I could to try and scream and wake up but it was like pounds and pounds of weights kept my eyes locked closed. With every moment of rest my body grew more and more restless. I had energy but it was over come with immense pain. I hurt every where and I felt like I could vomit. But I couldn’t move. I just layed in darkness without cognoscente, as my thoughts drove me insane.

After what felt like hours of thinking and listening I herd a door open and someone come in.

“how are you boys?” her voice was new. She sounded pretty younge but I cant tell.

“umm were holding up…whats the update?” I herd liams voice speek. I herd sniffleing and new it was the girls. None of them have left since i woke up for the first time about 5 days ago.

“well were having trouble finding a match…shes holding up but her bodys not going to get to far in healing if we don’t find one soon…and we had a question…we need a answer by tomorrow but it might be your only option left.”

“whats the option? And you still haven’t found a donar!? Theres millions of people who volunteer for stuff like this!” harrys voice was growing angry and I wanted to hold his hand but I couldn’t.

“shes has a rare blood type, its not as easy.and we want you to consider the fact she isnt responsive at all. And there is no sighns of her waking up. Were doing what we can to make her comfortable. But we need you to consider taking her off life support and letting her go…theres nothing more we can do..” the doctors tone was lower and im sure harry was giving her a death glare.

“were not even considering because it’s a no! and test us maybe were a match. WERE NOT GIVING UP!!!” harrys voice boomed. I mentally whimperd as his warm hand left my cold body.

“sir you need to calm down or ull need to leave”

~~~Harrys POV~~~

I held her hand. I never let go. She needed to wake up, every minute of every day my heart shatterd a little more. Why does such an amazing girl have to go through so much? Rape, abuse, car accident… she deserves none of it. Shes amazing, shes talented, funny and so kind and careing. I wish I could take her place. Take her pain. But I cant. All I can do is watch and prey shell be ok.

“lad… were going to get some food and a shower. U want something?” I thought for a moment.

“bring me some clean clothes, water and a banana…ill get a shower here. Im not leaveing her side.” I spoke not takeing my eyes off her.

“ok, call us if anything changes.” I nodded and listened as they walked out of the room. When I was sure we were alone I layed my head gently on her arm and sobbed.

“Hayden…baby I no your in there…p-please come back…if I lose you…. I don’t think I can go on….i-I love you please…” I cried. I watched for a flinch but nothing. The steady beeping and pumping sound of here resperator filled the room. The creek of a door caught my attention and I turned to see yet another nurse.

“hello sir. Im here to take some blood for a DNA test.” I nodded wincing as I released haydens hand. The man sat infront of me looking at her and giving me an apologetic smile.

“sister? Or…?” he waited for an answer while he set up his kit.

“my girlfriend.” He nodded as he pulled out the needle setting it on a tray.

“shes very pretty…such an amazing boyfriend she has I have yet to see you leave this room.” He said with a light chuckle.

“yeah…” he grabbed my arm and began smearing the alchohol rub on it and spoke once more.

“I hope she recovers. She seems lovely…no teen deserves this life…” he spoke. I winced as he poked the needle in and nodded. It was in that moment I realized just how right he was. I vowed to myself as soon as she woke up, I was getting us a house and I was takeing her away from all of this. Ill take her on tour…ill never her leve her side. 1 cause I never want to leave her, and 2 because I don’t want to lose her.

“ok, all done. Ill be back with results, and to test the others when they return.” I nodded rubbing my arm and turning back to hayden reattaching our hands.

After about 3 hours the lads and the girls returned. I took a quick shower while the doctor took some blood to test them. Hayden I guess lost so much blood she needs a emergency transfusion. But she has a rare blood type and its hard to find. So for now shes on this weird machine that filters everything for her until we find a match…my poor sweet angel….

“harry. Did they give you your results yet?” Louis asked as I walked over to hayden.

“no…” I spoke . my voice was raspy and I was exhausted. Hayden had been out for almost 3 weeks…

Suddenly a beeping sound came out, machines flashed and there was scrambling outside, before doctors flew in. they shoved us out and as I went out last I saw them circling hayden.

“call it code! Shes having a seizure.”

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